If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 47-Vacuum memories

Hours 23.57

In a minute.3 minutes.

Ahh, what year is it..

What will happen tomorrow? long life.. always healthy inner body and heart. Make everything possible

All my hopes were shed at the last minute. Till..

At 00:00, Jdarr

The sound of fireworks filled the peak of the event.

:"Kuki, brother wants to talk something"

:"Hm??"

I crouched down, staring at her eyes so innocently.

:"Sorry, I like to talk. My brother Kuki, and I want to be the one who can make Kuki smile happily"

:"Kuki too! Cookies are also!! let me smile every day! no more crying!" Respond enthusiastically

While I was just watching. Father, mother, and brother Shahiro are smiling at us

And my friends. Lily, Kenzo, Rion. Yang enthusiastically also began to cheer up the new year with their smiles

A bright new year. Exceeding my own abilities

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Hope..

:"What hope do we make?" I still have the same position

:"Hmm.. work? Kuki wants to have his own money!"

:"Then we are the same"

:"cool! Yay!!"

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Actually not only that, maybe the hope I really want to achieve, is my free mind. Although I didn't expect much

Or something more than that. Don't know what.

Have you ever heard the term life without a mind? looks like it's not a term, Dad. There should be those words

Like you live in the world, with no desire at all. Like you just assented the flow of the world and refused to change it. Maybe you'll say "it's complicated"

That's what I meant. By hoping it does not mean you will change, you still have to fight later. That's why I'm not sure at all. About what I should expect of myself. Which I don't even trust.

Sometimes on a day that looks perfect, there are just annoying things that cross your head. What makes the perfect impression is as if it were destroyed nothing left

We're going home. While the time shows at 01.12, which means it starts coming in the morning

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At home, I don't know what happened. But the house is decorated very neatly. Flickering flickering lights, with tables and chairs in our garden area. Like a birthday party outside the house. Or a sacred event?

Brother Shahiro opened the door, carrying a large tray, he smiled at us and went to the park. Where the table is

:"You want Hanabi to help you?"

:"Well, you're sitting sweet. We want to celebrate the new year together, must be tired all. Aye?"

:"OK...."

Then after that, we were happy that morning

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Did you ever guess about what was going to happen today?

Sometimes it is as expected or not at all

I was really thinking about what was going to happen, but the negative version. Like, when I'm going to fall, or when I'm going to have bad luck on that day.

It's always been a habit from then on, which is obvious. The worse the thought, the worse my personality

Like old times.

Flashbacks

:"Can you stop following?! You are really annoying!!" for a long time!!"

:"Didn't you accept me as your best friend?"

:"AT LEAST DON'T FOLLOW ME IDIOT, YOU WANT ME TO BUN*H HUH?!"

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:"Doctor, you said humans would mat* on their time right?"

:"I-yes.. What am I gonna do?"

:"Of course, bun*h self"

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:"So bored, is the color of blood in my hand still good? Let's prove it"

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Flashback off

it's gruesome. It would be nice not to be imitated

Everyone has their own way of life. As I always say

So we should be able to run it. Don't you? Maybe you think it's really hard to do

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Sometimes all the memories of the past can be forgotten so easily, of course. Without us knowing. Then the memory came back at the wrong time. When we are frustrated and anxious. Totally on the verge of our death* at that time

Ahhhh.. It was beginning to clear all those memories.

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:"Kuki's sleepy?" I try to avoid the calm atmosphere

:"You sleep.." Answer

:"Hanabi wants to get cookies in the room"

I carried Kuki into the house and took her to the room. Put her in my bed and I go open the window "again".

:"I opened a little, for my part. Let Kuki not get cold" I muttered

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I got tired of thinking about what was going to happen or what I should do.Sometimes it makes my mood go away

I sleep, I'm tired too.

Noon, 12:00

:"Back awake.. Laperr cookies"

I felt my body shake.

While I'm still asleep. Trying to open my eyes

:"Hhh.. huh?? Kuki's gonna eat?" My words are still staggering

:"Yeah.. Laper cookies"

:"What do you eat?"

:"Feel brother!"

Ugh immediately got an ulti. Hardly ever cook again until I don't know if I can still cook or not

:"Well, brother will try. Let's go into the kitchen"

Kuki was excited, he immediately got off my bed and immediately opened the door

:"Don't run on the stairs, danger" I shouted a little

Where are the others? this house is deserted

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:"What do cookies want to eat?"

:"Hmmm.. Fried rice!!"

:"Okay"

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I used to love cooking. I thought all the spices poured were hope. Then the food that I managed to make was my dream that was achieved. And I started to stop cooking when I was 11, because I had no motivation. Empty alias is always haunting

I tried to remember the fried rice recipe. Several times I saw my mother's cookbook

And after some time passed, the fried rice was finished! And it worked!

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:"Now, be careful it's still hot"

:"Woaaaaaa, hehe, thanks brother"

Answer is happy

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Well, maybe I'll cook for myself too. Is there a mayonnaise?

I'd rather eat with bread actually, for some reason, maybe because it's just better

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All materials are in place. I just need to make a sandwich.

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While making a thick sandwich, watching my sister eat with the greed of my cooking. I don't know why it feels good, and maybe proud. Because honestly, even though I used to cook, I just ate it alone. No one even tasted. Because mother is also not possible to leave the room when the old man is at home.

I want to get compliments or appreciation from the people around me. But I held back that intention of not trusting myself at the time

Not annoying, I don't feel good. Until in the end I just say all the words no matter what

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:"Is it over?"

:"You again!!" Prattling

:"Will I do it again?"

:"You!"

:"Jaudah, wait a minute"

And that, it makes me feel better. Even if it is just about food

~ch 47 finish~

Sankyu!