INSECURE, Love of the Past
Poor luck beautiful woman

Not always having a handsome and rich-faced husband brings good luck. Especially if he is bad and easily angry. Beautiful face is not necessarily have a good fate, on the contrary ugly or mediocre face is also not necessarily have an ugly fate. Everything has been arranged by the Almighty is not based solely on physical.

And that's what Tiara experienced. Her beautiful face did not bring happiness in her household. The marriage that was expected to bring happiness brought him into the devastating fire of hell. Husband who is always proud in front of relatives and neighbors turned out to be not in accordance with the reality.

Every day Tiara felt a stranger in her own home. Her husband came home from work always playing with his friends until late at night. Even Tiara was never given monthly money by him, every Tiara would buy anything should he buy.

But towards the tiara family, she was very kind. So that no one believed in Tiara's actual treatment of her husband. They only knew Tiara's husband was good and she was lucky to be married by the rich and handsome man. But not at all!! It was just imaging it in front of his family, neighbors and friends. He was very loyal to them but not to Tiara.

Tiara had been unable to bear such treatment for many years. Because she had no children, she finally decided to talk to her husband.

"Mas, please don't be like this again. I can't stand it if you keep doing this. I'm asking us to divorce"

"What did you say? Huh huh? You won't be able to escape from Tiara. Your family depends on me. If you're desperate to do that, don't expect your family to take you back."

"But, is it my fault with you? You used to love and love me so much. You've never been that stingy. Why are you changing now?"

"I was just thinking of you as Tiara's toy. I bet with another young CEO-CEO. Who can get you, he'll be the young CEO's boss. That way, I can grow my company even more. hahaha." Her husband's laughter echoed throughout the room.

"Tea you!!" Isak Tiara while shedding tears.

"You're really hard to conquer Tiara. So, how could I just let you go. Although you're not as pretty as you used to be, it doesn't matter to me. I'll give you the money to take care of yourself like you used to."

"Evil.!! I'll never want to stay with you again."

Tiara left Kelvin at that place. Kelvin runs after Tiara and forces her to get into the car.

Along the way they had a big fight. Even Tiara's hair is in the Crest by Kelvin and in slaps many times. Making his heart more broken and sick accept the harsh reality.

Eventually, Kelvin stops his car by the side of the road and drags Tiara out. He tortured Tiara there.

"Go you fucking lady. It's fortunate that I bear all the expenses of your life and your family. From now on I won't care about you or your family anymore.!!" Threaten Kevin who was covered by anger that made his face turn red. Though he was just bluffing alone did not intend to completely expel him.

"I'll go cursed husband. And I'm not going back to you." Answer Tiara.

Hearing that Kelvin got angrier and pushed Tiara's body. Then he just left.

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Tiara POV

I was devastated to accept the fact that my husband only made me a bet. He doesn't love me. His gentle nature was just a mask to deceive me.

I was walking across, my mind was in chaos. Suddenly a car almost hit me and my body suddenly collapsed, falling. There was the voice of someone I knew calling my name, that soft voice..

"Sister,,, Brother Tiara?? This is true, Tiara, isn't it?" Ask

Then I looked up my head and I was right, and I saw Maria. "Mary.... This is Brother Tiara, please Brother."

I didn't answer and kept crying, because my heart was so broken. Finally a handsome-looking man came up to us and asked, "Who is that dear?"

Huh huh?

The darling?

I was shocked. Is this handsome man Maria's lover? How handsome. And luckily Mary was loved by the man. His gaze was very gentle when he saw Maria. But when he saw me his gaze turned cold. And it seemed only to Maria that she was being gentle.

Maria took me to her house. That guy I heard his name was Ivan, he drove us both. Along the way, he kept smiling looking at Maria on the windshield.

I keep watching him. I imagine if only I were in Mary's position. But I brushed it off, what demon has possessed my mind. I am a married woman and that handsome young man is my cousin's lover. There's no way I'm taking it.

I feel so sorry for believing in a guy like Kelvin. A man with a sweet mouth can be a deadly snake. The man with the face of an angel but the heart of a demon. He often tortured me and said that I was barren and could not give him offspring. In fact, I took the contraceptive pill without her knowledge so that I wouldn't conceive a child from her.

She always grabbed my hair, until my beautiful hair fell out. My face is always on her slap and makes my face that used to glow white like a Korean artist to be dull and ugly.

The saying goes, Right to choose a husband to be Queen, wrong to choose a husband to be Babu.

I used to be very beautiful, now I am a commoner. People will think I live a good life with treasures. My mind is so tormented. There is no happiness in my household as hard as I struggle and endure, all the same!

The grass of the neighbors looks greener. But they don't know what's going on in it. One would only see what appeared outside at that moment by his eyes. Comparing his life to mine, my life is no better than theirs.

I arrived at Maria's house. It was also a good home for my cousin. The house is modern minimalist style, very elegant and comfortable. I have never been to his house since my mom and dad didn't have time. They are busy looking after grandmothers who can not do activities as usual.

Looks like Aunt Rani hasn't come home from the store because her house is deserted. I went inside the house and sat on the sofa in the living room. Maria took a drink for me and for her lover.

When I was alone with Ivan. I asked her, "Are you Mary's lover?"

"Yes, I'm her future husband."

A very clear answer came out of his mouth. There is no doubt.

"Do you really love her?"

"Yes, I love Maria so much. I love him more than anything. Why are you asking like that?"

"Ah no, I'm just asking."

Suddenly Maria came and brought us two glasses of orange juice.

The POV Tiara End

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