If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 44-Everything changes

:"Ahh, are they having fun? haha cool"

:"How could the little boy be familiar with the warden? shit"

:"Torture him later, he won't act again"

:"You're right, better than just watching"

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:"Ahh lakshh"

:"I won again! too bad you have to do tomorrow's activities"

:"Ck"

The police officer stroked my head, smiling sincerely at me

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In the evening

Again the night was bustling in the prison cell, the heat was hot and annoying

I'm sure no one will really feel right here. Moreover, this prison is filled by people who are "very bodo" about manners

There are times when I want to kill them all so that the air becomes peaceful.

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Why is my mind suddenly blank? empty again? Huh! funny, come while I'm in the jail cell? that's remarkable.

Ahhh, what do I have to do to make this void disappear?? Bunched*h? chiding maki? or what? whahuh?

:"That's it"

:"Mat* you"

Their bod*h they whisper behind me like that.

ZRAPP!

:"You're not careful about me, sir."

Krakk..

The sound of bone cracks sounded loud

:"Hey stop! fights prohibited!"

Brakkk

:"Ahh! lt hurts! brother what are you doing?!"

:"You!"

:"You! don't fight!"

The police are watching. Catch them and help me stand up.

:"He started it!"

:"I just stood up! you attacked me!" I said spontaneously

With the mask tricks I always use, I managed to get some protection. Ha, idiot.

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I was taken to the medical room. Got good treatment, even though I only got small cuts on my face and hands

:"Why did they attack you?"

:"Do not know"

All the questions I answered with the same answer. Talking to other police officers is boring.

I want a cop who used to play with me..

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1 Year has passed again. Now I am released from prison

:"Gratitude is grateful!"

My mother hugged me enthusiastically. Crying out

Brother Shahiro and your friends gathered here, to welcome me home. But I don't feel happy, it's getting emptier. And empty.

:"Goodbye little girl, don't do such a thing again huh"

:"Mom, I want a father like him."

Without realizing it, I acted like a child again. I want this and it has to be granted

:"Eh?"

:"Hanabi?"

The police officer, the brother, and everything was clearly shocked. Because all this time I hated the father figure whoever it was

:"I want a father like him. Wanted"

:"Ahh sir.. Forgive her yes" My mother panicked

:"Aahs.. Sorry, are you divorced?"

:"Ah yes, it's been a long time. Since she was a child"

:"Embroidery.. I'm the same, not welcome in my own family.. Maybe I need some warmth, too, haha"

:"Be my father!" I said firmly, but childishly

:"At least, if Hanabi can smile because of you, I'm grateful" spontaneous sister shahiro

:"Hanabi, will be happy" Lily rejoiced

Happy on that day. But only people, not me.

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What I asked for, was really granted! my mother remarried to the police?!

Such an idiot?! I fear destruction! Kepara*t!!

My emotions are soaring. With a flat expression I show it to people. They happy?! Did they not realize the destruction was coming again?! Akkhh

With a messy mind. Self thrashing ronta wants out of the limits of comfort. "Fatigue"

- I want to heal.

There was no problem, I was just scared. Remembering something as useless as that. Even if it doesn't happen, there's a lot of chance I'll never believe it's real. It's just a hallucination. That'sallthatis. Just my imagination.

Wedding cake cut, guests cheerfully cheering

While I was scared, I immediately went away from the wedding

I asked for it! why do I hate to squirm too!

The wedding was held near the beach, and there was a fence in the way.I leaned against the fence

Daydreaming about what really happened, thinking about meaningless bad things. Either I'm thinking about the destruction of the world or what, but really. Fatiguing.

Have you ever wanted something, but you forgot the risk? so that when it happened, you were scared and almost cried over it?

Such a common thing may happen often. Because it still needs "that thing", even you don't want to think 2 times. I do too. And here it is, happening right now. Too eager to forget the risk, then frightened and went into hiding to cry

:"Where are you Hanabi? the wedding cake will be given to you!"

Shahiro's voice sounded

I wiped my tears and ran inside

:"So I was bored, so waiting near the beach" I replied with a secret of inner pressure

:"So, hurry. Mom's waiting" she replied with a happy smile

I ran like a child asking to be fed. Smile and take the cake. I bribe my mother, and my new father. Then pray "Go back and be yourself. No matter how, at least you are happy" I said in my heart

And it starts from there

My life is slowly changing

every day, I always..

:"Father!! look, I found a good book, can I buy this?"

:"only 1? find the other one. I'll buy it all"

:"really? thanks!"

Happiest

I just found out that this is what family means, from me who is afraid to see a happy family. Until I hate happy families. Until the moment I started being that "happy family" I was sure, they were the lucky ones

Sometimes I'm busy daydreaming about my past, crying and still not being able to accept reality

At night, I always cry under a wide open window

:"Don't just be a dream, please be real. I want it to be true"

All the words I put out. I let the night sky hear them

With my mind still in disbelief, my body insists on showing it

I am starting to get fit, I am starting to be cheerful, I am starting to be social. Everything was shown my own body

But my disbelief in the world made me want to dismember this body to stop gil*. Yes, I assume my body is starting to gil*, only my mind is sane. I consider it that way.

What am I supposed to do tomorrow? when will happiness come to me again?

Should I give you a big smile? then laugh. Asking for many things so that all my past wishes are granted?

Tok

:"Hanabi, go to sleep, son, it's 12 o'clock in the night, you know you haven't slept"

:"I'll sleep, if you give me a painting "meaning the world"

:"The world meaning painting?"

:"Yes, papa has to find it himself. I'm not going to sleep until you say you found the painting"

:"Well, you understand, wait for your father to return"

What do you want these nights? the old man.

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:"Son, look, papa found it!"

He screams in front of the room

:"No way, where there is"

I opened the door, and looked at the painting I had made at the school event first.

I knew the meaning of the painting, and I wanted to see it, not expecting it to be seen again.

:"Papa knows you like to paint, and then you ask mom"

Not done talking, papa squatted in front of me, looking at me

:"Has hanabi ever been in a race or event? Then your mother replied, Done it, papa directly called the principal, asked for the painting to be taken. sir the principal is allowed, so papa take it himself there. How's it? you're going to sleep yet?"

Hearing this, my heart calmed down.

:"The old man never even cared, so thank you"

Answer me with a big smile

~ch 44 finish~

Sankyu!