INSECURE, Love of the Past
Brother Ivan

Today Ivan's heart was very upset. He could not wait to speak to Maria with four eyes.

She waited for Maria in the back of the library after school.

* POV Ivan

Flashbacks

I always tried to talk to Maria, but her boyfriend always got in my way. I have an idea to send him a letter and I'll keep it under his desk. I hope he reads it.

"Mar, I'm sorry before. I just want us to talk four-eyes, that's all. Please after school you go to the bus first. I'll wait there.." Ivan's.

Early in the morning before he and his friend came I had the letter under his desk.

I talked to my dad if I didn't like Kayla and wanted to break up with her. Thank God you're not angry, I can be calm. Maybe the company is stable.

I also invited Kayla to meet and express my intention to break up from him. Unexpectedly he easily agreed to it. There must be something, there was no way he would agree that there was no successor.

Ah, it's none of my business. What matters is that I'm free from Kayla now, and I'm going after Maria's love. Whether or not it succeeds is important first. How will God determine. Whether he's my soul mate or not.

* POV Ivan End

I saw a letter under the table as I was about to keep my textbooks there.. A letter from who? When I opened it turned out to be a letter from Kak Ivan who asked to meet him after school in the library.

I who did not want Indra to misunderstand finally called Indra and told him that Kak Ivan wanted to talk seriously with me. At first Indra was angry, I knew that. His tone of speech felt completely different. But I told him that I wasn't being strict with him and constantly dodging would have no end. Finally Indra agreed I met him.

After school, I ran to the library. There it appears that Ivan already exists. He looked at me and smiled. "Thank you for coming. Here."

I approached him too.. "What did you call me? What do you want to talk about?"

"Gini, I want to apologize to you."

"I'm sorry for what?"

"Genesis a week ago, when I rebuked you and your boyfriend. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to talk like that.. It's because of me.... Jealous Mar.. I like you, not since when. But I'm really always thinking of you."

Huh huh? (Shocked)

Indra's hunch really happened.. Oh God why did Ivan like me so much I tried.

"Sister, sorry.. But you know that I already have a boyfriend and I love him very much. He was the first man who sincerely loved me,,"

"I know Mar, I just want to say I feel the same way you do. Sorry if it makes you uncomfortable. But I want to be your friend."

"Yes, brother."

That's all I can say, confused to answer let alone. Because I can't possibly date Ivan.

"But Brother, isn't there already Kak Kayla?" Ask him.

"I broke up with him. All this time I've only been betrothed by my father, and I don't love him."

I think she's still dating Kayla it turns out she said she broke up with him.

I'm sorry, Ivan.. I just love Indra..

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