
What the hell is going on? if you intend to mat*, then don't let anyone else know.
Enough to be an unpleasant memory that I will throw away later. If it's useless, then I don't have to worry about it.
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Kenzo, my classmate I told you about before. He treated me in a health tent, he really focused on my wounds and treated them carefully
:"If you have a problem trying to tell a story, don't you have a friend?" kenzo said suddenly
I who heard it just fell silent and did not look at him at all
:"Hey, don't fuck me"
:"Hah.here, I treat your neck"
All this time, maybe only he's seen me do something stupid like this. I don't know what I was thinking before her, I completely forgot her when she came scolding me
I kept quiet not talking, because I also did not want to open my voice. Especially after he saw all of it
:"May I ask for your HP number?" ask Kenzo Sela to put a bandage on me
:"Is this why you're treating me?"
:"No, I was worried that you were doing something" replied his who was still focused on my wound.
:"Oh"
I was treated, Kenzo started to open up the topic casually and I followed him, ending with us talking about something more trendy today and talking about many other things.
Not felt, time is getting late. The conversation that feels short will surely end later.
and I wish time would stop so this would never end again.
The time to point at 1 pm means that it is Tuesday now, Kenzo who saw his cellphone was clearly surprised
:"Eh! it's already 1pm, if caught by the builder how?!"
Kenzo who was shocked to see the clock on his phone
:"Knowledge is found, why bother?"
:"Entar you want to be counted as strange as the builder huh?"
I raised my hand, revealing the hand wrapped by the dense bandage
:"Just show me this and it's all over" I said
:"Yes, yes, but right.you said don't tell the builder"
:"Yes, but what else? just make up the reason that I fell and you accidentally heard a voice and came over to me" I explained
:"Yes. alright"
Kenzo looks shy, he may feel anxious. I don't know what face he's expressing
While we were continuing the casual conversation, we did not realize at all that the coachman in front of the tent was watching us
:"Are you not papa? still hurt?"
:"It's been better, thanks"
:"Thank God"
:"Jaudah, before the builder came here and thought of something strange, mending us back to our tent" Kenzo said
He wakes up, sees me and waits for me to wake up too
:"Yes, all right" I replied
:"Ecchem"
There was a sound behind the tent
:"CHASTA SATAN!" reflex Kenzo
:"Nijir!" I was surprised to come along
The construction brother opened the tent and went inside, took a quick look at me and asked
:"Hanabi you why is that? how much of a wound on the neck is the same hand?"
:"Ah, brother builder" answered me who was still surprised
:"This is my brother, he's a jatoh" replied Kenzo quickly
:"So, sorry" I said
:" Yes, you are not poor, go back to your tent, sleep"
:"Okay, brother" replied the two of us
Morning at 06:53, tuesday
This morning was very cool and cold, but who would have thought, they all really enjoyed this foggy morning.
They relax in the morning while looking at a view that is not so clear but beautiful. Chatting over these - it was without pause, they really enjoyed the time.
Kenzo ran towards me, while I turned to look at him. He asked me to take a photo together
:"Hanabi, photo with yuk!"
:"Huh?" reflex answered
Suddenly Lily appeared out of nowhere and denied us
:"Come on a photo! we make a memento" of rich Lily who was suddenly beside me
:"Ok" I answered briefly
Kenzo, Lily, I. Photo together in the middle of the beauty of the atmosphere that morning.
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Is this a happy thing? I'll ask for a picture of her and I'll put it in my room.
Once we took a picture, we saw the results together
:"Well, good results too!"
:"Yes dong! Kenzo is loh"
:"Send me" I said as well
We took a lot of photos in every place, laughing and talking together happily.
It did not feel like the morning would be noon, the fog in the morning had begun to disappear. Me, Lily, and Kenzo were still together, talking casually while sitting on the grass.
Unexpectedly, Kenzo would say awesome things and look like an older brother
:"Hopefully, we can still be together like this. And, when we get caught up in an inner problem, we will contact each other, tell them about our problem. We will make our inner problems better without negative thoughts"
Kenzo held my hand and Lily while talking like that.
:"Ok, Lu is like a brother" Lily replied laughing
:"Hahaha, it's true that you look like a big brother" I said as well
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Hello, how about today? you know what not? happy is not because you get something good and perfect. Happiness comes from your little heart that loves simple things, and you smile and feel good about it. Being happy doesn't mean you have to smile then, you know? many people cry because they are happy.
Cry at the beginning, then happy at the end. Create your own happy story for today, tomorrow, and later. Make a smile for yourself, not others.
Happiness is a show in life, which doesn't mean it's a good sign. Sometimes, we will laugh and smile widely, and afterwards we will cry endlessly.
No need to worry, about what will happen later, when everyone knows the contents of your mind, then calm down, consider all that a way for you. Where you learn that there's never going to be a way when you just sit back and think bad things.
Someday, there will come a time when this sense of emptiness we feel will be destroyed, we will feel happiness like everything else. We'll have fun with the others.
Before that, be yourself, not someone else. Be brave, to be someone new, the person you want to be. Be a better person, be a person away from the dirty word. We make our days have their own meaning, where it will be a memory, where it will be a memento that makes you forget sadness, and makes you happy.
Dear you who are there, passion for your days, do not forget to make your own happiness.
we are not alone, and we are not always hated
smile, for what happened. Smile, for the future
We are human, we have our identity, and we also have a heart. So for those of you who run away, come back here. I will listen to you faithfully, and be a support to you.
We are strong, we are great people. So don't be afraid of these obstacles of life, huh? thank you for holding on until now, thank you for still being able to hold back your cries from everyone.
there is a time for you to feel tired and hope someone hugs you and cheers you on
- May this time we get, it can be a meaningful memory that makes us smile on the day that awaits
~ ch7 finish~
sankyu!