
Really, it's still not enough with all of that
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It's Saturday, it's weekend
But I locked myself in my room and was again attacked by the mind
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If I make up stories, I won't create as many conflicts as anything. I will only show the joy and happiness that the world longs for
Unfortunately, I'd love to tell you a story. But I couldn't do it because of my ignorance and fear of it. Trauma everywhere
:"I'm tired, but what can I do??.." I muttered to myself
Seeing the many unique pictures in my hand, I no longer intend to scratch them
:"It's full"
Actually, there's still a neck. My legs, or maybe my other body. But I can't hurt that, too much for me
Simply by grabbing and hitting my head, then it feels much better than having to scratch the hand even with a line that is not neat. Make me itch
Yeah, the scars are still there. But that's just a scar that's been tightly covered by this body skin
I don't think there's anything different, I just feel like wearing a kids tattoo makes me pretty confident. Moreover, my goal is to be a fugitive or mat*
:"It's good"
Happiness is attached to me. Even though it doesn't feel great anymore
It's normal, but it's still torturous. And it must have slowly worn me out and tried to end my life again.
So, back to my usual story
I looked up, then I felt bored and hungry. I ended up going to the kitchen looking for food that I could cook or process
Yes, I started to develop my cooking skills again. So that Kuki can try other dishes I made
I was just happy with her positive response, making me feel that the world wasn't as bad as I thought
I wish I could develop from different avenues, painting, cooking, grades. I try to make all of that one way. Maybe with some of my other hobbies, which I'm trying to develop right now
They say that it is a passion, animating a field. Such
I have a lot of hobbies that people like. While I was just trying to keep training it all, then make it my passion or my pent-up talent
Getting what I might want to pursue, honestly, is not easy. Even when you want the trophy in your hand. Inner pressure and exercise pressure or whatever it is will make you give up quickly. But when you get a good meaning, maybe you can hold on. Possibly
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I made 3 onigiri here, tunamayo flavor
Yes, I'm only interested in making something that I can easily make. But still, I had to learn about the spices in order to taste good
I returned to my room with the three onigiri
Turn on the room AC and eat it alone
Enjoying a dish I made myself, it's common, right?
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In the afternoon, I plan to go for a walk by myself
Obviously, I brought a cell phone to report
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I get ready, then go
This time I admit, the streets are so quiet. This is saturday. I just walked by and saw the news on my phone, she said there were a lot of kidnapping cases
It's worth not seeing any kids around here
Everyone wants to be safe, but not with me who wants to mat* because of the inner
I just walk around normally as usual, grumbling a lot of things. To berate the weaknesses of those who fear evil or anything that makes me feel good.
It doesn't feel like it's getting dark. I went to the famous city park, Wow. Slender. There's not a single one
:"The city is abandoned" said my grin
I started shooting videos, looking at the scenery and trying to create a vlog that I probably wouldn't post on social media. "Who would be interested?" didn't he?
I did a short conversation. Consider it storytelling.
Then suddenly, I saw 4 people who were like they were watching me in the back. Not too far, stupid, they're blatant
:"When you know that I'm proud to be a former prison"
I muttered, looking at them from this cell phone camera
Then pretend to live
:"Okey everything, the longer the darker yes. What if we find a little brighter place? let's be comfortable talking"
I learned this from my sister.
I left casually, while circling the cool suburban area
While the 4 people are still following me from behind
:"See who looks like an idiot here! hah, enough with this city being an abandoned city. Don't you add any more residents"
I turned my body back, and immediately looked at the 4 strange people
:"At least don't dress like a thief. Disgusting" I said lightly
They attacked immediately. But I say once again, I'm a former prison.
:"No going to jail but at least having fun with violence is the top choice!!!"
I defeated them with the weapons they brought, this is what you call your weapon of eating
:"At least you guys are still alive in this abandoned town, hey, this knife is for me huh? and this illegal gun. I'll give it to daddy~"
Like robbers, I took all the weapons they brought. And what I like most, there's a gun! I want to use it now
:"Bright.. I'll call the police, I hope you guys stay quiet"
Hampa hit again, the emptiness that made me suddenly want to cry. Not normal anymore
But I try to let it even though I feel like it will collapse soon.
I called the police, while they themselves seemed hard to move
:"Hello, yes. Looks like the 4 abductors were exposed on the ground. Whahuh? I don't know, they fell behind me. Oh? do you recognize my voice? this time I didn't act. Come here so you can believe they're criminals"
Whahuh? they accuse me of starting? at least I was a hero tonight. How could they accuse me so recklessly?
For a long time my identity was invisible again. Where am I going? why does it feel so far away? moreover. I'm not a punk
:"Oh yeah, what about the tattoo I'm wearing? does it look good on your eyes?"
I showed you the children's tattoos hidden under my long sleeves
:"Chih! young people have become so clumsy!"
They're so relaxed..
:"Ck, old man is still a fugitive" I replied to them
"Damn you!!"
:"Heh, old man can't give up the fake slings. Take your fame off"
I don't know why I'm upset. I want to kick his face, or caci maki them. Want kubun*h...
~Ch 54 done!~
Sankyu!