INSECURE, Love of the Past
MOS Preparation

Indra school already did MOS a week ago, while my school will only start next Sunday. We rarely met because we were busy. At least just telling me through HP.

I was accepted at that school and I was placed in 10th grade A. For some reason from Junior High School class 1 until now enter High School always get class A..

Is it because I'm smart? If I'm smart, maybe I've been accepted in that favorite high school. Since that incident for the first time in history I was declared NOT PASS. I should have got MURI RECORDS, throughout history.. Hellow.

I have never experienced failure before. In every repetition I never get a bad value let alone arrive at the remedial it never at all.

Perhaps this is a rebuke from Allah, as great and clever as any man can not change the decrees that God has outlined.

What is called human must have experienced failure. In every way and in all walks of life.. After failure there will be delayed success.

Now I can control my feelings more. I was so embarrassed when it crossed my mind to do something that was very forbidden by religion. It's SUICIDE.

I am also ashamed of Allah for having misjudged Him. What happened to his will.

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Tomorrow is the first day of MOS. I asked Indra to help me prepare the equipment that will be brought tomorrow.

Ahh, tired also turned out to prepare the needs for tomorrow. Not much until I was exhausted.

"Darling, if you're tired let me get ready. You just wait here." Indra.

"I want to come. I want MOS to have your own busy time. It's not good for me."

"Ngapain does not feel good with his own girlfriend too. Yes it went up, but all the way. Kangen this is."

"Yeehhh mode ! You can't come along, now you're walking."

"Kangen, you can't meet every day. Come ride my cute darling."

"Yes." Yeah."

Monday schedule I should take with me :

Sand commoners + 3T \= Rice + Know, Tempe, Telor.

My regional drink \= Mi-Zone

Silver queen \= Silverqueen

Milk nationality \= Milk flag

Crazy Monkey Snack \= Mo-Mo-Gi

Snow princess \= Apple

It's quite complicated to carry things while in MOS. Because the OSIS committee did not tell you directly. Except to use Klu. Fortunately, there were some items that were the same at the time of Indra MOS. So don't get too dizzy thinking that.

I feel lucky to have Indra. He was very attentive and ready to help me in everything. I didn't expect that I would have a lover like Indra.

MOS prep I bought them all. Stay cooking tofu tempeh and eggs only. And it must be impromptu for sure.

Finished shopping for necessities tomorrow, Indra invited me to play to a lake. The famous lake is beautiful in my place. Because there the water is clear and the air is very cool.

Suitable for people who want to refresh and refresh their minds. Because here is not too crowded visitors, so we can feel the calm that can not be found elsewhere.

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