If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 65 - The expression Rion

The day of the festival arrived.

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:"See how awesome the dream academy is. They have their own way of having fun" I said looking around the festival area

Yep. All the fun stuff looks here. Really just a pleasure

But not with my mind. Everything is still random.

Raise Shahiro from coma. Mother often appeared in the family room. Father who is often at home does not work.

Life sounds normal, right? but the look on their own faces said "Ah, I'm afraid of it"

To the extent that when the news about the old man was seen, the mother immediately rushed to change the channel and hid somewhere.

I always see it from the stairs. Look closely

:"Well, it really broke" I murmured at the time

Not looking at a peaceful world anymore. Just a silent annoyed silent annoyance all day long.

So this festival, it should be able to restore my mind.

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:"Hanabi, how about we buy some food here? looky. A lot of it" Rion said pointing to the food stall on the outskirts of the festival

He pulled me before he answered. Then I took me to a food store near us

Sweet food looks good there. Like a roadside dessert that uploads taste

:"Sir, we want one yes. Any taste" Rion ordered

:"Okay, wait a minute"

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:"This is my brother, so 15 thousand yes brother"

:"Thank you so much brother" he said again

:"Buying only one? Buy me too" I said

:"We eat together" she replied with a smile

:"Oh.. All right" I just agreed

We tried the triangle cake together. Feed each other

It tastes good, but it doesn't suit my taste. Although I can still eat, it still feels impossible to spend

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After that, we went to another food store. Buy lots of food and eat together

After all was done, we decided to sit in a place that was provided to put goods or food/drinks. The bench and table are there, that's how it is

:"The longer the more dating-like yes" said Rion

:"Eh? Ah.. You're right too"

:"By the way, hanabi. We are soon in the 2nd grade of High School, do not want to try to go to school again? I'm lonely" he said with a sullen look on his face

:"I'm still thinking about it"

:"Do you want to go to college?"

:"No, I plan to go to school again. I'm not comfortable at home"

:"If you just go back to the dream academy, we can play every time"

:"Are you not all busy with work?"

:"Now not. Because soon after the exam, we are required to focus on studying"

:"Aww, Kenzo must be sad"

:"Hahaha, from the announcement until now, he was always pouting!"

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The conversation continued to flow, draining our time until the afternoon arrived

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It's show time. Rion pamit and went to his stage which there was already crowded in the people

I thought for a moment. If I could get that kind of fame, would all this pain be gone?

I even tried to bun*h myself again before leaving here.

I don't think I have anything wrong. Hey, man made a mistake. So do people. So am I the only one who deserves to be unfairly granted for my mistakes?

I try to be a perfectionist. I just love perfection. So that I will detail in terms of whether I am wrong or not.

But in fact I am still a human being who does not have self-perfection.

Even if I won a trophy, no one would be proud of it? Look how shitty my mind is.

:"I need a sedative"

I began to wake up in a panic, looking for something to see. Moving to find spicy food for me to eat

:"It's still afternoon. Hang on at least until you get home" the mind grumbled

Why can't this time? Was it because I was so frustrated and put it all together? Hey, that's fucking.

Why should it be now?

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Saw it at a magnificent festival concert. To make me feel, the busier, the more I forget the problem.

I don't really know him, but at least seeing him suffer in the family, it should be obvious, right?

The fear must still exist. But all are closed by a wide variety of jobs and activities

But what the fuck am I? I feel dead but alive. I feel like my soul has been lost. So I woke up. And this is the result I found.

It seems I like to see fatal self-mistakes, making my body even more lapsed in a sad groove.

:"Here you go, at least he's happy" I muttered and left

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I'm looking for Lily everywhere

Until the concert ended, I just found Lily in the dressing room

:"It turns out you're here, I'm looking everywhere for you" I said

:"Eh? Hanabi?? why, I think you're happy to watch Rion's onser"

:"He was right, that was. I thought I should go home, so I looked for you first"

:"Fastly.. The festival is not finished yet"

:"Haha, I know this festival will be finished tomorrow"

:"Yes, um. Is there a problem?"

:"No, just tired. I'm lacking rest"

:"Then let me drive you home"

:"Thank you very much"

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Just wanting to get out of the festival territory, Rion grabbed my hand and pulled me away to where the stage was

:"HEY WAIT" Lily said from behind loudly

I was told to stay put and watch

Rion went on stage again and started singing

:"Did he want you to hear that song?" Ask Lily behind me

:"I don't know, but I'll listen" I replied

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The song continues to be sung by him. I was struck by a couple of lyrics that meant "i like you"

Rion kept glancing at me.

:"Maybe the song is over soon. Hows it? what message does he want to send?" Ask Lily who might not understand

:"Hey, does Rion like me?" Much

:"Hm? that's from the fit that Kenzo said it was. You still go to school here"

:"Oh yes? that really?"

:"Yes, I immediately asked. How are you doing that? why?"

:"Do not know" I answered lazily

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:"I LIKE SOMEONE I PICK UP AND GO WITH. I HOPE HE CAN ACCEPT ME. I DON'T WANT TO FORCE IT BUT I REALLY LIKE IT SINCERELY!!!!!" Shouted Rion through a loud mic

:"My ears" Lily closed her ears

Many fans cheered and asked "who"

While Rion just sighed and started crying

:"Like children" I muttered to see him

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A few minutes passed after that, just now the band wanted to come on stage. Rion asked for a moment to tell her feelings

How could it know? I was near them.

:"Okay, I'll tell you who this girl is that I like. ORIGINALLY H!"

Fans fussed, grumbling because only the initials are told

:"Lily, let's go back to yu"

:"It is certain that it is you. Get on stage"

:"Males"

:"Come on" Lily whined

:"I want us to! HANABI YUKI'S"

:"HUH?!" I was surprised

~Ch 65 finish~

Sankyu!