INSECURE, Love of the Past
First time quarrel

POV Ivan's

I saw Maria lying unconscious on the floor. I was shocked and panicked, I immediately took her to the sofa and gently rubbed her head and cheeks. "Darling, why are you. Wake."

I'm looking for eucalyptus oil to wake her up. I accidentally stepped on the paper on the floor. When I took it, I panicked. Because what I found was a letter from Kayla. Is this because Maria fainted?

If it were true, Maria would be very angry with me. What am I supposed to do? I was busy looking for eucalyptus oil in my closet, at the table and in the medicine box, putting aside first the issue of Maria getting angry or not that it was important she woke up first.

I found eucalyptus oil in the medicine box. I immediately rubbed it into Maria's nose. He woke up with eyes. I understand how he feels but I don't know what to do at the time.

"Sister, why didn't you say this?" He said in a very loud voice.

"I.. Sorry Maria. I just don't want you to be sad anymore. I also did not expect Kayla to be that determined to be able to get Indra." I answered with a bowed face because I felt guilty for him.

"But Brother, do you know that this is more painful for me. For years I blamed myself for Indra's death. Don't know how broken my heart was at that moment. I don't have the spirit of life anymore because I lost it."

"I know, baby, I understand. If I had known Kayla's evil plan, I would have stopped her. And it's better if I'm the one who's dead because no one's gonna feel like I lost when I'm gone."

I gripped my chest which was very painful as I said that. I know Indra will never be replaced in Maria's heart until anytime. Even though he loves me, his name is still engraved in the recesses of his heart.

It's like I have his body. But not with his heart divided in two.

Indra, you're so lucky to have been a part of Maria's life. He loves you very much even though you are gone but does not melt his love for you.

"Sister, I'm really disappointed in Brother." Mary said suddenly. Looks like tears wet her delicate cheeks. I really can't bear to see him cry like that.

"Darling, I'm sorry." That's all I can say right now. I crouched down beside Maria who was lying on the sofa and lowered my head.

Maria flinched. He didn't look at me at all, his gaze up. Then he got up and sat down on the sofa while looking at my downcast face.

"Sister." Call Maria.

I lifted my head and looked into her beautiful eyes filled with tears that were dripping down on my hands that were holding her hands.

"Darling, I didn't mean to hide this from you. It's just that I want you to have the spirit of life and open a new page with the man who loves you more than anything, that man is me. You look? I love you so much."

"I never asked you to forget Indra. I accept that you still love him. But can you understand a little bit of my feelings Mar. I feel like right now I only have your body but not your heart." I let go of my hand with her and went to leave. I walked away from Maria.

Actually I can't accept that the woman I love is still engraving the name of the former in her heart. I'm not jealous, especially since Indra is gone. It's just that I want Maria to focus on her life right now. With me.

The POV Ivan End

I got off the couch and ran after Ivan. I hugged her from behind and I told her I loved her.

"I love you, sister. I love you." I tightened my embrace. Brother Ivan turned his body and wiped my tears. Then he hugged me again, although I had to tiptoe to hug Brother Ivan, but I didn't care. I don't want to lose someone I love a second time (AGAIN).

"I love you more and more and more Mary." Brother Ivan said, rubbing my hair and kissing my head. I looked up my head and looked into her beautiful eyes. The eyes that make me feel the greatest longing.

I smiled at her and I apologized that I had been too selfish with her and didn't understand her feelings. I always tell you about Indra, it was my fault. I thought Brother Ivan wouldn't feel pain if I told Indra, but I was wrong.

Now I will keep her heart from feeling the same pain. So that we can live happily ever after. Let the memory of Indra be in my heart.

"Darling, I'm sorry I didn't tell you about this. Are you still angry?" Ask Brother Ivan.

I shook my head and Brother Ivan was happy to hear it. I can feel the sincere love of Brother Ivan. Great love for me and I do not want Ivan to turn to another woman who is more beautiful and can make him comfortable.

I will make Brother Ivan comfortable beside me. So that he doesn't let me go for another woman. And I made sure it never happened.

Brother Ivan from now on I will open a new leaf with you. Along with a cold and cute handsome man who transformed into a warm and caring handsome man.

I feel so lucky to have you both in my life.

Indra is the man I loved so much in the past, and Ivan is the man I love so much in the present and the future.

"Hopefully you are my soul mate, brother. Never turn away from me for a woman more beautiful and more everything than me."

Brother Ivan let go of his embrace and looked me in the eye with a sweet smile that made anyone feel captivated with that smile.

"There is no other woman in this heart Mary. Until anytime in my entire life it's just you. You can make me wait for the answer to my declaration of love for 3 years."

"Only you have made me express love up to 6x and continue to fight for you until now. And now I'm so happy to be with you."

One kiss landed on my cheek from her lips made me feel ashamed. "I Love you dear" she said to me.

"I love you too dear." Answer me with a smile.

"May we be together until the end of time. You and I are us." Prayer Brother Ivan.

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