If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 63-How to get up?

:"Why are you showing this side now? after our family changed."

:"At least this is the last time"

:"So? why not from the beginning?"

:"No problem"

:"In that case, I want to ask you one thing."

:"Ask me"

:"What do you think of us? do you really love us?"

:"Ahh, that's not a question"

:"Javab only"

:"I love you, I regard you as strangers. I don't deserve you in this world. Because I'm a lot worse"

:"Do you have a life problem?"

:"No, my life is happy. That's why I'm so jealous"

:"No communication with each other can cause something like this. If I could say it a long time ago, maybe I still think of you as a father"

:"Hanabi, I'm sorry for everything"

:"No problem, I don't care. Excuse me"

:"Hanabi, don't do anything to get you in here again. You have to succeed"

I who had wanted to leave the cell, stopped in place because I was surprised the old man would say that.

:"What?" I looked back. Seeing his face that was even covered in tears

:"Why are you crying!"

:"Dad was happy when you came here to talk even if it was just that. I hope your life is always happy"

What the fuck..

:"You're in a prison cell right now, at least you should calm down. So I don't kill you"

:"Yes, my father promised. Forgive me dad"

I'm gonna get out of the cell again. Suddenly the old man ran and hugged me from behind

:"Dad apologize, pardon me for all your mistakes. Be happy with your new family, with your friends. Don't think about anything else. I'm sure you can recover from your pressure, too"

All the sorry words he said to me.

I just quietly nodded, then left.

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Now, I don't know what to do. Seeing the brother lying unconscious. The longer I lost confidence, even to meet my four best friends. Maybe we'll change again.

To be honest, I'm more afraid of myself. Because maybe now I'm always delusional.

I was reflected in glass. I did not smile, but in the reflection of the glass, I smiled widely with a scary face.

I just walk as usual, but I always see myself following.

It's scary, but it doesn't matter. I used to get it too.

At least it will all end as before..

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

:"Mother, it's been more than 4 weeks. Why isn't she awake yet?"

I'm in front of mom's room. After visiting my sister, of course

:"Mom, can you not lock yourself up. I cooked and cleaned the house. So please come out"

The door of his room was locked, and there were no sounds from inside. I can't open it.

Then I left my mother in the room and went to eat in the kitchen

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It's quiet. Dad's been busy with his work lately. Mom always locked herself in her room. Brother is in a coma, and Kuki is busy attending boarding school.

Me? now I feel unemployed. Not having a job.

Drrtt.

My phone rings. Who's calling?

:"Yes hello?"

:"Hanabi, can you come to the dream academy?"

:"Ah, principal sir? I'm out-of-the-way"

:"No, it's not that. It's about your sister"

:"Ah well, I'll go straight there"

What was? what else is going on now?!

Hurry up and call Rion.

:"Him hanabi? wh why? is there a problem?"

:"Can you take me to the dream academy?"

:"Of course I just want to leave. Direct otw!!"

:"MOTHER, I'LL GO TO SCHOOL FOR A MINUTE. EAT IF MOTHER IS HUNGRY, AND DO NOT FORGET TO REST" I cried out to be heard by HER

Rion came quickly. We went by motorcycle to our school

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On the way, I only told about the development of my brother who began to improve. Although not yet aware, the mother who shut herself. And why I went to school again

Until we finally reached school, I was immediately escorted by Rion to the children's dormitory

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Rion came down with me and met Kuki

:"Finally you came. Kuki, forcing to see her brother"

:"You.. Have you heard?"

I crouch. Looking at the face of Kuki who seemed to have cried a mouthful.

Holding his face and saying

:"Sahiro is well. Next week we'll be together okay?"

:"No! kuki wants to see now.."

:"The situation is still dangerous for you. We still don't know what's going to happen, you want to be patient, right?"

:"But my brother has always looked up to Shahiro"

:"Yes really, big brother is also because he is.."

:"Why?"

I can't possibly say that. He's not even finished with all the trauma of violence. If I tell her about mom, she could be the first one to die.

:"Because you have to take care of Shahiro. Promise me, next week we'll look at each other okay?"

:"Yes, kabarin Kuki always yes"

:"Surely so, I must have told you"

I stroked his head gently.

After that, I say goodbye to the principal and go with Rion

Because on the road I also promised to accompany her after meeting Kuki

We're at the dream academy library. This is the library I always visit.

:"Nothing has changed?" I asked Rion

:"Haha, hey. You can come at any time even if you are no longer a student. Allowed to"

:"No need, if I need reading, I'll just ask you"

:"You're this, really"

Rion ruffled my hair.

:"Hey"

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Not long after we were there, just chatting and then went to the cafeteria to buy food

:"Rion, did you go to school for study or other purposes?"

:"Other requirements. Now the school is temporarily closed because there is a massive class renovation"

:"Heh... It takes a long time, doesn't it? it's delicious"

:"Not really long either, soon the renovation is complete, especially. We'll study a few times outside"

:"At least it still feels nice because there is no class element at all"

:"Haha, you're right"

The conversation continues. Until Rion finally brought his needs and drove me to the hospital.

:"Thank you today Rion"

:"Together, next time play with us. Don't be afraid again okay?"

:"I understand. I'll work on it"

:"We are waiting for you! see you soon!"

And he left quickly

Thereafter. I went into the hospital and went to the patient's room.

Now I have a new routine.

Cooking and cleaning the house, going to the hospital until night, overthinking at certain hours and then falling asleep on the floor.

And in the morning after all the housework was done, I was just trying to get my mom out of her room.

I was disappointed with such a drastic change. Really laughing.

Why do I have to be the one who gets hit by everything?

~Ch 63 finish~

Sankyu!