INSECURE, Love of the Past
Accident

Sunday night is the most night in the future by lovers, not least me. I was looking forward to it, because every Sunday night Indra always took me for a walk.

Tonight Indra wants to take me to the city park. There are a lot of young couples together. It is common knowledge that the place is always made a place of courtship.

We also took a walk in the park. Lavender flowers look neat around the garden chairs made of stone with a unique shape. In addition to the lights of the garden that twinkles beautifully adds to the charm of the park.

Over there is my favorite poached peek. I also went there to buy the lick.

Because of the glare caused by car lights at night, I had difficulty crossing. While Indra she was going to the toilet. I'm not waiting for Indra, because she's been too long. So I went alone.

When I was about to cross suddenly a motor was traveling at a very high speed.

CZECH....

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THEAWASSSSSSS!! Shouted the people around me. I looked at the motor, not dodging it all of a sudden..

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BRUISES...

Aw..

My head hit the rock, and I saw Indra...

INDRAAAAAA...

He was lying with blood, while the motor had run away somewhere.. I was hysterical to see Indra lying on the street.. People helped us and called an ambulance to come to the scene.

I kept crying until I forgot not to tell my mom, dad and mom because I didn't think at all. My heart is broken seeing Indra's condition.

Inside the ambulance, I kept holding Indra's hand which was still closing her eyes. I'm sad, I'm afraid I'm really afraid of losing her. 'Yes Allah saved Indra, ' so my prayers were in my heart all the way to the hospital.

I saw his handsome face filled with blood. I rubbed his cheeks, my tears more and more flowing on my cheeks that can no longer be held.

After arriving at the hospital I asked the nurse to help bring Indra to the ER. I forgot that I haven't told my mom, dad and mom. I called them too..

Everyone was shocked to hear the news and immediately went to the hospital.

Mama and Indra's parents have arrived at the hospital. I hugged my mom and my eyes were swollen from constant crying.

Same with mom and mom. Mother was unceasingly crying for her beloved son Indra.

I also saw a father who was devastated to see Indra behind a glass with medical equipment on his body. My eyes were already sore, and even more my heart was broken. This heartache.

I love you Indra..

Please, hold on.. I don't want to lose you. Tears kept flowing down my cheeks. My gaze started to blur, getting blurry and dark..!!

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* POV Daffa

I heard from uncle that Indra had an accident. I immediately followed them to the hospital. I ran to get to the ER room, I saw my uncle, aunt, Maria and mother were there.

As I ran towards them, Maria suddenly fainted. Fortunately, I was able to capture her body. I took him to rest in the waiting room. His eyes were swollen from crying, and Mary's aunt and mother were not crying.

I saw her cute face look dull, her lips pale and her eyes puffy. I waited for Maria in the waiting room with her mother, while uncle and aunt waited for Indra in the ER room..

Maria is not conscious yet, while time has shown at 22.45 WIB. Because tomorrow is Sunday, I'm used to staying up late so I don't get sleepy when things get desperate like this.

"Mar, Mar, wake Mar." Trying to wake Maria up.

But he's not conscious yet. His mother tried to rub eucalyptus oil into his nose many times. After a while he realized. His eyes that were already red from crying glanced left and right.

"Well, how's Indra Mah?" The first word he said.

"Indra's still in the doctor's office, baby." Answer mother.

"This is all my fault mah, I should not cross to buy cilok. Indra should not have to push me and sacrifice himself, I should have just died mah." Shouting Maria.

His mother was shocked to hear Mary's words, in her arms Maria with a mother's affection. "Darling, it's God's destiny, we can't change it if it's the destiny we've been given. You never talk like that again. Patience dear."

Maria flinched.

Keep staring blankly ahead, like there was no longer his spirit to live.

* POV Daffa End*

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