If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 18-Nonsense

aahhh.I think too much about it!

I should have forgotten you..

like he couldn't, I better not force myself.

ley..

:"aaaaaaaaaaa"

:"why are you?"

:"I like you but I'm sure you'll turn it down because you don't want to destroy our friendship"

.

:"you..like me?"

:"so much like you."

now I wonder, what is love really?

they say, "love is blind", or sometimes "love is affection".

I can't choose between the two because I really don't understand.

it is only natural for me at this young age that many people will approach, then in times like this..

I don't care about it, but I think about it all the time.

I love someone, but I really don't understand why.

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sunday, in school, field

:" fine! today we will be preparing for another festival! all of her excited??"

:"YESY!!!"

:"then! let's start preparing for a grand festival!!"

hanabi, who was in the classroom (2nd floor) in the school building, looked out because the sound of cheers sounded so lively.

along with some other students, Hanabi and those in the school building could only watch it.

:"well, I want to come down and help" said one student.

:"we are sick, even if we want to, they must forbid it or just give a light task" replied his friend

:"I'll get bored if I just look, moreover we don't study because of festival preparation" one student said

:"better watch it, oh! you brought an hp? let's just play hp!" answer his friend

:"well" said the student

hanabi just looked down without caring about what they were talking about. Hanabi focused on seeing the helpful rion down there.

yes, they are in the school building, only a few students/schoolers who are sick. Hanabi actually does not hurt, he has asthma and also his chest is always sore at all times. so he was allowed to join the students/schoolgirls in the school building on the permission of hiru-sensei.

:"below so noisy.." inner hanabi

:"well, I wish I could go home. I want to sleep" said a student beside Hanabi.

:"oh yeah, what's your name?" ask the student to Hanabi

:"ah, I'm hanabi" replied hanabi

:"Greetings, I'm yuki, yuki hiragawa" said her again wanting to shake hands

:"Greet yuki" Hanabi replied

:"just now you're quiet, what did you see downstairs?" ask yuki

:"I saw people" Hanabi replied looking down again

:"oh do you know? rion from Ba class" asked yuki

:"I know, he's my friend" Hanabi replied

:"heh... friend??" yuki

:"you better not be friends with her, she's famous as a playboy" yuki said again

:"as if you knew the truth behind it all." - Inner Hanabi who was a little upset to hear it

:"so, I will try" replied Hanabi who is still focused on looking down (field)

:"oh yeah, are you liking someone?" ask yuki who is getting curious

:"at this time, there may not be" replied hanabi.

:"you're like a child at home, so simple in social terms" said yuki

:"if it's true there are her" inner hanabi who wants to cry

yuki's words offended hanabi.

:"already ah, I want to go back to class" said Yuki with a disappointed look

hanabi looked down (field)

lily and Kenzo who saw the hanabi up there, immediately waved their hands, and the hanabi replied.

lily felt something was wrong with the look of Hanabi's face, she immediately ran to find Pak haru to ask permission to rest for a while.

:"oh, of course, rest first, I'm sure you're very tired" said sir haru

:"thank you very much sir!" lily nodded

lily ran straight to the school building, and to the 2nd floor.

:"hanabi.. you're okay?" ask Lily who walked towards hanabi

:"you always know my problems yes" replied hanabi smiling

:"duhh.. are you lonely? or don't like being here? come with us to help, exclaimed youh" said Lily hugging hanabi

:"ok, I'm bored here, I want to help too" replied Hanabi returning lily's embrace

:"then come on! you won't be given any hard and hard work, so don't worry" Lily said holding Hanabi's hand

:"yes, thank you" replied hanabi smiling

they went back to the field together.

with the day getting late, they keep helping on the field.I don't feel, it's 18:00.

right at 6pm, the festival only needs decorations.

the sick students had already gone home first, while the ones on the ground were cheering for the success of their cooperation.

:"this I've never seen in my entire life" inner hanabi lowered her head.

:"this will not happen again.I do not want to see it. not anymore.." inner hanabi.

hanabi retreated slowly, retreated and continued to retreat until she hit someone.

:"you're not papa? aren't you feeling well?" rion asked behind her

:"rion..!" said Hanabi who was startled and reflexes turned around

:"pardon me, I didn't know it was you" said the smiling little Hanabi

:"what's okay, are you okay? want to go home soon? you look so pale!" rion saw hanabi's face

:"my face pale? really did? like she wasn't" said hanabi holding her face

:"duh.your face is pale tau" said rion again.

*rion touched hanabi's forehead

:"heat! you feverish?" said Rion flapping his hands

:"ti-no.." said the somewhat doubtful hanabi.

hanab! hanab! it'sme! ley!

let's play again today! it's so bright today!

what the hell are you doing? don't daydream! listen to me talk

do you think of me as the wind? evil:(

stay with you, Hanabi.don't force what you don't like.

it doesn't matter if you don't understand a feeling, don't force it. It's not good for yourself.

hanab! listen no? yanabi!! iihhh. whereas you yourself are asking for advice!

*deg deg deg deg

:"hanabie! wake up!!"

:"is he okay??"

:"there's fallen! she fainted??"

:"that's hanabi, isn't it? pity him"

:"hey take it to the uks!"

:"quick carry him and take him to the uks!"

you get sick because you always talk to the night sky.

you're sick from the wind.

I told you to take care of your health!

ley. I don't know who to talk to. I can't trust them..

don't you trust me, too? so you don't believe me? that so?

no. that's not it. I..

"wither away"

her inner whisper that tidied up everything. Hanabi was unconscious.

~ch18 finish~