If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 64-Where's the ladder?

This time, what should I do?

It's been a few days, it's Sunday.

I picked up Kuki at her dorm with Rion, and then took her to the hospital as I promised

:"Come on, he said he would like to see Shahiro's brother"

:"Yes, brother, let's go" he replied

I hitchhiked again. Rion's ready to take me always, wherever it is. Said

Yesterday I decided to try playing with my friends again. There's no problem, but I'm afraid they'll get in trouble if I keep playing with them

I'm trying to find a safe way for their safety.

No matter what, now all I want is for them to be safe from all sorts of problems that have happened to me. Whatever it is

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Inside the patient's room, Kuki looked at Shahiro's sister with a very sad look on her face.

Rion tried to comfort the pitiful Kuki.

:"Hey, your brother will wake up soon! because he missed you!" Rion tried to cheer him up

:"What about Rion?"

:"Tell! but maybe not now. I'll wake up immediately!"

:"WAHH, Kuki seneng. Brother Shahiro will wake up" replied Kuki with a smile

I looked at those who were getting familiar slowly. I feel like crying.

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Today is wednesday. Someone came to the hospital. Seeing my brother still lying unconscious

:"Who are you?" I asked when I just went into the patient's room

:"Oh, you're his sister huh? greetings. I'm Daniel, your brother's roommate"

:"Thank you for visiting my sister, do you want me to do something?"

:"No need, I just want to see it. Hope he wakes up soon"

:"Thank you very much"

:"By the way, I heard the news. Is that your dad? it was widespread in the school"

:"Yes, please don't think of him as a father. He's not so deserving"

:"I understand, may you also always be given salvation, and be spared from such people"

:"Thank you very much for your prayers, brother"

:"Yes, then, brother go first huh. Take good care of your family, if you need help. Come to school, we welcome you sincerely"

:"Thank you again"

:"See you"

:"Be careful on your way, brother"

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Who her? another roommate? maybe they are class

I never saw him. Even though I stayed last night. Is he the new kid?

Or maybe he was busy at the time. So I don't know anything about him

Sometimes I am too careful about things. Even if it has nothing to do with me, but if it's about people I love or know, I think I should know who and why she is.

Because in the past, I've seen Ley bullied by people in front of us so familiar, but it turns out to be rotten. I'm afraid it's gonna happen

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But he was gone, I forgot to ask clearly.

Sis, don't you want to wake up yet?

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Nightfall. The unchanging everyday. And I am getting drowned in the flow of trouble.

No more psychologists, no more tranquility.

Every day I speak in my heart. "Hey! I want to get back to normal. Can you work together?" seaya cried a mouthful and thought that everything was in vain now

Life that is from the beginning is difficult to change, even considered impossible. I don't know when I can be a happy ending.

These nights, the taste of crying until sleeping again.

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Morning arrives.

Now show at 05:09

I woke up from my sleep and went home.

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Until I got home, I saw my dad sleeping on the couch.

:"Dad, wake. It will be cold" I said shaking his body

:"Hmm?"

After that, I gave him water and heheraa a snack. Enjoy this ash morning with a small talk

:"By the way, mom came out of her room. It wasn't a meal, he asked where you were going?"

:"Hanabi is still in the hospital like him. If you want to talk, I'll call him for you"

:"Then?"

:"Then I answered, no need. Just say you should be more enthusiastic about living our lives now. Don't give up."

:"Such words should be spoken directly."

:"Here you go, your mother needs time to calm down"

:"There is no need to make me patient, from childhood this is our routine. I'm just happy because when I got home, Dad was here. Thank you so much for your service"

:"I love you with all my heart. I'll take care of this family"

:"Thank you very much"

After that we hugged. Talk for a while and go to their rooms

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Come in the morning.

Today, I decided to take a walk after cleaning the house and preparing breakfast.

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Tok tok tok tok

:"Mother, you don't want to come out? I made you some pasta. Mom used to say she liked it, right? I made a lot, a lot of pasta for mom. I want to go out for a while, I'll tell you about brother tonight. Don't forget to eat it, Mom. Hanabi's gone" I said at length

After all that, I went out of the house.

My father left for work while I was preparing breakfast. So I brought her supplies

I called Rion as usual. I don't know why he seems to be unemployed lately.

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I went to the police station where Dad was on duty, gave him his provisions and went to the hospital with Rion

Outside the office

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:"You used to drive me around a lot, sorry if that bothers you"

:"No need to worry about that, are you ready?"

:"yes, ready"

:"Then we leave"

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At the hospital, I went downstairs and invited Rion to come in together

Visiting my sister as usual.

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:"Sister, I'm coming"

:"Hanabi?"

I feel dreamt. So surprised by the voice of the hoarse brother

:"SISTER?!"

:"Finally, Shahiro's bang is on!!" Said Rion in the back

I ran up to my sister and hugged her

Crying in this warm and happy embrace

:"Thank you, Rion, always accompanied him"

:"What a bang, I don't mind"

I took off my arms, sat on my sister's bed and started a conversation

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I told her to mom, that brother was awake. And I'll be back this weekend

She came out of her room after almost a month. Hugging me and crying on my shoulder

I told you too. Happy she is

So did Kuki, she was enthusiastic to see her first brother again

:"YEYY I CAN PLAY WITH SIS SHAHIRO AGAINI" He said loudly, while jumping around for pleasure

The good news comes to those of us who have entered this abyss.

Until we think, not everything will be finished. But there will be a happy time

All my anxiety slowly disappeared. Somewhere

Although it is possible, I was negligent about healing my mentality. So maybe I won't be happy that fast..

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:"Friends, tomorrow we play. Won't you?" I said on the phone

:"Come! go to the dream academy festival! tomorrow's festival too!" Lily answered on the phone

:"Oh yeah?" Much

:"YES!" They answered in unison

~Ch 64 finish~

Sankyu!