If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 56-World story

This time I'm going to do a story, so check it out

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In our world, there lives a short-haired girl. He is famous for his intelligence at school. Unfortunately, he was a loner so no one wanted to get close to him

There may be, but just want to use it

The girl was raised by her sister's little girl. His parents often quarrel. His father even beat him and knocked him unconscious many times

His mother loved him, but she couldn't protect him. His mother was also a victim

His brother is brave, like a hero. Although unable to report the act to the police due to pressure from the old man, the older brother tried to protect his sister and mother at all times

Until finally they become adult humans who do not know the age. Make up stories that they never get hurt

Finally their father asked for a divorce with the mother, sadly approved

Their lives are starting to return to normal.Unfortunately, the trauma is on each of them. Can not go through the day without fear of anxiety empty panic and various other things

This is not the happy ending they want

But they keep trying. Finding the best way to stay alive. Success sticks with them

Unfortunately, one member of the family, it seems not at home in the world

How many times did he want to end his life? I don't know. It ends with the girl being taken to a psychologist and getting a confection. Which may not be useful to himself

Her brother who went to a famous school in the city, and worked as an idol. Maybe the brother is enjoying this world so much now, although it is possible, the trauma is still stored clearly in the mind. With real evidence, that he is still afraid of his name as a life partner

Okay okay, now I don't know what else to tell you

Ahhh, I'm tired of writing.

:"You just eat"

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I went to the kitchen and saw a lot of food at the dinner table, I took what I liked, and then took it to the room

Eat in the room, drink in the.. I forgot I haven't had a drink.

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Yeah, that's my whole day now. With so many alpha schools, and almost wanted out of school because of this stupid thing

I'm tired, but what can I do? my mind says I don't deserve to be anywhere! isn't that a bitch?

I'm sure almost everyone wants to be senseless just to fill their day. Many people want to try but never succeed

Her slang, introvert. I'm not one of them, I'm just an idiot girl with trauma. So any nickname wouldn't fit except "crazy"

Can I just babble this time? I'm tired of my story

All right, this time we're gonna talk about the love of the world.

I'm sure you've all liked or admired someone. Feel the love in the depths of the heart

I have, too, and maybe you already know that. Yep. I used to love Ley, my very handsome childhood friend. She's adorable, loving. People say that he is the man of all girls

Ley knows the limits of speech, not excessive. Accepting any flaws, he completely understood about feelings.

But to be honest, I don't like his attitude like that. So I approached her. I try to turn him into himself.

And it worked. All completed? no. gabe. We talked to each other, played together. Being a friend for a long time.

Do you want to know what class I was in?

Class 1 SD, up to Class 6SD, we're friends. Befriend. So close our relationship was that many thought we were sister

But we understand each other?

Because our life stories are almost similar.

Ley with her family

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:"It's like you were taught to mature because of their attitude and the time that passed. I even thought that I was never a child" I said

Tau will mean adult without knowing age, it means adult without knowing the time of growth around the world

They are grown up depending on them, and how their lives are going.

In the past, Ley and I once had a happy story.We made it in a journal

Through the past 6 years, Ley tells the story of her family who began to realize their mistakes. Then try to be the best for Ley

Coupled with my story too, which ended with the divorce of both parents and mother who got custody for my sister, me, and my sister

You could say, it was a good ending for us.

But I didn't expect. Ley is good at covering up her wounds.

I don't want to remember that past.

Yes, Ley Surah was seriously ill for a long time. And finally there is

:"Then after all. The trials of life really face competitiveness I can not resist the desire bun*h this me. The SMP period is not really awesome. Until High School full of hallucinations and criticism of yourself"

I was crying in my window. I began to realize that I had fallen again.

The endless stress was over, and the pressure made me feel like I didn't deserve to be everywhere

I'm sick of people like I used to be, and end up wanting to go back to the sky to meet the people I love there.

To be honest, Rion was a savior. I thought.

But now it's hard to trust anyone.

Next time I won't tell a story, it makes me almost crazy just because I remember things I shouldn't

I've been in the abyss. Yeah, ravine.

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Hey, looky. It's morning already. My mind starts to calm down on its own

See who always has a schedule to heat up? Sometimes I hate the mind itself

I took my phone, opened the chat and asked Shahiro

I really decided to get out of school.

Brother Shahiro just asked why and agreed. Because the worse my mind gets, the more I try not to

The point is, no one can really beat this mentality

Long story short, I was sent a letter out of school. It's already finished

Stayed in semester 1 and I don't care about the whole story anymore

Because the most important thing for me right now is just that I have to survive all the bad thoughts and try my best to survive. Always

Hey you! am I free this time? or do you enjoy my stories? I hope so

See you around! I wish I didn't die so easily because of the world. I'm still wondering how my own story will go..

I say bye! I'm gonna clean up all the graffiti before I'm gonna get back to running this life story.

With passion.

Hope that the happy ending will be attached to your story, believe it and apply it in everyday life

~Ch 56 done!~

Sankyu!