INSECURE, Love of the Past
This Feeling

* POV Ivan

My heart is hot to see the affection of Maria and her boyfriend. Why these? He's not who I am, why should I be jealous. Although there was Kayla beside me, I never considered herself as someone who meant so much to me.

I want to talk to him. With people who have made me no crap like this. But there's her boyfriend, I can't control the emotions I've been holding back. That I'll talk to him.

My brain doesn't think that doing that in front of her boyfriend is even a problem. I should have asked him to talk at school.. With a calm heart and a cold head spoke four eyes to him.

Well, it's better that later at school I invite him to talk again. I will apologize to him and will approach him even if only a friend. That doesn't matter to me. The important thing is to get close to him first and make him comfortable to be around me.

* POV Ivan End

Indra pulled my hand violently until I was in pain, "Aww.. It hurts."

"Ma sorry dear.. I was not intentionally.. Where does it hurt? "

Then Indra rubbed my wrist.. Then he said, "Mar, what a hunch I would actually have if that man would love you too." He said as he continued to stroke my wrist.

"You don't have to fear Dra, I won't accept love from anyone but you. Trust me the same. If you're possessive like this, it makes me uncomfortable. Be the old Indra.. Which always makes me comfortable near you."

"Yes, I'm sorry Mar has made you uncomfortable with my attitude.. I'm just afraid of losing you. Yes I believe in you, now enter yuk. We'll eat baso before we go home."

"Okay, I'm also a really good laper."

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At school

Monday has arrived..

For the first time Maria wore that gray white shirt.. Looks very sweet, let alone wear a long skirt of gray in addition to the white hijab that she now wears. Add to the impression of sweet and graceful.

As usual Indra drove him to the school gate.

"Sister Ivan?? What was? Why pull my hand.?" Her speech.

"Later to rest you can not go to the library anyone wants me to talk."

"About what?"

"About us."

"Huh?? Meanin?" Maria asked confusedly.

Suddenly Daffa came and approached Mary and pulled her hand to go with her. Ivan who stood alone just stared at him who passed away.

Along the way to class she was unceasingly nagging.

"Mar, what the hell are you Ama him? I might be angry at Ama the Indra.!" Daffa said annoyed.

"I don't know, all of a sudden he grabbed my hand and took me to the park."

"Yes, the important thing is that you're safe from him.."

They started studying for the first time at the school.

The break bell rang.. Ivan hurried to Class 10A to meet Maria. But there was Daffa who prevented her from taking Mary to the library.

Disappointed Ivan left them.. She would try to ask Maria for her classmate's phone number, in order to easily contact her. Let him now fail for the second time to speak to her.

He is determined to continue to pursue her even though he knows that Maria already has a boyfriend. But as long as the yellow janur hasn't warped he still has a chance to pursue his love.

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