If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 14-Invisible mask

someone ran And cried, I came to him and supported him And gave him spirit. Then the man ran back forward until he disappeared from my sight.

he who initially wanted to run from his problems, I who gave him the spirit, he who ran back on his problems then solved his problems thanks to words.

I can only give it to myself who should have been like that since before, I can't at all.

I was still silent in the same place And always saw someone running while crying, I did the same thing, but I never followed their footsteps.

:"then what are you doing there?"

waiting, waiting for someone to say something I told people many times.the same thing, the same thing.

:"what do you expect from that guy?"

comfort, warmth, everything.I want perfection.

I always look at the mirror, I admire my beautiful and shining self, but when I laugh, look back at the mirror with myself still smiling widely. "ah, when I laugh, I don't deserve to look like this. I look so ugly about this." And after that, my face turned grim and I looked so disgusting.

so I hate him.

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:"I'll be there soon, no need to worry" said Hanabi calling someone while wearing shoes at the door (in the house)

:"I'm sorry because I just came today, I'll give my best in exchange" she said, preparing to wear her little bag

:"well, fine. I'll leave right now, no need to worry, I can use the bus" he continued to open the door of his house

*cklek

hanabi immediately ran to a bus stop near her house

at the dream academy

hanabi was immediately greeted by the senior there and delivered to the Headmaster's room first

:"excuse me" said Hanabi opening the door of the principal's room

:"come in" answered him

:"sorry for my delay" said Hanabi lowering her body

:"no problem, because you have business, that's only natural" replied the principal

*cklek

the door was closed by his senior

:"hello hanabi, nice to meet you" said the senior wanting to shake hands

:"ah, nice to meet brother" Hanabi replied in reply

:"so hanabi, we're going to do some tests now, doesn't it matter?" ask the principal

:"no problem sir, I'm ready to run it" Hanabi replied smiling to the principal

tests are done, many things that must be handled hanabi, but hanabi managed to carry out all her tests smoothly.

daytime

:"yeah.you!" said hanabi looking at lily and kenzo at the gate of dream academy

*hanabi ran towards them

:"HANABII" said Lily directly hugging hanabi

:"what's the business done?" ask kenzo to hanabi

:"already, it's not that important either. I should have come with you yesterday.it's hard to do it yourself" Hanabi replied with a regretful look.

:"no papa, we're here anyway, right?" lily patted hanabi's shoulder

:"we still have to run the last test" kenzo continued

:"what's that test?" ask hanabi

:"this, look at this dress! we both wanted to be idols, so we were asked to design our first dress" Kenzo said

:"cool enough design" said hanabi looking at the paper

:"what about mine? I think there's less, but I don't know where it is" Lily said showing the paper as well

:"yours are also beautiful, you are quite talented" Hanabi replied looking at Lily's paper

:"all right, let's go!" kenzo said walk first

:"wait for us!" lily and hanabi are together

the day was full of busyness.registration and tests, after which accompany friends, then go home.

:"hanabi, don't you want to be an idol too? you can get a lot of money" Lily asked hanabi

:"eye duitan base" sahut hanabi stared flat lily

:"i have not been interested in being an idol, maybe it will be tiring" replied Hanabi looking ahead

info: they again walk to the front gate of the school to go home together. (already afternoon)

:"as it is, but I want to be the best!" kenzo said excitedly

they laughed together all the way back home.

"me see you!"

hanabi, who was in her room, sat on the side of the bed.

empty again. Actually what happened to me?

hanabi kept daydreaming, until the door of her room was knocked..

*tok tok

:"yeah?" hanabi said in the room

:"dinner is ready, let's go down to eat" said Hanabi's mother behind the door

:"yes ma'am, I'll be there" Hanabi replied in the room

hanabi opened the door and walked down the stairs and became chalky

:"ah.there is bread" inner hanabi saw bread on the table.

:"you said you wanted bread, right? I bought you some fresh bread, eat it" said Hanabi's mother, who was putting rice on the hanabi plate

:"thank you ma'am" replied hanabi smilingly

*hanabi sat on her chair and took the loaf of bread

:"this is the rice" said her mother putting the plate in front of hanabi

:"hehe, thank you" replied hanabi smiling

it's easy to smile even if there's no feeling coming out. I'm grateful this mask isn't broken.

- hide, show.for the moment I choose to hide it and enjoy my time

nightfall, it's late at night.

hanabi couldn't fall asleep at all, while she was sure her mother had fallen asleep in her own room.

what am I supposed to do tomorrow? ah.. tomorrow I have to go back to the dream academy to see the test results.maybe it's just my activity.

then what am I gonna do tonight? I can't fall asleep, and I don't want to play that boring phone.

did I just study? or maybe I'm trying to draw the stars again.

today there are no stars in sight.

inner Hanabi who was looking at the stars in her room.

the big window filled half my room, big and heavy.

hanabi opened the window and the wind blew strong that night.

:"wow!! it's cold!" hanabi said feel happy and calm

:"maybe I'll open my window every night, it's cool" he said again looking at the dark sky

hanabi smiled looking at the night view.

:"can I fly there? I want to take a closer look" Inner Hanabi still stared at the night sky

:"hello sky, glad to see you! did you see me crying? forget that yes! I'm fine. I'm perfectly fine! so no need to worry" Hanabi said

slowly his tears came out. cried again with a happy face.

"liar"

~ch14 finish~