If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 70-Where are the bad guys

How now?

contemplate everything and despair. Yeah, that's all I got now.

Your day will continue, so don't let you just cry all day while hurting yourself.

I am really disappointed in myself. Really disappointed. I'm sick. I hate her.

I HATE HIM!!!

Why should I?

Everyone can do it without any problems. As long as his mind could be restored they could still feel happy

But, what about me? me?

Even sleep, all I always felt was panic and emptiness in my head

The taste I've been avoiding can come back at any time. And it could make me worse than a gil* person*.

You fed up? then I'm the same. The word "everybody has a problem" really makes me desperate. I know, and I don't want to hear it

Depression doesn't make you weaker. You just get scared until you finally get desperate. That's all it is

At least that's what I can think of. Wouldn't everything be obvious if you were to experience it?

You don't need words for that.

Anyway, it'll stay the same eventually. It will all begin and end

Together with the different types of people in the world

everything will go away, and come back in a different way.

have you ever heard of how technology is becoming more and more?

Look, it proves that humans are getting more and more genius.

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I raise my hand. I need to take an antidepressant right away.

:"Son? You all right?"

:"It's not okay. If I stay quiet a lot, I'll die"

I said as I went down the stairs in a hurry

:"You need your medicine? Let me get you. Be careful you can fall"

Mom quickly went into the kitchen and looked for a separate medicine box. Specialized to fill my medications only

Give me medicine and water. And I quickly accepted it

You know how anxious I am, how panicked I am? Hey, you can think that I'm a gil*. Because that's the fact

I can't help but all this is putting me under pressure

Again and again and it never stops. You can also feel fed up and annoyed with it

Then the fear and anxiety get worse, and you become gil*

Right no?

I can no longer complain. I was just trying to hold back all the negativity in my own mind

My death is free, my life is irregular. There's no obstacle, but a lot of useless things are hanging around

.

I went through class lessons and calmed down at home. Mom goes for a consultation and Dad works, I'm totally alone here

What possible? Not likely.

:"I need help, I need something. Whatever show anything. Shit why is there nothing??"

I'm wandering around ruffling the house. Run to the corner and tremble.

:"Someone help me.."

Pulling my own hair and tearing its strands

:"Someone. I need something"

It can't just get better, can it? I'mtired.

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A few hours, I don't know what time it is. The bright day is now disappearing.

The afternoon? It doesn't seem like afternoon.

I'm sleepy. Go to sleep. Forever

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My eyes easily closed. And yes, I slept

Sleep like a normal person. Well, the difference is I fell asleep on the floor

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Do you know what it's been like lately?

I can think everyone is just like someone in the past. Give up and I don't want to see them

How many times have I locked myself in my room and scratched some of my limbs?

Hands, neck. Hey, there's on my feet, too

Oh, I should have drawn something there

I just imagined that I was just a gil* person who was becoming a normal person

It makes me happier than anything. Remember my dream before?

I always said that I wanted to be a fugitive or that I would mat* in a way that I liked

That hasn't been done until now. So I pretended to be relieved that it didn't happen

Everything deceives.

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Now I'm at school. Skipping lessons and reading books in the library like I used to.

A bad guy. People who don't want to take care of anything. Yeah, like that

I keep learning. The difference is, I learned through books mixed in the library

Sometimes you have to be able to live. Obviously I'm very tired. Real tired. But I continue this story.

Always, after everything then I can only start. Start to assume everything is a mere hallucination and it will perish

Okay, maybe it's a break. Do I have to get out?

:"Hanabi, I bought onigiri"

Rion suddenly appeared behind me. Give me that onigiri and sit next to me

:"You yourself? not eat?" much

:"Then it was. I'm in the truancy. The next hour I didn't like it" he replied

:"Cooking lessons?"

:"Yes! anyway, I'd rather eat your cooking"

:"As far as you are. Thanks for the onigiri, I ate ya"

:"Eat it, I'll buy it for you"

Then I ate it with gourmand.

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At first I was just reading a book alone, now there was someone beside me. And he read the book

:"Haha! this comic is funny!" Say it while laughing

:"Hey, don't be noisy. It's a library" I said

:"Oh yes, sorry sorry. I forgot."

:"Why, by the way, did you just read a textbook? moreover, it's a lesson that is being taught in class" he asked

:"I didn't skip class or study, I just skipped socializing. That's why I'm still smart"

:"Scoffs me?"

:"No way"

:"Hmp, stop. I read my comic again"

:"Please" I replied while taking notes

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The lesson hour is over. Change the hours of other lessons

:"Not returned?" Ask me

:"I'm sleepy. Wake up just home"

:"Hey! Rion! is your job done?"

:"It's all done"

Does he really intend to sleep? I wanted to ignore that but I'm not sure.

Maybe he still has some work to do.

:"Now this troubles me" I let out a heavy sigh

I continued studying, while watching Rion who was sound asleep

:"He's sweet too." My inner

What was I thinking?

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Finished with all classes. How are the children sleeping in the library?

Yeah, let it go. No, I was just kidding

:"Wakeup. Let's go home"

He didn't wake up of course. Maybe you'll be upset if you're in my position right now

:"WAKE UP!"

:"WOAA!"

I kicked the chair down.

:"Other times be careful young man, it is dangerous to sleep until it falls"

:"Hey! where are you going?!!!"

He followed me like a child.

He's funny, it makes me happy to see him act cute

:"So? you said you asked to wake up when you got home from school"

:"Well, afternoon? wahhh a dazzling light!"

:"Sunset beautiful huh here? I've never seen it" I said

:"You see with me no? tomorrow?" ask her spirit

:"Hm?"

~Ch 70 finish~

Sankyu!