INSECURE, Love of the Past
Emotion

Today is the last day I will be carrying out MOS, we should be able to get the signatures of all the OSIS Committees without exception. We must know the names of all OSIS even though OSIS is divided to oversee each class will certainly not be memorized.

I was busy thinking, how do I know the names of OSIS. Indeed, OSIS there is a special sign in his uniform, but the problem is that part of his name is closed by double tape, so he can not see in his name tag.

As usual after dawn prayers I was escorted by Indra to school, as usual, the gate has not been opened and I waited for the security guard to open the gate but what I saw in the post seemed to be no one.

I also accompanied Indra until the gate was opened. Like Dejavu, the events of the other day repeat themselves. The difference today, Brother Ivan said that he would report me to Pak Kepsek if he kept going out early in the morning at the gate.

Instead of being afraid, Indra challenged him. "Please report to the principal. On what basis do you do that?"

"You're having a bad impact on these school students." Ketus answer.

I also answered the words of Brother Ivan who offended me. I didn't do anything with Indra, but why as if he wanted me to be faced with a big problem.

"Sorry Brother, are there any written rules in this school that should not be between girlfriends to school? What about Big Brother and Big Brother friends who obviously have girlfriends at this school? Isn't that worse, huh? Brother is also the chairman of OSIS why is it only to me to behave like this?"

I don't care if he gets angry or reports me to the secretary. He also has a girlfriend and every morning always goes out with his girlfriend. I saw for myself that she was kissing in the back of the cafeteria when I was about to buy a drink back then.

While I never kissed like that, I just hugged her the other day. But maybe he thought negatively of us at that time. Brother Ivan just silently did not answer while leaning against the wall waiting for the gate to open.

She saw me holding hands and seemed annoyed to see me being affectionate with Indra. What's the problem with him? Shirk or envy with the happiness of others?

After 15 minutes the security guard came and opened the gate. I say goodbye to Indra to enter.. Indra said, "If he's looking for trouble with you, call me. Daffa will also keep you here. Don't worry, Daffa and I will continue to protect you. Although I'm far away but I believe in you and Daffa."

I nodded my head and passed into the school area..

Daffa class came, and I immediately sat on the bench. Daffa came straight to me. "Do you know who I am now?"

"Yes, I know. Indra's cousin, right?"

"Pinter,,!! Okay, because you already know, now when you're at school I take care of you. Because Indra told me to keep you here from guys who have a crush on you."

"That's so you!! Who would want to be like me besides Indra? Ah, that's there.. Don't bother me first, it's a big bete again.!"

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* POV Ivan

I don't know what I'm really feeling, why I'm acting silly like that to that little girl. I'm really out of my mind.

Moreover, it was clearly her boyfriend made me hot to see their affection. So the more I'm made. I'm not excited about this last MOS.

While I was alone in the back of the cafeteria, Kayla came alone and was about to kiss my lips.. He was very aggressive and used to do that every morning, but this time I'm going to turn him down. "Where are you, don't do this again at school." I backed away from him and released his hand that was coiled around my neck.

I've been uncomfortable with his behavior, I've said many times never kiss at school. But he doesn't listen to me and always forces me to do it. Now I have to be firm because I don't want to one day be with another student.

He looked at me in surprise, "Why? How are you rude to me now? Are there any other girls now in your heart?"

"No, I'm just not excited today, and never do that again at school.!"

The entrance bell rang, Kayla left me who was still standing behind the cafeteria. I saw a disappointed and angry look on his face.

I don't care, I want to break up with him immediately. He was so selfish, everything he wanted I had to do. I must always be this and that, everything she commands as the word of a queen is not to be denied.

Once I say no to him, he will tell his father to take all the shares in my father's company. What a shitty girl.!!

But from today I will tell my father not to force me to follow this loveless matchmaking. I'm really sick of him. She was beautiful and rich, but not with her heart that always acted as she wanted.

Whatever father says, I will not continue this match. Because the heart can never be forced to love someone we do not want.

I'm gonna figure out a way to keep my dad's company going even without Kayla's parents. I have to convince Dad about it. To never force the will of others according to his orders, which is not necessarily able to make my life happy later.

* POV Ivan End

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