If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 58-Our world

Everything went well. There's no more obstacles now

I hope that you too, enjoy every process and become something that you really want and are happy about

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The afternoon had now come, I was only sure that my friends were busy with their schoolwork right now

So I decided to take a nap after eating

More than that, I'll see you later in the afternoon

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The phone kept ringing.

I just woke up and I didn't know who was calling

:"Yes? helo? i'm hanabi.."

:"Oh? daddy's? what was? sorry for sleeping, don't look at the number.. Oh?? dad's coming home soon? mother why?"

I picked up the phone while slowly trying to be fully aware

My life has not been gathered all

:"Yes, Hanabi will make dinner. I just go home, there's still a lot of rice"

After that the phone is done

I got up and took a shower

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Now show 17:00

I went down to the kitchen and started cooking again. When I finished, I cleaned up the house and went to watch TV while waiting for my father to come home

I got a message from Lily, finally they set our leave schedule

"What about tomorrow? we have free time tomorrow!"

I just replied "By, just set the clock. I'll prepare the rest"

Then Lily sent a thumb emoticon in return

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Dad came home, I immediately greeted him and said that the food was on the table, and it was just warmed up again so it was good to eat

It now shows at 18:00, at 6 p.m

More precisely, it was night

I was just getting ready for bed, I took another shower and changed my clothes in comfortable sleeping clothes. Call mom if I want to get some sleep tonight, then set the alarm on my phone

Lying on my soft bed, and fast asleep.

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I missed so many days in my life

The pressure slowly came back

But I've been warned, don't panic or be afraid. Quite calmly then go to the psychologist again

My ideals are now changing, not wanting to be a fugitive or die. But be free of thought, and calm for my own life

I don't want to try to be like everyone else, but I want to understand that I can do anything in my own way

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Say hello to the world! what message do you want to give him?

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I decided to exercise, of course, while trying to control my own mind

:"Ribet also have to change clothes first" I said

It's late in the afternoon, not too late.at 15:31

I change clothes and exercise. I still do not understand at what time exercise is good for the body

But all I know right now is that the dirty thoughts and all the negativity are gone once I'm done.

Not wanting to cause anything, at least even if the pain is also what I want is my mind to completely recover

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In every life there must be a problem, and it will definitely affect the living things there

I'm okay at the moment. But tomorrow what I don't know yet, how will it be? just need to get everything back

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After jogging, I went back home and had dinner

My mother took us for a walk, on the weekend. The streets of one family more precisely

I just say yes and go to the room.

I'm trying to make a new life target. Productive, forget. And healthy

The doctor said he must have busy so that negative thoughts do not continue to come

Storytelling and crying must be there for all to feel bright

Honestly, I'm still a little depressed. For a healthy body and soul, there are always recipes and rules that must be followed

While I was just a kid who wasn't taught to follow that. Opposed to.

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In my room, I took out paper and pencil and tried to make a realist art. It has to be developed little by little. Because I'm interested

It is undeniable that I really like and feel comfortable in drawing or reading books. That comfort is more than anything I have ever felt in the world

I drew myself. Sitting in my window with a different background

Yeah, I'm describing the past there. The background that should have been the ceiling turned into the number of people and dangerous objects that my father had ever used. The origin of the mind wave and the 3 friends I saw there

It's kind of like a portal to our minds. All in one picture.

If anyone understood this picture, he might also have the same fate.

Finished with the drawing, I went back down and took the painting tools, I painted after, in the garden behind my house

Painting a scene that has elements of fantasy world.

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Holding a cell phone makes me bored and stressed, I replace it with a picture or painting. But if I'm bored I don't know what else to do but hold the phone and keep scrolling until the phone's battery runs out.

I want you to know that everything you've done up until now has meaning. It's endless, it's endless

Deep meaning, which you can't solve.

The food you eat, drinks, bed, toys. Even the contents of your cell phone. Everything is reflected in your destiny and your person

What do you like best?

Do it, but if it's not good for you. Take time to find new likes.

Everything will happen, and be revealed. So it's better if you're in trouble, tell me. Before crying becomes your trauma

I am Hanabi Yuki, living in the middle of the city. My family's economy is good, but my family's soul isn't. It's scary, but we're trying to change.

Everything really changed.

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I'm getting tired of seeing this painting. It's already night.

I went back inside the house and put the painting in the living room.

Go back to the bedroom and sleep with a hollow mind.

:"Why else?" I muttered unconsciously

I opened the window, inhaled the air and woke up

:"ah! I forgot control again"

My schedule is a mess now.

While I was oblivious to it and just enjoying the silence of the mind. The fun had disappeared a few days earlier.

:"It's hard to die"

Stress struck, I held my head and started hitting him again as usual

No, I'm not crying. Can't cry anymore. It's embarrassing if I'm right to cry. My mistake was right in front of my eyes, so there was no way I would cry out of regret.

Now scared. Why else? tomorrow I have to control. If not, I'll really die later.

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Sorry for a long time. Now show 02:00

I'm still trying to relieve the pressure. Maybe I fell asleep and then woke up again. Tiredness is still on my mind. But I'm trying to be a normal person.

~Ch 58 finish~

Sankyu!