If Tomorrow Is Coming

If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 57-Happy


Day by day passed. Activities for the sake of activities are passed


What the hell happened to me?


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:"Hanabbi! how was the consultation this time?" Ask Lily


:"I'm improving, therapy isn't bad"


:"You are getting more familiar and we are too! ain't he? Rion" Kenzo said


:"Ahaha, yes" replied Rion


:"How? you guys are already?" I tease


:"Eye..."


:"You're honest.. But fear you guys are getting sucked in" Kenzo hesitated


:"Udah ken lu that if you want to lie learn first the same expert" Rion pretend


:"Don't forget PJ hahaha" I replied


Yeah, I'm improving. In a matter of days. Probably due to routine therapy. Plus my friends accept me for who I am. They always accompany me


Happy tidings! Lily and Kenzo are made! I'm sure they'll stay together. Otherwise, I will kill this short skinny man


:"Oh, where are we going??" Lily asked with a fuss


We said it while saying "Garden" together


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Until there, I realized that the city was starting to get crowded again


Hey, the kidnap case is fading. People can have fun without fretting now


Even though I still miss the sunyinya city that is like there is no one resident.


:"The city park is the best place to relax!" Kenzo


:"But I think the suburbs are better for that" I said


:"Yes, if the matter of healing our outskirts or mountains is the best choice" replied Rion spontaneously


:"You're right. So then? I want healing, refreshing. When are we going?" Lily who suddenly appeared, asked me directly


:"You guys can. Because I'm also not in school, so every day must be free" I replied


We chatted casually while enjoying the snacks that were there


It's like a picnic together, but it's a relaxed version with no obstacles. And without a plan


Just enjoying the day like everyone else in general. And without any problems in this mind.


I'm even impatient because we have plans to go to the suburbs to refresh


Yeah, we're four.


I was really looking forward to it, but I didn't expect more. Because I know the limits of hope


...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...


The day passed quickly, we went home to each other


At home, I called Rion. Give each other news


Because from earlier we could not deep talk because of the pleasant relaxed atmosphere


Rion said he liked the contract. He said it was just a contract. But the conditions are really good and even similar to apartments or houses of rich people


I just replied, "my brother chose it, thank God you're comfortable with it"


My mother, who was in the kitchen, immediately joined my conversation with Rion


:"Dek Rion, come here again. I have to keep coming here" said Mother


The father who had listened earlier, immediately joined the conversation and said


:"Yes, we know each other dong. You never met me"


While I was just smiling looking at the enthusiasm of my parents


:"Yes, um.. Rion will be there"


:"Call him father dong, don't om" Mother replied


:"Hehe, yes Mah, Father"


:"Yaudah, we're waiting for you, yes, let me know if you want to come here. Let it taste good, you just keep eating again like normal" said the mother is still enthusiastic


:"Every mah, thank you very much"


After that, call me to end


I went back to my room and watched my favorite hero movie as usual


I like it today. There is no burden in the mind. Everything is calm and peaceful


So then? what will be next day?


The morning arrived


Wake up as usual and take a shower and have breakfast


This time I'm not going anywhere, this morning I feel free. With my mind feeling really light without any pile of unreasonable graffiti


Even though my body is still a little tired, I just want to think that I have recovered. There is no such thing as going crazy. To be honest, I still think about how I am on a new day?


I got a lot of fun stories on every different side. From my own point of view, of course


Freedom, and tranquility.


Well, maybe I should exercise like the doctor said.


I change my clothes with clothes that are comfortable to wear sports, then do jogging somewhere. Just circling around the area I know and then back home


Do yoga and go for a morning walk


Enjoying the world I myself just found out that this is the most beautiful. Although it may not be really beautiful


At least enjoying this without a burden of thought is my dream that I always yearned for. Of course, other than being a fugitive or dead of course


A handful of dark memories I held tightly. If it comes off, then I'll be back to how I used to be


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I bought a variety of snacks for me to snack on this morning. I was also curious about the wide variety of children's toys that were seen everywhere. Not Latto-latto of course, I'm sick of her loud voice


I bought some, then took her home (of course)


I really feel happy, not excessive happiness. It's like you're completely free and don't know what the problem is


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Going home, I changed my clothes to a short one. I took the snack to my room and ate it


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Finished with the food, I made one video. I'm the one who's trying on a really unique kid's toy


All kinds of toys I tried, and yes. I'm like a kid of course. Who are curious about many things


I didn't upload that video anywhere. I'm enough to keep it


Back to reality, I cleaned up the trash and fell asleep in my soft mattress


:"Begin the day with a smile, huh? perhaps a piece of happiness was indeed exposed on my face at this moment"


I'm starting to babble.


I hope this lasts a long time. Because I want to feel this happiness in a really long time.


At least until before I'm gone


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I usually sleep or go to school, now I don't know what to do


It ended with me going down to the kitchen and making a bento for me to eat


:"Hanabi, what else?" My brother suddenly came


:"Eh, brother Shahiro has not left yet?"


:"Just waking up, brother entered during the day. All of you want to see Kuki, ordered by Semalem's mother"


:"Well, you want Hanabi to make no provisions? Hanabi can cook you"


:"That's right? you guys make cookies too, later sister's chipin"


:"That means 2 supplies yes"


:"Yes, a large portion for the big brother yes, hehe"


:"Yes my brother"


Because of that coincidence, I ended up making 3 bentos at once. A large portion for big brother, a regular portion for Kuki and myself


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While brother was preparing to leave, I put 2 bento supplies in his bag and then after all was done, brother said goodbye


:"Be careful on the street" I waved


:"Yes, you are also careful at home, guarded yes. Same mom I came home late afternoon"


:"Okay" Reply


After that, I only saw my brother's car that had already sped up and disappeared from sight.


I walked into the house, closed the door and ate my bento


The mornings are happy, calm, and peaceful. Who wants to feel it too?


~Ch 57 done!~


Sankyu!