INSECURE, Love of the Past
Makes her feel envious

I took a drink to the kitchen and left them both. As I was about to return with a drink, I heard Kak Tiara ask Kak Ivan about his feelings for me. What did Kak Tiara mean to ask like that?

Why did Brother Tiara interrogate Ivan when there was no me? But I cannot prejudice Kak Tiara. I also believe and believe that Brother Ivan will never wish me no matter what happens. I can feel the sincerity of Ivan's love for me

Even I believe his love for me is as great as Indra's love for me. I came to them and put a glass on the table.

"In drink first Brother." I brought two glasses of orange juice for them.

Brother Tiara drank that as well as Brother Ivan. But when Ivan was about to drink the juice, he gave it to me.

"Darling, you used to drink. You're thirsty too, right? Why only two glasses." Brother Ivan said, handing the glass to me.

"No Brother. Brother is drinking." I refused it but Brother Ivan kept forcing.

"I wouldn't drink this if you didn't drink either." Threaten her with a soft tone.

Haduh Kak, why install spoiled fashion gini anyway there is someone else loh.

I finally want to drink it.

Brother Ivan smiled happily. "That's dong. Now I drink ya." Then Ivan drank my drink.

I saw Kak Tiara who was in front of me as if annoyed at the romance between the two of us. It makes me feel bad for him.

"What time does Ivan want to go home?"

"Wait for Mamah to come home. I'm worried about you if I go home now."

"How are his college assignments?"

"I'll do it tonight, baby."

"Oh yeah, that's it."

The atmosphere became quiet again.

Crickets, Cricks, Cricks..

"Is Kak Tiara better?" I break the silence.

"Already Mary. Sorry for bothering you."

"What really happened, brother?" I tried to ask Kak Tiara again.

I sat beside Ivan, listening to Kak Tiara's story in front of us. Kak Tiara told me everything that happened inside her household. While sobbing, Kak Tiara admitted regretting having trusted a man like Kelvin.

"That's why I asked your girlfriend Maria, does she really love you? Because I'm afraid you're as lucky as I am. Kelvin's attitude was the same as Brother. She's so gentle and considerate just like your lover. But after marriage everything changed."

I focus on listening to Kak Tiara's story, it turns out that Kak Tiara cares about me. I thought Tiara had other intentions. I glanced at Kak Ivan, our gazes met and it seemed that Kak Ivan was offended by Kak Tiara's statement.

"I'm not like your husband. Not all men are equal. I love and love Mary sincerely from my heart. I don't want to lose him and I'm willing to defy my father to move from Canada to here just because I don't want to be away from him."

"Even... I kept waiting for Maria's answer for three years so I could make her my lover. Why would I fight to get it if only to be hurt and dump him. I'm not going to do that!!"

Brother Ivan said with an excited feeling. He held my hand very tightly. Brother Tiara looked at us both in disbelief. Yes I also know that everyone would not believe that the handsome Brother Ivan would love me so much.

"That's lucky you're Maria." Said Brother Tiara then lowered his gaze.

Just as I was about to reply, Brother Ivan cut off my conversation.

"It's not Mary who's lucky to get me, but I'm the lucky one to get Maria. Beautiful and kind girl very expensive." Ivan continued to hold my hand and stroked my hair.

"Udah Brother, I'm ashamed."

"Why should I be ashamed? I am your future husband. I'll propose to you in a minute."

My face was red with shame. Ivan really does not know where to be romantic and ordinary.

At all times when I was near me, Brother Ivan always showed his romance. Sometimes it makes me laugh because of its silly behavior.

And that's not Ivan's nature at all. But because of the power of his love for me, little by little Ivan will change it.

'I love you very much Brother, may you feel like this forever. I really hope, never to lose the man I love a second time.' Maria.

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"Assynoltomodel.." It looks like a mama's voice.

"Goddessalam.." Answer the three of us.

Mamah looked surprised to see Kak Tiara at home. Then I told her how I could meet with Kak Tiara. He was very sorry for the fate of his nephew. And Mamah allowed Kak Tiara to stay temporarily with us.

It was almost dusk, Brother Ivan came home and I drove him to the front of the house. Before Ivan got in his car, he gave me a brown envelope that I don't know. But Ivan whispered and said,

"That's pocket money for you a month. I'm sorry I can give it to you now."

(Shocked) "Huh? Sis, what the fuck, don't. I still have my own money. My brother is not my husband yet and I am not my brother's responsibility." I refused because there was no bond between the two of us.

"It's okay, baby. From now on you do not ask for pocket money as mamah ya. Just ask me, I'm your future husband."

"But Brother..."

Brother Ivan kissed me on the cheek with one warm kiss. And he's smiling. I snorted in annoyance.

"Sister, why is it always like that.. It's a sin, brother. We are not halal. Why does he like to kiss me?"

"Eat him in a moment Brother will justify you. Let it be a sin and can kiss every day. Okay." Okay." Ivan blinked one eye.

Uwu.. How handsome that Brother Ivan smiled happily like that. The more love I have..

Ivan said goodbye and got in his car. I was thinking, is it really his cement car or Ivan's car. If from the looks of it really fits Kak Ivan to be a rich man. But if Ivan's brother is rich why isn't he honest with me?

Tomorrow I will ask.

I entered the house and saw Kak Tiara at the door. I'm so ashamed did he see when Ivan kissed me on the cheek? Huh, how ya.. Ivan really likes nyosor mulu does not know the place. I think I have to agree to that proposal. Let us not continue to sin.

"Mar, I envy you. You can get a handsome guy who sincerely loves you. Not like me "

Kak Tiara's words confused me to answer what. I just smiled and left.

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