If Tomorrow Is Coming

If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 69-Activities


Lessons that are repeated and learned


There is no stopping everyone chasing achievement. Just for a trophy or a charter that will only be a display


If I'm curious, I'll look for it. That's the key word


The future is usually measured by experience and how much they achieve something extraordinary


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In the first hour of study I was bored. Record what is explained by the teacher, then given the task to be done


Things that will be repeated by all students even until they are adults.


I don't know how many times I've said there's nothing interesting about school.


Maybe everyone will think the same. About school. All that is enjoyed from it is experience and friends


They only get the chatter and knowledge that they will probably forget.


Everything they teach is not really absorbed. Because for them it is useless


Maybe they think "no need, anyways it won't be possible in the future"


Ahh.. when is the break bell ringing?


 


Time passed, and the hour of rest came


I went to the cafeteria to buy a lot of food. Lots of spicy food I bought.


To remove the pressure. At least I can eat until my stress subsides


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Go back to my class and eat it all. Hey, I always feel like crying all the time


Bothering right? I tried to stop it in various ways.


Eat fast until my mouth is full. My body trembled withstanding the cry that I don't know what caused it


Try to calm down and continue eating voraciously.


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I want to ask you one thing, what do you do at the worst time? really am. I want to know


It's good if you guys open your voice and tell me, I'll be happy to hear it. Seeing you take off all the complaints


That's the thing I've been craving all along.


And that's also the thing that's been curious about me all along.


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Unfeeling, all the food was gone by me. And just at that time, the 2nd lesson hour bell rang.


Now it's back to starting. Student routine


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Afternoon arrive. I went home first, while Rion was doing his job at the library


Very tough, right? I think people like him deserve to be loved


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Just now that I wanted to go home, I remembered that I was going to meet Kuki in his dorm


The dormitory is a long way if I walk. But since this is still in the school environment, it doesn't matter while having a reason


So, I went straight to the dorm. Indeed, I don't really remember which way to go to the dorm, so I asked the attendant several times at the school


:"Library is much easier to achieve huh." Mumbles


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It's night time. Look at the color of the sky that turns into this black color


I ran to get there faster. And pray that Kuki doesn't sleep


 


:"Hah!!.. until also running like this. just deserve I feel bad, running is already tired"


:"Sister?"


I looked around, looking for the source of the sound


Kuki!


I ran to him and hugged him


:"A late brother, huh? not the same as Rion?"


:"He has many tasks. So brother came here himself"


:"Dormitory is far from school. Don't impose brother yes, later brother tired kayak now how"


:"Yes yes, I don't repeat"


:"What are you yourself? want to come home or here?"


:"Kuki wait for Shahiro's brother to recover completely"


Ah, true. Brother Shahiro has not improved at all.


:"Yes.Makasih brotherkk"


Kuki. And I avenge it


He said goodbye and went back to the dorm. While I stay in place


Awareness thinned. I just do what I usually do. And forget the man who was lying in the hospital bed


Tin!!!


The sound of the motor horn surprised me. I looked back and saw Rion sitting on his bike


:"I'm calling you. But not answered. So I came here myself"


:"Do you know where I'm going to the children's dorm?"


:"Ask officer dong"


:"It's been 8 and a half hours. Why not just go home?" much


:"Sir papa dong. I'll take you home, and then I'll go home. The helmet! let's go up"


He threw his helmet and made me catch it


:"But thank you, I thought I'd be home by midnight last night"


:"Hahaha, want to visit first?"


:"Hospital. Place where Shahiro's sister is being treated"


:"Okay, I'd like to visit her too"


:"We're leaving"


:"Ok"


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Until the hospital, I visited my sister who turned out to be awake.


:"Last visited he was in a coma. Thank goodness it was already human"


:"I'm sure it will be good from now on. Don't think too much"


:"Haha, I know. Ask the doctor about his condition. I can't calm down even if I see her sleeping well"


:"Sure, I'm coming"


And this is the end. Brother Shahiro was declared improving and was indeed awake


He could go home after a few weeks of healing


Who is not happy to hear it? I was so happy that I couldn't say anything more than a word of thanks that came out of my mouth


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We went back to our homes after that. And I fell asleep on my soft bed.


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If every word is said for something that doesn't make sense. Then you'll be considered insane


Meditate and try to withstand all the bad. Didn't he?


It'll make you even more tired. If you can't stand it, then say everything you want. Doesn't mean you have to limit it


Shouts as loud as you want. Cry as hard as you want.


Everything is clear and it will be better than ever


You can do anything if you're free. Doesn't it?


But really. I'm sick of everything. Why does trouble always come, why does it exist? it just makes everyone nervous


Who and what is to blame for all those who cried at that time?


The mind cannot be controlled as it should be. And the brain makes a scenario like it can't go back


Frighteningly.


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Morning comes. Somehow the sound of birds chirping now sounded clear.


There were no trees near my house, maybe the chirping was heard from some electricity poles


I'm trying to be really conscious right now.


Good morning to the world. After all the nightmares that were gotten


Not even getting ready for school. The panic greeted me again


Can't do anything but try to calm down by sitting still. Trying to make the thought that it was all a lie


Let's just say I'm daydreaming. Daydreaming while crying and hitting my head until I feel so dizzy and frustrated


I have to get school permission again today. I have to try to be normal again this time.


I feel like I'm being a crazy person now.


~Ch 69 finish~


Sankyu!