INSECURE, Love of the Past

INSECURE, Love of the Past
Sacrifice 2


Elsewhere Aldi and Daffa had contacted the police and they entered the building to see Cantika who had been covered in blood, while Maria looked hysterical. Ivan and Zain ran and out of the room, Ivan approached Mary and hugged the terrified Mary. While Dendi still looked at Cantika who was unconscious. In his stomach was still stuck a knife and blood did not stop coming out of his body. Daffa pulled out the knife and carrying Cantika's body, he moved her to a safer place.


As Ivan wiped away Maria's tears, the thugs came out chasing them both. Two thugs besieged Zain and Aldi, while three thugs besieged Ivan, Daffa and Maria. One of the thugs who surrounded Ivan, he was about to stab a knife from behind at Ivan, Maria who saw it immediately pulled Ivan's hand and replaced Ivan until Maria was the one who was stabbed by the knife right behind his back.


Mary spewed fresh blood from her mouth in front of Ivan. He hugged Ivan who looked very shocked and could not say anything more. Daffa, Aldi and Zain who saw Maria stabbed with a knife attacked the thug brutally. Dendi, who had not initially moved her body, ran outside to escape.


Police sirens were heard as Dendi was about to escape. The thugs were in the fog to hear the sound of police rushing to the place. They were about to escape from the siege of the police, but they could not escape because of the large number of police. The cops handcuffed Dendi and the 5 thugs.


Ivan wept at Mary who had closed her eyes in his arms. Ivan pulled out the knife that stuck in Maria's back. He carried Maria's tiny body and took her to the car to be taken to the hospital, as well as the body of Cantika who was carried by Daffa.


They were all grateful to the police and said goodbye to immediately take Maria and Cantika to the hospital. Police said that one of them had to give a statement at the police station. Finally Zain was willing to give evidence and evidence at the police station.


Ivan, Daffa and Aldi immediately took Maria and Cantika to the nearest hospital, Aldi who was driving the car. Along the way Ivan did not stop crying over Mary in his lap. Daffa could not help but hold back his tears at the helpless Mary. Blood continued to flow from his body endlessly making Ivan's body full of Mary's blood.


Daffa who saw Cantika in his lap was not able to bear, the fetus in his stomach certainly could not be saved. And there was compassion in Daffa's heart when he saw Cantika's face filled with the burden of life. A beautiful face that does not emit the light of beauty, a beautiful face that turns out to only wreak havoc in her life.


The Author POV End


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I felt like I was in a dark, empty room.. I can't see anything here, I can only hear the sound of Brother Ivan crying. What the hell is going on? Why can I only hear Ivan's voice..?


There's a speck of light in this darkness, and I see it's a firefly. The firefly led me to the glowing room at the end of the road.


At the end there was a beautiful glow that dazzled the eyes of anyone who saw it. A golden white light that made anyone curious want to approach him. I followed the firefly and I vaguely saw a handsome man who was always in my heart forever.


I saw the figure of Indra at the end there, she smiled at me.. Very sweet.. With all my might I immediately ran towards him. I had trouble reaching Indra's body the more I ran the shadow further away. I'm weary...


I sat there in that place.


The light at the end of it dimmed and Indra's shadow was no longer visible. I miss.. I wanted to hug her even in a dream. Tears flowed down my cheeks as I heard the sound of mamah crying out my name. I could see nothing but a dark room.


The longer my eyes get blurred. I could not see clearly, my eyes closed and for some reason I dropped down at that place.


"Mary darling, papah's son.. Wake up, son." The voice of the papah sounded in my ears..


Am I dreaming? I tried to open my eyes and when I opened my eyes, I saw a papah who was smiling sweetly at me. I felt like I was in a very beautiful place, everything was elegant white.


I woke up and hugged Papah..


"Father, I miss the same papah.." I cried in Papah's arms.


Papah just smiled and rubbed my hair.


"You are strong, son.. You must be able to survive for the sake of people who love you.. Especially mom. You have no one but you, baby." I took my arms off Papah.


I don't understand the meaning of Papah's words.


"I don't know what Papah means. What happened to me the same pah? I could only hear the sound of mama's cries calling my name. But I can't see mama." My answer.


"Follow baby.." Papah took my hand and led me to that glowing place. The light I saw in the dark room but I couldn't reach it.


That speck of light was so bright, it was so dazzling to the eyes. Papah pulled my hand and pierced through the light with a flash.


Suddenly I was in the hospital room. I saw my body full of medical equipment. And I saw mamah reading the Koran on the sofa sobbing with tears.


Brother Ivan sat beside my body, holding my hand. I approached Brother Ivan and I saw his sad face. Kak Ivan's eyes looked puffy and his eyes were empty. I hugged Ivan's body, but couldn't.. My body has always penetrated Ivan's body.


I wanted to enter my body but kept bouncing. Papah stopped my efforts that were not fruitful.


"That's darling.. God has not allowed you into your body." Papah hugged me again..


And I disappeared from that place when my body gave a convulsive reaction. Mamah and Ivan panicked, I could not see anymore because my spirit was fading and did not know what was next.


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