INSECURE, Love of the Past
Almost wretched

"Zayn... Why can you believe it" asked his mother who seemed very worried about Zain.

"I'm okay, Mom.." Zain replied with a strange expression.. Looks like Zain is lazy to discuss Dendi to his mother.

"Who hit you with a kayak gini?" His mother kept asking Zain.

"Mum's Jug." Answer Zain.

"What's? That kid again? There's no kapok-kapok his son. I have to tell your uncle Zain." His mother was about to pick up the phone in her bag but Zain pulled her mother's hand.

"Don't ma'am. Let your uncle and aunt know the truth for themselves. I don't want my friends to get hurt because of me." Zain lowered his head.

"Yes, I won't talk about this to your uncle.. Then who is Zain?" His mother looked at me.

"My classmate Ma'am, her name is Maria." Zain introduced me to his mother.

I saluted Zain's mother, and we soon passed from that place.

POV Dendi

Fuck !!

That girl again.. Why does he keep interrupting my life? I am so much the same as him!! I hate that Maria.. Great beauty, Ivan brother Ivan love dead as he tuh chick so belagu!

I don't think he's Cantika's cousin, I don't think they're related. Somehow I was upset to see them in the car when Cantika passed out, I felt the same ilfeel. Very spoiled just a little wound too to the extent that Brother Ivan was very worried about him..

My heart hates it.. Hate to see the affection of the two of them who always look romantic.. It was the first time I saw them. While I was the same Cantika boro-boro like that, there was the Cantika always rumbles me like her personal assistant..

That's why I want revenge with him who has made my self-esteem low in the eyes of my friends. He never considered me his girlfriend. She felt like she was the most beautiful woman so naturally her attitude was the same as mine. Does he think I'm just someone who wants to be told to keep going? He always said that all men wanted to have him, but he preferred me because I was always kind and obedient to him.

If he doesn't love me, why did he accept me as his girlfriend? It's better that he rejects me than to end up like this. My heart was filled with anger and revenge against Cantika, until my brain could no longer think clearly because of her behavior.

I knocked Cantika unconscious and did that to her. Not only me, but my friends also do it in turn and I do not know whose child Cantika is carrying, so I do not want to be responsible to him.

That is the result if the mouth can not be guarded, the depth of the ocean can be measured, the depth of the heart who knows? And that's what happened to me. All this time I had been very patient with Cantika with her attitude, but she never realized that everything she said hurt my heart, hurting my very sincere feelings of affection for her.. My love for Cantika was enormous, but gradually eroded until the heartfelt feelings were lost because of her behavior towards me.

He never once apologized to me, even to this moment his apology never said from Cantika's lips. If only he had once said a sincere apology from his lips directly to me for all his attitude, maybe I would have been responsible even if it was the child who was in his stomach.

But this isn't at all, even she's increasingly making me sure to leave her. Due to his increasingly sane attitude, I also want to break up from him anyway.. I can't stand him anymore and now I love Kia, Zain's girlfriend. She's very sweet, and all I see is that she's polite but cuckoo. He's not easy baper his guy and that's what I like about him.

Today I took my revenge on Zain who beat me up the other day. I know that Zain is currently not fit, so I defend coming to his place. And I also know that she used to like Maria. I have friends everywhere, including Zain and Maria. A lot of my spies there always tell me what Zain's doing.

And that day, my friend saw Zain holding a fainted Mary in his car. From there I knew that Zain had a heart for Mary, for Zain would care for no one but the one he loved and cared for. I know very well what Zain's character is because we grew up together when we were with grandma and grandpa. Because our parents who both work and fight abroad become WNI.

I called my thugs to spy on Maria. Because it looks like he could potentially derail my plan to Cantika. He was like a misfortune hero who pretended to care about the people around him. I am so much the same as him!!

Now my two friends and I are watching Zain's house. Long enough Zain and the girl were inside the house until I got tired of waiting for them to come out. But after three hours Zain left, he told his personal driver to drive Maria home.

It's been an opportunity for me to hurt Maria, I'm gonna hurt her and get in her car. I was getting ready to ride a motorcycle with my friend after his departure.

In the middle of a lonely road, I stopped the car that Maria was riding in. I told the driver to come out, Maria was surprised. He screamed in fear but my friend kept his mouth shut until he fainted while the driver looked panicked and agitated, he was about to fight the three of us. But because he couldn't stand it, I beat him until he fell down and blood splashed on his head. Just as I was about to thrust a knife at Maria, a police siren came flying through this place.

We all panicked and I ran off on the bike ignoring the unconscious, because for now the most important thing is not to deal with the police. I don't know what happened to them after that.

POV Dendi

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