If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 38-Good coercion

at 06:00, the time to go to school. Yes, we did all day to school, but no one protested because it was very fun there.

in fact, we do not always study there, we can freely ask for permission to rest or whatever it is in accordance with our needs.

we studied outdoors more often, circling all parts of our city, so it was a lot of fun

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:"this is the provision, then drink it buy aja dikantin yes, here already abis drinknya" said mother handed the box of supplies

:"yes ma'am" answered me and Rion

:"let's hunt, cookies come on too. brother is busy"

:"busy but staggering home you bang" I replied

:"you don't want my sister to go home"

:"no, I know overtime.the house from school is far away"

:"yes, but I want to sleep in my room"

:"whatever you are" I replied again

the four of us went to school, went to their respective destinations and split up there

rion and I walked together until he got to his first class, while I continued my journey in the Corridor to get to the classroom quickly

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today, I'm determined to change the course of the world.I don't know what's going to happen, but I don't want to care about that first.I just want to see results.at least that's it

I got to class and put my bag on the bench, I wanted to buy some water, so I got out of class and headed to the cafeteria

the cafeteria here has been open since half 6 am, because many students are busy until they have to stay at school.maybe the reason the canteen is open very early so that no students are hungry/thirst at that time

normally, we would enter at 08 am, but this time, we were asked to enter at 06 am because there would be magical practices, well. such as determining what magic you got

this school is magical.

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:"mom, I want water and bread to fill it one"

:"any more boy?"

:"emm..same brown bread is one"

:"get ready son, I'll get you a minute"

:"thank you"

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:"this son, 17th thousand in total"

:"sorry, here's the money, ma'am, thanks"

:"thank you back"

and then I went back to class.

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I ate the bread in the classroom when the disciples had not yet come

now it shows at 07:08, there should have been many students huddled into the school

I enjoyed the sandwich while the class was still very quiet

a few minutes passed, began to arrive many students, entered their respective classes.Some people greeted me and I reciprocated

after that, the announcement was heard, all the students were ordered to go back to the field for magical practices or knowledge

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:"here, the seniors will show their abilities first, you see well"

:"well sir" replied all the students

it's like seeing a show, yes, it's a magical school, but you can choose for yourself which one you're interested in.

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do you know what? I once imagined that I was very strong.I was better than anyone in the world and no one could match me, I always won everything.

not only that, sometimes I think that I'm hiding my true self, which is much stronger than my present self, such as the soul you're hiding? other person.maybe so?

I also once thought that I was a very famous criminal in the whole world, who was the target of the world, who was always pursued but could not be obtained by them

haha, this ridiculous imagination is absurd, but I'm pretty confident in it, as if I could be what I wanted.

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the seniors are done, they are amazing. I want to try magic as well, but maybe not for now.

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after the training was completed, the selection of the 2nd major.we returned to their respective classes and studied as usual.

here we choose a normal major first (when entering here we already have a major that we choose, for example biology or art) and after being here exactly 1 year, we have a major that we have chosen, for example biology or art), we will be given the option of remaining an ordinary disciple or a Knight disciple (such as a Knight disciple who has his own noble duties).

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when the first lesson was over, I went to the cafeteria to buy some sandwiches and planned to go straight back to class.

the canteen

:"mom, I bought that meat sandwich 3"

:"any more?"

:"that's it"

:"okay"

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:"this is the bread, thank you"

:"thank you ma'am"

halfway down the corridor, I heard the voices of some people who seemed to be fighting.I decided to look for the source of the voice and see what happened

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up there, I saw 3 men who were fighting.I listened from a distance while eating 1 bread I bought earlier.

:"HOW CAN YOU BE FORGETFUL?! IT'S IMPORTANT..."

:"I told you I put it right!!"

:"do you not remember where it is?"

:"I obviously put it on the sky table!"

hm? sky's? a name that is familiar to me.

I completely forgot who Sky was.

I who was getting tired of all those silly fights, went back to class and ate the other 2 loaves of bread until it ran out

:"nothing really pleased me. "I muttered.

that's what I thought. although I know it's not entirely true.I'm empty, really no sense at all. It's hard to express everything.it all feels normal to me, because it always happens.

even so, it's still torturous.I don't really know what's wrong and what I need to fix.

I'm going to ask Lily something, it's about our relationship. If you don't know, I'm a very sensitive person once I get the affection I want, I will definitely think of all sorts of things when that person starts to move away.

"i think I'll mat* again".

really, believe me, I have no power, I am also a human being who only wants a clear affection that is forever there.

selfishness covered my path.it made me too greedy, but it also had its reasons.

I don't have the courage at all. It's all gone a long time ago.and I don't intend to try to start again.as long as you know, I've tried more than a thousand times. but the result is that I still fell.

I didn't ask anyone for help, because that's impossible.they could just think of me as a freak or a lunatic, and that could alienate me again.

I really don't understand, what's up? what the hell's going on? all the questions I couldn't answer were gathered in my head.

ok, let's try again. try everything from the beginning again.the process will not betray the results.

~ch38 finish~

sankyu!