If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 34-I am strong

miracles can happen in a world full of tragedy, no matter how small it is

the thing that can radiate someone's hopes and desires, I think it's a miracle.

a few days ago, I was still in my inner troubles to the point that I tried to bun*h myself maybe 2 times..

and now I'm putting all my hopes out on that painting.it's probably for the best.

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I got off the stage and left the big painting on top of Sana

my friends, lily, kenzo, rion. approached me and cheered cheerfully

brother shahiro and kuki hug me proudly

is this happiness from simplicity? that so?

I looked at my painting once again, a painting that people admired. Did they see the meaning in it?

:"the painting..has a strong meaning huh?" rion asked

:"uh?"

:"I saw something more than a scene.I may not understand much about the picture, but I felt it was far more remarkable than it looked"

:"you're great too" I patted Rion on the shoulder

:"haha, it turns out to be true" rion laughed

satisfied with what I achieved. I decided to look around the festival. I was not too interested to watch the rest of the show

we walked around the festival. There was a book sale of novels in Sana, I immediately approached her

at the bookstall

:"hey, this is a popular novel! the price is very expensive" Rion took the book

:"what's that novel?"

from that title, maybe it was a life novel? life stories? I don't know

:"how much does this novel cost?" rion asked the salesman

:"139 k" replied the seller

:"cheaper!! I'll buy one" rion's happy

I don't understand his mindset, but well, I'm happy to see him

finished with the book there, we moved to another stall that was just as interesting

at the doll stall, Kuki whines to kak shahiro asking to buy a large size rabbit doll

cookies are very fond of stuffed rabbits and stuffed forms of cookies, because cookies are his favorite snack

that's why in the dormitory cookies are more often called "cookies"

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kak shahiro bought the stuffed rabbit, because the cookies whine to tears because they are not bought.The children will always win

on the way back to the gate (we want to go home because there are no lesson hours), the cookie continues to show off the doll he got from kak shahiro, a smile spreading on his face. she kept hugging the doll and no one could touch her at all

:"when you can't" kenzo whines

:"no! the rabbit will not be at home"

:"your impression is still single ken" lily warms up

:"your watch" replied Kenzo upset

we laughed at that moment

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we have returned to each other's homes

i, kuki, kak shahiro, and rion are cleaning the house while waiting for mom to cook lunch (plate anyway)

what are your hopes today? do you want to achieve something today? are you tired today? I'm glad you're still as active as ever.I hope you can achieve the future as you expect.

do not just think about romance, they have their own time.if tired of the word love, then end the thought

you still have a lot to go through, not just about romance. I know it's complicated, but if you stay at that point. What will you develop?

I'm glad you guys have your own way of thinking, it can keep your mind growing

passion for today, until whenever it is.

because we have no limits.

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mom called us to eat, and we quickly went into the house and into the kitchen

;"today good food." said the mother showing a lot of food.

look a lot of fresh seafood and meat.this party eat~

we sat down at each of us and started eating all of it, absolutely delicious!

maybe this time is fun, because I hope the night will not come. Because I still have not solved this inner problem, there will definitely be a time when all those thoughts come back again

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19:02, night

I stayed in the room, drawing stars that today look a lot

while feeling the cool of the night wind, I described all the stars I saw

the color of the sky today is quite bright.I like the color.

I think I can calm down a little tonight, I hope so

it's true that a lot of time has passed, even if you don't pay attention to it, it's changed

little by little you will feel the change and begin to pay attention to your surroundings.

aah.it's okay if it hurts, at least I have a handful of hopes that I've put in the picture

I was still thinking about their responses about me, whether they still hated me or not

I still clearly remember the incident at that time, where they started bullying me blatantly.

I felt jealous of those who had so many fans, that I thought about being like them, and I realized that it wasn't the real me

the process that I'm running right now, is proof that my defenses haven't all collapsed yet.I can still restart a future that I can't see

there will be a short joke that will make the farewell sign more open.

the more you laugh, the less your time may be. It's not true, it's happiness.so don't be afraid

our death is set, and all we have to do before it happens.

I may be afraid of mat*, but I also want it.

- find a way to mat*Ter first, new Want to mat*

that's how I guess.

no matter how strong we are, we must have a point of weakness, we have our point of tiredness.

we are not perfect, that's the point, for example, the stars in the sky, in space they are very much, but here we see a little of them

we can not see all our abilities at once, it will process from time to time, and we will certainly realize it somehow

I'm strong, I'm great.

if I keep saying that, I won't improve because I believe that I am strong, I forget my shortcomings and can't fix them.

I will not hesitate any more in the face of the obstacles of this life.This is the path I choose, and will continue like that.

if I am strong, then I must overcome my fear.

~ch34 finish~

sankyu!