INSECURE, Love of the Past
Until the end of time

POV Ivan's

"Van, you're smiling to yourself. I'm a crazy person." Aldi surprised me who was daydreaming.

"Oh, it's okay. How's mommy, she's healed yet?"

"Udah, thank you bro. You want to help me.!! But it still needs to be treated. Today go home."

"Yes, just relax. You are my best friend."

"Gue wants to meet your girlfriend dong Van. Wonderful, what kind of girl makes you so crazy."

"Here you are, I'm still sane times. Go home from college with me. We'll get Maria. But remember, don't tell me I'm rich."

"Sipph.. I'm not gonna say anything. I went to the cafeteria first, laper. Wanna come with me?"

"Ga, there you go alone."

That's how Aldi is, he's my only friend on campus. Whether it's time in Canada or here. He's still my best friend, funny and cute.

His mother had to go to the hospital a few days after we moved to college here. While the money for hospital fees has been paid Aldi college entered ITB. Be the mist to pay for the hospital.

And at that time my savings were quite a lot and enough to pay the hospital bills. There are still many left, so I do not need to ask for help from father or mother. And again my college has been on the responsibility of an outstanding scholarship.

While in Canada I worked part time as a teaching assistant. Because my brain is quite intelligent above average, I was chosen by a lecturer to be his assistant.

And every time I get paid, I keep it at the ATM. As well as the monthly money from dad, I keep it too. I just use as necessary.

I remember Maria. What is he doing now?

I gave her the money so she would know that I seriously wanted to marry her. I don't want to demean her or exchange that money for her body. Even though I kissed her lips, but I didn't dare to do that. I don't want to ruin the woman I love with all my heart.

I can't wait to propose to her soon. Maria wasn't my first boyfriend, but she was my first and last love. This time I felt a great love for a woman.

I'll pick him up by car with Aldi. I'll take her to the legendary romantic lake, Situ Patenggang. Where it is a lake that has a legendary history.

Aldi said, whoever stops at the stone of love will have eternal love. I believe I do not believe in the myths that are circulating in that society. But, I just want to take Maria to a beautiful place. And it seems like the place is suitable for both of us, even if there is a bully later. But bringing Aldi is very useful at the moment.

Later I will go buy food and I will tell Aldi to chat with Maria. I want to extract information from him. How does he feel about me, and does he still remember his ex?

I felt a little doubtful about Maria, because she always compared me to Indra. Does Mary not love me with all her heart? Am I just being made an escape from her love?

I will also ask Aldi to ask Maria, what if I am poor or have none. I want to know Maria's reaction if I'm down, will she be faithful or will she leave me?

I was afraid that he would be forced to love me, in contrast to me who sincerely loved him with all my heart. I love her dead, and I don't know how much she loves me.

Although Mary said she loved me, but was it really in her heart? Maybe in front of me he said that. But what about in front of Aldi? I think Maria will tell Aldi the truth about how she feels about me. I can't wait to know everything.

But I don't think going home from college is the right time to take her there. Must have been late afternoon if I had taken her now. On Sunday, I will play with him. I will also take Daffa and his girlfriend. Because indirectly, Daffa has helped me to get Maria.

I called Aldi who hasn't returned from the cafeteria yet. I'd say that we're not going to pick up Maria and ask her to play today, because it's not going to be her time. We will play together on Sunday.

And Aldi agrees with my idea. Now Aldi has to visit his mother in the hospital. Because today her mother has to go home.

But I changed my mind. I told Aldi that we were going to pick up Maria because I was going to ask her to come see Aldi's mother. And Aldi was so happy when he heard my idea.

After college, Aldi and I went to his house on a motorcycle. And I parked my bike at his house, and Aldi and I got on my car parked in the garage. I told Aldi to drive my car.

"Damn lu Van. What am I your driver?" Aldi grunted annoyedly.

"Well, I'm your boss. Haha." I intentionally mocked him.

"Campret!! It's okay for my best friend whatever I do." Aldi's expression was ridiculous, until I wanted to vomit to see him.

"Lebay lu's. I want to be alone behind Maria."

"So I'm a fly then? Worrying about you being so affectionate with your girlfriend? It's so good of me!! I asked my girlfriend. Let's double date all."

"Double date to the hospital means?? Not your capital." I laughed at Aldi who continued to babble indistinctly.

But he finally wanted to drive my car.

On the street I told him to turn on the song so as not to be too bete because the streets were jammed.

One song that makes me miss Maria and how I feel about her right now. I smiled listening to that song, the song that had always been my song for Maria forever, my whole life.

There will never be another on the side

A whole soul just for you

And there's no way there's another on the side

I want you here to keep my bike with you

Until the end of time..

Whenever, whatever the circumstances and whatever the circumstances, I will always be around him. I will always be by her side to drive away the loneliness that always accompanies her every night.

And I'm going to take away her grief at losing someone who means so much to her. I will replace Indra's position in his heart. That's my determination.

Until the end of time I will always love and love you Maria Maharani.

Ivan End POV.

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