INSECURE, Love of the Past
Inner suffering

After school I asked permission to go to Indra's house to meet her father.. Don't forget I packed a toy that I'll love Riri, surely he's happy.

After I reached Indra's house, Riri immediately hugged me. Adorable once she. I love the toy I brought earlier, he was very happy to receive the toy and I was happy too.

I went into the house, in the chair seen Indra's father was drinking coffee, I said hello and kissed his hand.

Indra called my mother to accompany me to chat with her father. I also say hello to my mother.

Indra's father asked about my school, where I would go to continue school. Looks like a little mom told me about me.

"Said Indra you want to continue school to High School huh?"

"Yes well I want to continue to SMA 1 xxxxx."

"That's Se_kabupaten High School favorite, only the high value can enter it. Why is it not the same as Indra just enter SMK so that it can be together?"

As I was about to answer, outside Riri shouted. We panicked and went out. Riri fell down from the tree, she cried loudly.

Indra immediately carried his sister, the mother looked panicked and the father immediately called the masseur beside the house afraid why-why.

I panicked and confused what to do. I just want to go home from wrong behavior.

I'm ready to go home soon. Indra asked her mother to take me home first.

"Mom, dad. I want to go home first. I'll be here again, Assalamualaikum."

"Vaalaikumsalam. Aa, be careful with the bike." Father say.

"Yes yeah. AA Anter Maria first."

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I have been dating Indra for 5 months. My heart is always happy to be close to him.. She was a loving and gentle person, always understanding my circumstances.

I want to get married young !!

I got off the bike, before Indra came home she pulled my hand and kissed my forehead. I was shocked because for the first time he dared to kiss me.

Indra was nervous, she apologized to me and promised not to repeat it again. I was just confused as to what to answer.

After Indra left I saw a woman inside who was talking to my mother as if I knew her. Uh right, it turns out she's Aunt Hyurin.

He cried while telling a story in front of mamah, seeing my arrival the aunt stopped the story. I who felt bad went straight into the room.

Towards Maghrib the aunt came home. I heard the sound of the car moving away. The auntie seems to be unhappy with her marriage.

The next night I asked the same mama, Auntie why is here tumben once.. Mama said she regretted agreeing to her marriage with Mr. Rizal, she was very rude and very angry. His son Hyurin always hit him when he was angry.

Yep.. Hyurin is a beautiful, young and rich widow. Her ex-husband was a CEO and died in an accident. Hyurin has a 7-year-old son.

Hyurin was no longer strong against her husband. He wants to file for divorce and he's here to ask for help finding a papah friend's lawyer named Pak Gunawan.

I wonder how Kia's father, actually wants him what the hell. I've been in the love of a beautiful wife, rich, still like so not changed. There is no sense of gratitude at all. Like tomorrow I have to tell this story the same way.

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The night was getting late, it was hard to close my eyes. I'm so nervous. Tomorrow's the day of farewell and I have to wear a kebaya.

I'm afraid that in the make up, afraid of getting worse like the wedding of Kak Tiara.. What if my friends laugh at me. But if not in the make up later even added to the gossip material again.

At 2 am I was able to close my eyes. The feeling had just closed his eyes, but why was it the dawn. Ah my head is so dizzy, my eyes are twitching.

I closed my eyes for a while but it got dizzy.Today was farewell.. Well how is this.

Mom went into the room and saw my pale face. Mamah immediately gave me the medicine and told me to take a break before leaving for school for a farewell..

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