If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 41-Life is boring

I never thought about this at all. I've tried enough with what I can, so I'm resting.

It's been more than 4 days that I'm not allowed to go to school, I don't care about anything anymore. So tired, I don't even care if this keeps me in class or up to 2nd grade High School. They should also realize that I am someone who has no abilities.

I tell a lot, right? Very sorry. I was confused as to what kind of story to start

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I went back to the room and went to bed

Night

:"Sir shahiro's not home?"

I looked there and somewhere else, but no one saw me. I looked for kak shahiro around the house, then went back in and saw the wall clock above the living room TV

:"It's still 7pm. I'm bored, I want to get out."

Cklek, my door is key

While calling shahiro, I went around looking around. The streets are looking for snacks that can make me more relaxed with the outside world

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The sound of the night wind was heard, the cold of the night was felt. The atmosphere with the conversations of the people around, accompanied by distinctive smells from the streets.

Take a leisurely walk while trying to calm the mind, Relaxing all the limbs. Try to breathe slowly and try to stay calm. It works, but it can't take long. Because the night will definitely turn into morning again. And it's not every night I get out like this.

It's refreshing, the night atmosphere also makes me comfortable. It's very simple but still useless if I can't control it. Like, when you're out here at night, it's like you're exploring a world you never knew existed. And get to know more people even if only one look

How am I doing at home? that's the thing I don't like the most.

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:"Please neng the sandwich"

:"Thank you very much sir, this is the money"

:"Thank you back"

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:"Bang, I bought the 5k piscok"

:"Okay neng ready"

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I bought a lot of street food

Then after that I went back home, ate all the snacks alone in the room. While contemplating daydreaming and also playing mobile phones. Activities that are really common to humans today.

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I was lazy to clean up my food waste, I was very lazy to rise from my sleep, and I was lazy to look at the door. It's something that's never been missed. Not wanting to litter the room, I really tried to justify my thoughts and started to tidy up the trash.

:"Si*l once, can't this trash walk alone? Sucks"

:"It feels like coming out again. Sis shahiro has not come home yet, but he said he will go home soon after buying food"

From the room, I went out to the kitchen to get rid of the food waste. There I heard a knocking sound, if it was kak shahiro, he would have gone straight in

I shouted from the kitchen "WHO?!"

No answer, I went to the door. Didn't open it, I just kept quiet and asked again "Who are you? People or demons? I can't use a knife so I can't kill your*h" I said casually

:"son, are you talking to me like that?"

As I was shocked, this old man came again?!

Can only be silent. I immediately locked the door while the old man shouted to open the door while shaking the door

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I went into the room, immediately called Shahiro's brother

Drrtt drrttt drttt

The phone kept unheard of

Si!!

I went back to the door, still hearing the noise

:"RETURN TO YOUR OLD MAN'S HOUSE! WHY ARE YOU BACK HERE?!"

:"You dare to fight huh?!"

Answer it in a typical cold tone

:"Dad? Since when are you my father? My dad's been gone since I was 6!"

:"You dare say that? Si*lan's son!!"

I began to panic, but I had forgotten the violence. But I panicked, I was somehow scared. So scared.

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:"Go before I drag you away sir"

Suddenly shahiro's voice sounded. The voice I expected to come finally appeared

:"Our brother, I'm afraid.. BROTHERKK" Shouted me, and I cried hysterically

Brother Shahiro opened the door, the old man was pushed out and immediately locked the door

Hugged me and took me to the kitchen

:"you wait here, brother buy a lot of food, you eat first. Brother will be done soon"

He said while stroking my head

He went out of the house again, and I heard some noise out there. The more gathered, and the louder the sound

I couldn't stand it, I walked out of the house and shouted

:"WHISPER!!!"

The neighbors who were watching my brother and the old man quarrel, looked at me and gossiped easily

:"Even people like you deserve mat*because they can only sign on for life." I said ketus

:"YOU OLD MAN, CAN YOU MAT* FASTER? I'M SICK OF SEEING YOUR FACE"

:"Hanabi calm down, here"

:"Sir, you better get out of here if you don't have any business!"

I was hugged tightly by my brother, drowned my head and returned the embrace. Not wanting to hear anything, I just hummed in my heart so that my ears wouldn't hear anything

:"I'm here to take it!"

:"For what took her? What are your rights, huh?"

:"Because he's my son!"

:"That's not the main reason! Obviously you left him and never cared, while we took care of him, and you still consider him your son? It's just bullshit"

Compared to my brother's argument with the old man, it's more noisy for the neighbors who gossip here and there while looking at us. Describe the world without speaking, they cannot.

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A few minutes had passed, I who was not at home immediately ran into the house without a word

:"Sleep!"

Brother shahiro yelling

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In the kitchen, I still heard the voice of brother shahri and the old man was arguing about me. I picked up the knife, then walked slowly so that neither of them would notice

Neighbors only gossiped that night, not paying attention

After I thought it was safe, I ran straight and stabbed the old man I should call "father"

:"If you understand the word disgust, I'm sure you'll understand immediately" I gently stroked the old man's head

Sis shahiro was just silent on the spot, as were the people who were gossiping riya

While I was just enjoying the sight of blood continuously flowing from the old man, with a smile. Seeing him in pain even though I'm sure he won't mat* this easy

:"Seru" I said briefly

~ch 41 finish~

sankyu!