If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 28-Yang deserves to be happy

I've been patient for a long time, and I hope it will pay off, but nothing at all.

hanabi was silent looking at the field for so long, she was daydreaming and her gaze was so empty. That gaze could not interpret everything.

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I've heard a few songs lately, some of them there's definitely a lyric about. "can't be finished with just a computer". I just found out, and still don't understand it completely.

all I know is, the meaning of the lyrics that were created in that song, they deserve life, that's what I think.

maybe I'll ask Lily to sing a song I made, so I'll think that I deserve to live too.

still hoping that it all ends here, but I still want to be with them.

:"hanabie!! it turns out you're in the field, I'm looking for you everywhere" said rion

:"What's up? you look panicked" I asked to see rion

:"that's.what's up. in class.. There's a commotion in your class" replied Rion who was still bored

:"who started it?" ask me again to approach Rion

:"stella, stella started it" she replied

*i helped rion justify his position, gave him a quick drink and said goodbye

*i ran to my class downstairs

hanabi stopped right in front of her class

:"it seems like no one is fighting" inner hanabi looked at her class who looked peaceful

*bruk!

:"THIS IDIOT WANTS TO SHOW OFF AGAIN!!" stella yelled after kicking Hanabi down

:"huh?!" hanabi is reflexive

:"you don't have to be cool! don't be afraid you're liked, you show off everything you've got! the broken home!!" stella said that pulls the gap in hanabi's clothes

:"just beat him up to mat*!" continued stella's friend

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rion ran towards the hanabi class to see if the quarrel was over or not

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:"you know?! I really hate you! you always get everything! A BROKEN HOME BOY LIKE YOU IS SO INAPPROPRIATE YOU KNOW?!" scream stella slapping hard hanabi

hanabi just fell silent, looking at the floor.

:"i've never been physically bullied like this" inner hanabi

my chest began to hurt again. My breathing began to disordered again.

:"trash kid like you, better suited to be a slave!" follow stella's friend

*bruk! brak!, kick and punch received hanabi.

:"YOU STOP!" rion shouted directly kicking stella

:"how dare! you guys had a fight to get Hanabi here huh?! AND WHY IS THE ONE IN THE CLASS JUST SILENT?! CONSPIRING WITH THEM HUH?! GODDAMN IT!!!!" shout rion.

rion immediately brought hanabi to the half-conscious hanabi uks.

in uks

:"what happened? why does he look so pale?" said mr. hiru

:"he. in the bully" replied rion lowered his head.

:"in bully? you mean??" ask sir hiru not to believe

:"he was kicked. and hit.it may have been slapped.it was because his cheeks were so red" answered rion lowered his head.

:"hanabi wasn't that stupid before her, how could he not be vigilant?" said mr. hiru

:"I thought there was a quarrel in Hanabi's class. One of the students told me. So I called him. and.." rion almost cried.

:"so you? better to be careful! hanabi is the same as Asara, they are both hated, just different ways" said Pak hiru

:"yes sir, I'm really sorry" said Rion bowing down

:"it's over, you go back to class" said Pak hiru in a cold tone

:"ba-alright.." rion answered nervously

rion left, he always turned to Hanabi and his heart really hurt, he really felt guilty.

:"I am useless.." Inner rion who walks in the corridor

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while hanabi itself is being treated by Pak hiru

:"are you okay? already mendingan?" ask sir hiru to help hanabi sit down

:"yes" Hanabi replied without looking at her at all

:"asara and I are so different" said Hanabi and immediately let out her tears.

:"do not think like that, asara has trauma, while your problems continue until now.you are great" replied sir hiru stroking Hanabi's back trying to calm down

:"just keep it, she cares" said hanabi, who was still crying

:"you also care, many care about you" said Pak hiru trying to calm down

hanabi just fell silent, crying and resigned to anything.

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afternoon, at hanabi's

:"hah.." hanabi who sighed

:"you go take a bath, I'll make you some food" said Hanabi, who was heading to the kitchen

:"let me! as a sign of apology." said Rion directly standing up from his seat

hanabi turned her head towards her, smiling as if saying thanks

:"then help me cook" said Hanabi, who continued walking into the kitchen

:"yeah!" rion ran after hanabi

in the kitchen

:"you take the eggs in the refrigerator" said Hanabi pointing to the refrigerator

:"well" rion replied

they cook together, and do not forget they make food also for hanabi mothers

at night, they talked a lot in the guest room until Hanabi finally decided to sleep

:"I slept yes, good night" said Hanabi getting up from her seat

:"yes, good night too, hanabi's beautiful dream" replied rion smiling

hanabi walked up to the stairs and up her, she went to her room and entered, closing the door.

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those who deserve to be happy are those who are willing to endure to witness the future.

hanabi lowered her head, hoping that she would also be happy later on.

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I saw so many movies or comics, those who were initially hurt, will be happy too because there is a character of his partner.

I want it too, but I still don't want to expect much.

I just want what's in that movie, even though I know it's just fiction that might not be real.

hanabi walked towards the window, opened her window and cried there.

hope that many times is dropped by reality.

the delusion of being loved by everyone and known.

it was imagination that made me feel great.

it will eventually break all that.

failed hopes, deceptive imaginations, false delusions while reality is true what Ada is, because they show what really happens in her every day. that is a bitter reality for someone who just keeps hoping without any intention to walk.

:"I always try to keep looking ahead, but in the end, I bow also because they are the ones who show the reality" inner hanabi.

in the end, I lost again.

and who deserve to be happy, are you who dare to try.you who dare to open a new self.

can I be like you? I'm amazed that you can face such a cruel world.

~ch28 finish~