If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 27-Fake world

back to hanabi, where she herself still hides her troubles from rion.

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act as if nothing happened, just wrong with this self that is always negative.

:"akhs! hot damn! what the fuck!! why fail again, huh?! basic brain shit!! why so stupid?!" hanabi shouted kicking at the dense wall.

:"AKHH... time fails again anyway???!" said Hanabi who gripped her hair firmly.

:"why sihh!! wrong where else is bangs*t?!" hanabi continued to curse herself

yes, hanabi lost her interest again. Hanabi failed to make the perfect craft, hanabi failed to become a believer.

flashbacks

thursday, at school

:"hanabi, I thought you could be better than this" senior Hanabi said

:"uh?" hanabi was shocked

:"your craft is bad, it cannot be put on display for the festival." continued the senior

:"i'm really sorry" said the subdued Hanabi

:"basic useless" the senior murmured

from a distance, sir came and witnessed the incident

:"what's the problem?" ask haru to approach them

:"this sir, hanabi makes it bad" said the senior showing the craft that hanabi made

:"isn't this good and appropriate? you're the one with too high a taste" said the senior

:"me? i didn't! it's bad! because this is for the country music festival! a lot is coming! tourists from other countries will also come here!" the senior said it did not accept

:"you know that I worked on it for almost 1 week.before I even took rion away from his hell." Inner hanabi lowered her head.

flashback off

:"AKH! WHY AM I SO HARD TO MAKE IT?! HE DESTROYED IT!! BAJING*N IS USELESS!! MAT!!!" hanabi shouted throwing things near her

the mind that begins to whisper the words mat*.the eye that begins to shed tears.

tonight, can I calm down tonight..

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while in the living room

rion is listening to music on his phone using earphones. actually he realized There is something wrong above (hanabi room), and, but he wants to listen first so that nothing unwanted happens.

while hanabi

bowed resignedly to what happened, and covered her cries with her pillow.

he did not dare to ruin anything else, it reminded him of the past he hated the most.

tomorrow, at school, hours of craft lessons.

:"hanabi, is it done?" asked the senior who at that time scolded hanabi

:"finished..? there is no deadline now" Hanabi said

:"you're thinking about the lesson now?! I told you to finish that craft, didn't I?! you're tul* HUH?!" asara's anger at him.

hanabi was only speechless, she looked annoyed while the disciples just watched her, including the three hanabi companions.

:"rion, just shut up" said Lily holding back rion who wanted to go to hanabi

:"but why? can you watch her get scolded?" rion pointed at hanabi

:"the problem is, brother Asara also has a burden" replied Lily looking at brother asara.

:"you mean?" ask the clueless Rion

:"all the students in this school already know, including hanabi, and they keep it a secret" replied Lily who was still focusing on her brother who was scolding hanabi

:"hanabi.so patient, she's so good!" said a student behind Sana

*rion turned to the source of the voice, hearing their conversation.

:"his parents said his sibling was dibun*h and hidden by both of his step parents"

:"so bad.."

they all looked at Asara.

you poor little girl, where I confess that you're much more tormented than I am.

if someone is wearing a mask..

:"WHY DON'T YOU SCOLD ME BACK?! YOU'RE HUMBLING ME HUH?!" yell asara's feet pull collar hanabi

:"CHARACTER!" sir haru at the classroom door

*all students turned towards Pak haru including asara and hanabi

:"go to uks now" said pak haru with a sharp look.

asara just fell silent, obeying her brother's orders

after the elder brother left, Hanabi let out a long sigh and was given a standing ovation from the students in the class.

:"I was almost angry with her" said Hanabi who was feeling tired

:"thank you very much" said Haru sir

:"sir, please take her back to the psychiatrist" Hanabi said

:"no longer possible. his parents are getting crazy" replied sir haru patting his forehead

:"it's not your parents either sir" Hanabi said

:"Can I just kill them?" hanabi said smiling

:"PSIKOPAT" cried the disciples there

:"diem no" said hanabi flat

:"oh yeah, I've fixed your craft, and the results aren't too bad. The fragments aren't very visible and this could be on display at the festival this week." said sir Haru showed photos on his phone

:"ah, thank you so much sir, honestly I was really upset at that time and wanted to cut off the body of the brother asara as well" Hanabi said laughing awkwardly

:"no problem, he doesn't intend to be like that actually" said pak haru

:"how are your crafts?"

:"liat dong pak~~"

:"I want to see the craft of this talented man!"

:"whooahhh!" those who are amazed

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somewhere else

asara, in the front field, saw the magnificent stage located there.

:"only one day, why so magnificent?" muttered asara

:"false world, lying world, in the end I am not happy either." the inner self who is still down

:"i envy hanabi, she has so much talent. So far, she's really surpassed me" muttered asara raising her head again

from a distance, hanabi who was walking towards the front field saw kak asara who was alone there.

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should it? if yes, then sorry to interrupt.

:"The feeling is very lonely, the feeling is just like I'm alone here.I always say "disgusting" or "troublesome" to myself. Hoping that I realize there won't be time to cry over this.

I wish I could smile again, even though I realized it was fake.

Happy, is not the right word for me at the moment, because I myself have not even been able to find my own way back" said Hanabi who lowered her head as she walked towards the field.

asara heard those words, fell silent.restrained her cries and immediately ran towards the uks.

:"this is not just for you, this is also for me. Because I hope to mat* again now" murmured hanabi who was looking up at the school building.

seey? it was so high, enough for one jump. I was also curious if my blood color was good? maybe it'll be dark? I'm curious about scary stuff again.

ley, like her I am still not ready to repeat the steps again.I am still a child who needs to be guided. Inner hanabi stared at the field so wide with the magnificent stage that was there.

~ch27 finish~