INSECURE, Love of the Past
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Next day..

After the dawn prayer I hurried to tidy up the things I was going to bring. Mamah was surprised to see me who was preparing to leave from dawn.

I explained that now I will be picked up by Indra. Because our school is different directions, so the departure must be hit. 05.25.. Mamah just shook her head to hear my explanation.

Yes want more than yesterday's kayak incident, and during the MOS I will continue to be picked up by Indra, so as not to oversleep yesterday.

Rather than spray again the same CHAIRMAN OSIS drip god jutek plus-plus again, plus the cold plus also fierce.

When I came out as usual Indra was already in front waiting for me. I got on the bike straight away.

"Good morning, my dear.. Climb on!! From today let Aa be handsome who is antherin Cute Eneng."

"Ga need more Napa, just normal. Let's walk!"

Indra also drove his motorbike at high speed because of the quiet streets. And only 20 minutes have arrived at school. At 05.45 no one here the gate has not been opened.

Indra accompanied me until the gate was opened. I sat sideways on Indra's motorbike, while Indra stood facing me. Then he said, "Darling, don't be naughty. If there's a guy better-looking than me, you never turn away."

I replied to Indra's tickling words, "You're weird, I should have said it was you."

Indra replied, "I've been in love with you for a long time, I won't be able to turn to other girls."

I took a deep breath and said, "You don't have to be afraid that I'm a macem here. Who wants to be with me besides you? None! I'll never betray you either. You are truly sincere with me."

Indra sighed in relief, then whispered in my ear. "Dear, thank you for the love you have given me. I love you."

His breath felt in my ears made my heart flutter. And my reflexes immediately embraced Indra's body and kissed her cheek. I don't know what I was thinking until I dared to kiss Indra. The fear of losing her made me dare to do that.

Indra who got a kiss from me looks very happy, she holds her own cheek while smiling at me.

I wrapped my hand around her slender waist and whispered, "I love you so much Muhammad Ravindra Yudistira."

Indra immediately grabbed my body and hugged me tightly. She was shocked by my treatment just now, maybe it was time I treated her as a truly special person to me.

* POV Indra *

I heard him say that he loves me very much.. This was the first time Maria really thought I existed.

Since the first time we dated only once he called me dear, it was only via SMS and he said unconscious.

The main point is not because of his kiss, but because he said that he loved me in a romantic way.

I was glued, not knowing what to do. Between happy, surprised, unexpected, all I feel now.

I hugged her back and felt a warmth I could never forget.

It's not without reason that I told Maria not to betray our love. I was afraid that Mary would turn away even though she said that no one would be with her but me, It's WRONG.

Because he used to be her best friend, Ari, he also liked Maria. Though obviously I first told Ari that I like him. But the one who was close to him was Ari. I tried to get close to her but I couldn't because there was always Ari on whom Maria relied.

I was sad then, why didn't Maria ever respond to me? Why did he choose to be close to Ari. Finally Ari who relented to stay away from him because he knew I was very sincere to him.

Iu always confided about Maria to Ari and she let me who entered the BFF Love zone or friends be love.

Now I'm afraid that Maria will fall in love with the cold OSIS chief and fear that OSIS will take her away from me. Because when Maria told the shitty OSIS she hated it so much but was also so enthusiastic.

There was even a special call for HIS HOLINESS OSIS. It sounds like a joke, but I still don't like it. There is no specific call.

Isn't hate and love separated by a thin thread? It could be when we hate suddenly we become very loving.. When we love, we may hate it.

And I don't want that to happen. Mary is only mine, no one can take her away from me. She's my future wife and I'll never let her down.

Love and lust are two different things. When Mary was sad and crying, hugs meant a lot in comparison to words. She will feel calmer when I hold her.

I always held back my urge not to kiss her lips and act out of bounds. I just wanted my first kiss and his first kiss was when we were married and on our first night.

I hope I am the soul mate of Maria.

* POV Indra End

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