INSECURE, Love of the Past
PART 2* About Indra *

Muhammad Ravindra Yudistira or commonly called Indra, he is my classmate. He was 175 cm tall, white, and handsome.

He's the smartest computer lesson, when my friends' brains are already short of learning Microsoft Excel, he's mastered all the formulas.

My height is only sober, maybe even just limited to his navel, Hahaha. So tall my momplang with him. If the road together must look up then can see his face.

aahh.. It's annoying to have a short body like this, syedihhh...

Dreettt dreettt

My phone shook, and I saw Indra calling.

"Hello Assalamualaikum."

"Waalaikumsalam Mar, What about? So yes."

"Have you prayed in the Maghrib yet? This is adzan."

"Not Mar, I'm waiting for your answer first, want to or not play."

"Later deh abis salat Maghrib and Isya I call you so his bengga. I want to pray with njai first."

"Oh okay, though.. Assalamualaikum darling "

"Getishalight."

I just shook my head, because not usually Indra is as enthusiastic as that.

I went to the bathroom to worship, and did prayer, finished praying I taught.

Did not feel the time has shown at half-eight, I immediately pray Isya.

Finished everything, I took the hp at the table. There are 5 SMS from Indra, but only per letter only.

"Basic lack of work.." My grouse.

'M

'A

'R

'I

'A

Not long ago Indra immediately replied to him. It seems like he keeps holding his cellphone.

'It's okay, I want to hehe. So what's the decision?'

'Yes, we are playing. But who else is the same? Just the two of you?'

'We are both, 'Why?'

'Not anything at all. embarrassed if only two, so where to play?'

'And I told you earlier at school, to Curug aja yuk, how?'

'Yes already, uh but later you ask permission first yes same mamah me.'

'Yes later I invite you continue to ask permission from the mother-in-law.'

'It's not obvious you !! Yes I want to study first, tomorrow there will be a repeat of TIK.'

'OKAY. If tomorrow you can not calm down, there is me who is always ready to cheat with you.'

'I won't cheat on you, Assalamualaikum.'

'Waalaikumsalam maria_ku.'

I just looked at my phone, saw what Indra typed with the word MARIA_KU.

Why her? Does he like me? Aaaahhh I think I'm just GR.. It's impossible that he likes me, especially that I love him.

But indeed I also feel that I am the only one special to him. Same with other girl friends where she was rich. Confused himself because he never said it if indeed he loves, we are like being in the friendzone position.

Once during the ceremony, I lined up at the front because I was the smallest among my friends, while Indra was at the back. Suddenly Kia said, "Mar, please the Indra Bogoh." (Mar, said the Indra of love) While yelling so. Good thing the ceremony hasn't started yet, and I swear I'm so embarrassed I just took it as a joke, last wind. Because yes friends are ordinary like that.. Whims.

Continues when I forget not to do computer tasks, with all her diligence to do the task, defend the hours of rest to the cafe just to make my assignment, so that he was late in the last lesson.

I feel so guilty about her, because of me she was angry with the same IPS teacher named Ms. Zurma, the most killer teacher in my school. Because once it makes a problem, its value will drop below the minimum average value.

I apologized to him, but he comforted me. She said she was happy to help me and had no regrets at all.

I'm not insensitive to all her treatment, only I don't feel too confident to date. Moreover, I was still in 3rd grade Junior High, so I always brushed aside my own thoughts. He said he didn't like me and didn't love me. I'm afraid of heartache with our much different castes of faces.

You're handsome and I'm ugly.

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