INSECURE, Love of the Past
Pick up Maria

After the bell rang, I immediately cleaned up the books lying on the table. I didn't realize that all my friends were home, it was just me and Zain in class.

Zain approached me who was tidying up the books.

"Mar, would you like to come home with me?" Zain offered to drive me but I refused.

"Ah not Zain. I'm going home in an angkot."

"Yes, but we go together to the front of the gate."

"OK..!!"

After I packed the book into the bag, I immediately went out with Zain. Suddenly Zain asked about Ivan.

"Mar," Call Zain.

"Yes, what's up Zain?"

"Are you happy now?"

"Why do you ask that?"

"I... Sorry before, I already knew about Indra from Daffa when I took you to the hospital. I can't see you grieving, even though I'm dating Kia now, but I can't help but care about you. And I asked, can Ivan make you happy?"

"Zain, I'm sorry, but this is none of your business. Ivan has given his best to make me happy. And although Brother Ivan cannot replace Indra but I love him very much."

"Thank God.. I feel relieved after hearing it directly from you."

"I ask you Zain never hurt Kia. She's a good girl and I don't want my best friend to get hurt."

"Yes, I'm not going to hurt him. I promise." Zain smiled at me.

It didn't feel like we were in front of the gate. Zain went to the parking lot to pick up his bike while I waited for the angkot in front of the gate. Over there, I saw the car that was used by Brother Ivan. But I'm just sick of it because I don't think it's possible, Ivan.

But as I was busy looking for my phone in the bag, a familiar voice called out my name from the side.

"My dear, Maria Maharani.." His voice was soft and I looked towards the voice.

"Sister Ivan.." I was surprised to see Brother Ivan already in front of my eyes with his friend who knows what his name is I don't know.

"Go home with me come on!!" Take Ivan who has already pulled my hand to follow him.

"Know this is my best friend, Aldi." Brother Ivan introduced his friend.

"Marya." I stretched out my hand to shake hands with him.

"Aldi." He returned my hand. But the look on his friend's eyes embarrassed me. He looked at me with astonishment and strange eyes.

We went across the road, Aldi walked in front of both of us and it turned out that he was driving the car.

"But Brother.. Why is my sister here?" I asked him as I walked following Brother Ivan.

"The surprise!! I'm taking you to see Aldi's mother in the hospital. Do you want to?"

Just as I was about to answer Brother Ivan's question, Zain's motor passed right beside me. He greeted me, "Mar, I'm first." Zain.

"Yes, be careful, Zain." He nodded his head and smiled at me and Ivan.

"Would you like it?" Ask Ivan again.

"Yes I want to.. Where is the treatment, brother?" I asked Ivan who had opened the car door for me to enter.

"In the city hospital."

"But if I go home last night how?"

"I'll ask permission from my mom. You don't have to worry."

I nodded my head.

"Sister," I called out the name Ivan.

"What dear??" He answered gently with a smile looking at my face.

"I want to say something important to you, brother." I looked into Ivan's eyes.

"What problem?" He asked her who was getting closer to me.

"I, I still feel bad Brother love that much money. I want to give it back Brother, but Brother don't be angry and offended. I just don't want to be taken as if I'm just using Big Brother." I spoke clearly to Brother Ivan who kept looking at my face.

Brother Ivan took a deep breath, he grabbed my hand and said,

"Darling, don't feel bad like this. I just want to prove that I'm serious about you." Brother Ivan brought his face closer to me which made me nervous and fluttering.

"Ehem.. Can not be behind do not be friendly like that. Make me envious.!!" Said Brother Aldi from earlier like annoyed to see the two of us who make out.

"Emmm.. Sorry Aldi." I took Ivan's face away from me.

Ivan looked at him and laughed.

"Syirik aja Lu..!!" Replied Ivan who seemed disturbed by the words of Kak Aldi.

"Yes, I am shirked by Lu. Girl Lu in love money even want behind it again. Every week, I ask girls to make money to the salon. Puyeng is me!! The bells work too." Grutu Kak Aldi who talked about his girlfriend.

"Eat him, find a real girl Lu. Don't look for the beautiful origin doang.!!"

Aldi did not answer Ivan's words, but I only watched the two of them and spoke nothing..

"Darling, have you opened a gift from me yet?" Ivan asked suddenly.

"Udah Brother, thank you.. The ring is nice and I like it.. But, why would you know the size of my ring finger?" I was surprised when I opened the birthday gift box from Kak Ivan whose contents turned out to be a ring.

"I know everything about you." Brother Ivan is getting closer to my face and does not care about the whereabouts of Kak Aldi who is driving the car in front.

All of a sudden..

Cekit..... Aldi's sister turned her car around and raced suddenly...

Bruck..

Cupp..

Brother Ivan hugged my body and kissed my lips (Again).. I gasped in shock and I immediately turned my face away from embarrassment. Brother Ivan smiled to himself.

"Lu deliberately, Al, ngerem ngedadak that? Want to get me you?" Ivan asked a little laugh.. (But in his heart was tea).

"Sorry Van's.. The front car was suddenly too.. I think there's an accident in front." Replied Aldi while looking ahead.

Ivan and I looked ahead to what happened, there was a police car and the road became jammed.

We stayed there long enough because of the traffic jam. I was sweating because of the heat. I picked up a book to fan my sweaty face.

hareudang..

hot hot hot...

"Highness huh? Let me take you."

Brother Ivan who saw me overheated took the book from my hand, and now he is fanning my face with the book.

Several times I yawned and closed my eyes because I was sleepy. I can no longer endure my drowsiness, added by the touch of Kak Ivan's hand in my hair that makes me more sleepy.

I finally fell asleep on Ivan's shoulder and did not know what was next because I was already in the dreamland.

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