If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 3-Nightmare

"BOOT SY*LAN!! YOU ARE USELESS!! WHAT THE FUCK?!"

"....."

"HAD! JUST STOP!! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS?! HE JUST KEPT QUIET!!"

"HE'S DISTURBING!! THAT KID IS USELESS!!"

"DAD! ENOUGH ALREADY! YOU'VE LOST YOUR LIMITS!!"

The anger that Father vented on me, I always remember it well. A past I can't forget at all. I don't know what he thinks of me as there. And it makes me sick and hate him.

:"It's useless that I'm here, just wasting time! we better get divorced!"

:"What?! but why?! why are you like that?!"

:"Dad! you really don't know yourself! It was my mother who worked for the family all this time!! you're just an unemployed person who only knows how to spend money!!"

:"Shahiro!! watch what you say!!"

:"BUT THAT IS THE REALITY OF BOD*H!!!!"

:"Why.hiks..why are you like this.."

Brother Shahiro hugged the crying Mother.

:"Hanabi is a child, he understands nothing, if you give him trauma, THEN I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!!"

:"HANABI IS JUST A USELESS CHILD!! EVERY DAY JUST BABBLING AND NOT KNOWING THE MANNERS!!!"

:"THAT'S JUST LIKE YOU!! OLD SIR! LISTEN YES!! HANABI IS MUCH BETTER THAN YOU WHO DO NOT KNOW YOURSELF!!"

:"SHOW SY*LAN!!!"

Plaque!

:"Please stop.. don't.. please stop! don't hurt my son!"

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Every day there is only a fight.

Some day

:"Dad, you better get out of here"

:"Huh?! Hanabi, you've dared to talk recklessly huh"

:"Thank you for teaching me to be an adult when I was a kid like this, I'm allowing you to go and never come back."

:"If I were to leave, your mother wouldn't be able to do anything"

:"Because you're a useless person, so please just go."

Plaque!

:"THE BASICS DON'T KNOW THEY'RE LUCKY!!"

:"Haha, you're such an idiot, sir"

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Get out of the mess, then go to the room just to cry over what I started.

I'm glad it's all over, finally really divorced. Now I don't need to hear all the commotion anymore.

But..

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:"Isn't he Hanabi? how sorry is he"

:"Sometimes life is bitter"

:"May he have no trauma"

The gossip spread so quickly, that I got tired of hearing the same thing every day.

Even at school, they interfere in my life.

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:"The family is not happy! ahaha!"

:"Kasian...little has been mentally affected!! ahhaha!!"

:"Heh, can be mocked people, turn mocked back to mamah. Mother child" I replied staring them flat

:"The message is not happy, do not know yourself!!"

:"Yes!! ahhaha!!"

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They are rich, their families are perfect. That's what I think of them.

Even after my sister found out that I was reviled at school, she always insisted on coming with me even though she also had a school schedule. He's truant because of me

Schoolgoing

:"Who is that?"

:"That's so good!!"

:"Don't ask for no HP brother dong!"

:"No handsome!"

:"So my girlfriend would like to?"

:"Basically yes, you fit well so jal*ng^^" sahiro said

Right in front of those 6th grade kids.

Those who were shocked, seemed to know the meaning of the word. While I forced my brother to come home as soon as possible

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The sister who always helps me every day, makes me just depend on her. Then came Lily, who always follows me everywhere with the reason of wanting to be my best friend.

He came to me when I graduated, right at the new school, I knew him, from there he really bothers me but with his words I can only resign and be his best friend even though I feel he is no different from all of them.

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Where all days feel the same, and where special days are always broken.

- Nothing good comes my way.

In reality

:"Hiks.."

:"Hanaboo.. Hanabi..why are you hey..!" brother Shahiro panicked

:"Sister, brother Hanabi why.." So did the surprised Kuki

Suddenly, my mother came home in such a situation.

Mother heard my cry and came straight to us

:"What is this?"

:"Sir Hanabi had a nightmare he said!" answer the spontaneous cookies

:"Hanabbi! you all right? what dream did you have to cry like this?" ask Mr. Shahiro

:"Let the mother ask, it seems that she is still half conscious"

Brother Shahiro moved out of his seat and Mom sat next to me and took me

:"Shttt. We're here..."

Mother's gentle touch in my head, her gentle voice, made me cry

:"Hiks.. hiks.. hhh"

:"Sister Hanabi.."

I heard Kuki crying too because of me

:"Cup cup, dear. unfortunately Mother.."

:"Hiks.. hh.."

I was still that hiccuped, carried by Mom and taken to the bedroom to sleep in my bed only, Mother, Shahiro's sister, and Kuki accompanied me that night

In the morning

:"Hmm..."

I looked around and saw Brother Shahiro and the sleeping cookies beside me. I also heard someone was cooking, and I knew it was my mother.

:"Sister.."

:"Hm..? why Hanabi..?" shahiro is awake

I hugged Shahiro tightly because of that fear, thanks to that sickening dream.

:"So I will always stop you. Don't cry anymore.."

Brother Shahiro stroked my head making me quite calm afterwards

:"Hmm.."

I went back to sleep, and so did Brother Shahiro

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The dream was repeated again, for the umpteenth time.

I was tired of what happened to me, wanting to end it all, but I was also curious about what happened.

sometimes it will be very difficult to get out of the past

A few days passed and I finally recovered and went back to school again

:"Ha-na-bi!!!! huwaaaaa" cried Lily directly jumping at me

Brak!

And I was also overwhelmed

:"Auuww..woy you're heavy!"

:"Ish is not dangkep"

Lily woke up and helped me to wake up too

:"Lu suddenly jumped so how can I nangkep"

:"Well, btw! congratulations on healing hh<3"

Lily hugged me tightly, and I returned the hug

:"Yes yes.thank you Lily<3"

Hours of rest, in the cafeteria

:"Today, I will treat you. So you choose what you want" he said

:"Gw wholesale yes?"

:"Please~ you know I'm Sultan U-U"

Lily let me take whatever was in there, I just stared flat at her because of her attitude

:"Yeee show off ya lu"

:"So, I don't like to show off, except to you"

:"No your ahklak!"

I hit Lily's back so bad

:"Kidding doang! uh"

:"Woy pain!" he laughed after

:"No ahklak you be a friend, uuuu" I said mocking him

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Today, for me it's quite fun. Because Lily was always with me when I was worried that no one would care. Especially if I have always had bad dreams.

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It is time to go home to school, at home. There was only me there, the others left papers on the dinner table.

"Hanabis. Mother, Shahiro, the same Kuki left for a while yes.not long, if we have not returned home, the house keys yes. If the laper stay hot only food.drug hanabi.keep the house yes" contents of the message from the paper.

:"Njir, not invited dong TwT"

I decided to take the food on the table, then heat it up.

:"I want to lock the door first"

While waiting for the food to be heated, I walked towards the door and locked it

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I went back to the kitchen and picked up the food that had just been heated

Info:heated with microwave

Then I had my own dinner

~ch 3 finish~

sankyu!