INSECURE, Love of the Past
Patenggang

Patenggang

After 3 hours of travel, we finally arrived at this place. I got out of the car with Brother Ivan, and I was so ashamed that I was the only girl surrounded by three handsome men who were tall and white.

I became a princess surrounded by handsome princes who fought over her, haha.. Yes princess bantet!! There is really no mending-mending me this. But nevertheless I must remain grateful in the same perfect physical love of God.

I don't care, I really don't care!! Along the way, people looked at me with strange looks. How am I supposed to? Shame on the face where to taro? Moreover, Brother Ivan continued to hold my hand tightly.

I want to tell people that I'm hers, that I'm her boyfriend. As I daydreamed, Brother Ivan surprised me.

"Darling, why are you?" Ask Brother Ivan.

"I'm ashamed Brother." I replied half in a whisper, but Aldi and Daffa heard it instead. They glanced at me.

The three of them looked at me with confused looks.

"Why shame, dear?" Asked Ivan again who was still holding my hand. And the steps of the four of us came to a halt when I said 'Shame' earlier.

"Why Mar." Now Daffa asked.

"I'm ashamed, ashamed of... Surrounded by you, handsome men.." I said while bowing my face.

Aldi laughed at me.

"Haha, why do you have to be ashamed Mar, my face is mediocre, handsome from where to try? If Ivan was like Daffa, he was handsome." He said with a laugh in the hold because Brother Ivan winked at Kak Aldi.

I looked towards the two of them and then I looked towards Daffa who was watching me. Daffa said,

"You don't start insecure anymore Mar, the most important thing now is that I, Ivan and Aldi are people who love you. Don't be horrified by people's words or the strange gazes of people with you." The words of Daffa reminded me of Indra.

"Dear, why are you insecure again. I love you, I love you very much. What else is lacking for you? Don't feel like you're not pretty, you're the most beautiful woman to me." Said Brother Ivan.

"Yes, that Ivan is so dreadful Lu.!!" Brother Aldi slapped on the shoulders of Brother Ivan.

"Gue ain't nothing but Nyon.!! Maria is the most beautiful girl for me." Ivan answered, who was still holding my hand.

"That's over.. Sorry to make you guys argue gini.. Continue the way yes, do not be brake in the middle of the road is not good as the people who pass." My words stopped their non-essential debate.

Finally the four of us went walking again, and Ivan bought tickets for the four of us. After buying the ticket, we went straight in. I saw a boat on the lake and I whined as Ivan wanted to get on the boat.

"Sister.. I want to get on that boat.." Spoiled talk.. Maybe Aldi and Daffa should see me spoiled like Ivan, haha.. I don't care!! The important thing is that I can take a boat on the lake.

"Come, whatever you want I'll do, I can't refuse." Answer Brother Ivan.

"But Aldi Sama Daffa also participated.. The boat is big.. Enough for 4." I said again, making Daffa and Kak Aldi look at each other.

Maybe they think, I just want to be alone with Ivan, even though he is not involved.

"Yes we go with Mar, do not be alone Mulu later the third SATAN!!" Replied Kak Aldi who when saying 'demons' it towards Kak Ivan, making Kak Ivan became upset.

"Jaudah come on, brother.." I pulled Ivan's arm.

"Prophey darling.. It's still in people's clothes.. Later if there is an empty we ride yes, now we eat first yuk.. I'm hungry, though.." Take Brother Ivan.

"Makepp.. I'm hungry too, Van. Treaty yes.. We eat there, the food is good.." Replied Aldi while laughing happily because he must have gotten free. Same thing I also like if you keep getting free, haha.

Who does not like free.??

Aldi pointed towards the unique restaurant in the shape of a giant ark, magnificent!! Typical food on the boat penisi resort is said to be delicious. I just set foot here for the first time.

I'm going with the ajalah..

The four of us ate there and all who paid for it was Ivan. Ivan ordered a lot of food, he said let me eat a lot.

"Eat a lot, my dear.." Brother Ivan said with a smile to me.

"Don't want to eat a lot of it, later if I'm fat how? I'm short, brother.. I'll be back again." I answered while singing my little lips.

"Darling, I don't want you to turn away. Trust me the same.. Eat a lot of it.." Kayu Kak Ivan's.

I'm unmoving..

"Sister bribe yes.. Don't refuse." Say again.

I can only give up.. I am hungry too, because I did not have breakfast this morning. Maybe my stomach will relapse again, afraid to faint like that time.

Finally I ate a plate together and in the same bribe Brother Ivan, while Daffa and Kak Aldi ate voraciously in front of the two of us. It's true, the food was delicious.. It could be that if I stay here my weight can double because I eat constantly.

I became degdegan nih in the same bribe Brother Ivan. I looked at Ivan who was eating and I thought what if I married Ivan? I can't cook. I can only cook water, noodles, same eggs..

It seems like Brother Ivan realized that I kept staring at him.

"Why baby? Don't like it?" Ask.

"Like Brother, I'm just thinking about it.." My answer is still staring at him.

"Think of it baby?" Ivan asked while feeding me.

"Where exactly are we married later, I can not masakin for Brother.. I can only cook noodles, as well as omelet doang." I said as I chewed the food in my mouth.

"Why should you think, baby.. I want to make you my wife, not a maid or a chef. Don't think about it, whether you can cook or not doesn't matter to me." Sis Ivan replied, who felt that it was not my duty.

I was silent to Ivan's reply. I want to be a good wife to my sister.. I will learn to cook equally mamah, so that Brother Ivan seneng and still love me until the end..

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