INSECURE, Love of the Past
Farewell

After I took the medicine, my head felt light and no longer hurt. I saw the clock was 06:10 and I immediately went to the bathroom.

The show starts at 09:30. There's still time I thought, because the salon wasn't far away . Me and Mom go there immediately.

There were already some people who were going to be in makeup, it seemed like they were from another school. Fortunately mamah knows her fairies so me and mamah do not have to wait anymore.

When in makeup I ask the makeup so as not to be too menor. But when I look in the glass, my face is white. Much the same color of my skin. I'm being embarrassed. But there is no time to fix it.

Finished in my makeup and mamah went to school. There are a lot of people there. Students and their parents sit next to each other. I don't see Indra's presence, has he not come yet huh? Kia also looks out.

I was the center of attention at school. My friends all looked at me. I was also wrong. Why yes? Is my makeup ugly or what's wrong? Menor very much time!! I don't care at all about my looks like this. I feel too good.

Mama and I sat in the third row. I saw the clock was 08:30. But why Indra and Kia have not come yet.

After 15 minutes Indra came with his father and mother. Mama and mother who are both very comfortable can be immediately familiar even though this is the first time they meet in person.. I saw that Dad was not talking to Mom either.

Indra looked at me fixedly. He smiled and held my hand. "You're Beautiful" whispered Indra. I'm ashamed she said so to me. Because I'm not beautiful at all.

He lied to talk like that. I am obviously very rich in gini. Though I already said the same teteh dandanin not thick-thick, uh even thick like gini.

"That's lying. Wombal !" Say me while pouting.

"Seriously. You are so beautiful. Sorry yesterday I did..."

"You don't have to talk about it." I cut off Indra's words and invited her to sit down.

"We sit there yuk. I'm starting the show."

The first event was a welcome from the principal, the second a welcome from the vice principal and the third a welcome from the committee chairman. After the reception from various parties was completed, the event was continued with the release of class 9.

The students who had been sweating because of dancing and from morning lined up neatly to go on stage. The students stand below the stage. We all sang 2 songs about goodbye.

My friends hugged each other with their best friends.. But my best friend was not present on this farewell day. Sad about me..

The next event after the release of the 9th grade were the words of the OSIS chairman, followed by a prayer recitation, and the final closing.

All events went smoothly until the end without a hitch.

At the end of the event there was an announcement that diplomas could be taken in September.

We all went home with mementos from the school.

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The next day I took Indra to Kia's place. I'm going to tell Aunt Hyurin that she's going to sue her father for divorce. And I want to know how Kia and her mom are doing there right now.

Soon Indra was in front of my house. The sound of a motor horn was clearly heard all the way to my room.

Mamah heard the sound of Indra's motor and told him to come in. I take a small bag and say goodbye to mom if I want to go out for a while.

On the road I want to pee. Indra stopped his motor at the gas station. I ran to the toilet, where I saw my father making out with another woman (AGAIN).

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