If Tomorrow Is Coming
ch 0 - prologue

If I keep following this path until the end, will I change

- It looks like it's not going to happen

I heard that fate must be fought, it must be able to change destiny to make life more challenging.

I don't know the truth..

I just follow the path that fate has prepared, I am lazy to change something. Some things make me a little curious..if I stay alive, what will my future be like?

I'm hanabi yuki, a student from high school, has one wish. "Have it all"

to be honest, I didn't even know I could or didn't do any of those things.

I want to feel all the emotions again.I'm not exaggerating right?

I felt bad and could only look down when I saw them talking..

But I also feel happy when they are sad, they are desperate! as if they understood me, but not because of that.

Even when I realized I was hurt, I ignored it. Because I think it's useless. So I kept quiet

or when I have a lot of people around me, I don't even consider them and stay away by myself.

I am useless to myself or to others. That's what I was thinking.

Until I feel, "ah, it would probably be very good if I mat*"

Or sometimes I curse myself for a small mistake.

Maybe it's because I hate this body, but I love this body too. So I cursed myself, so that I could stay strong and survive.

Start my story so random, my story that I remember just to be a reminder.

Since I'm not someone who would care about unimportant things, it's hard for me to change.

I hope I will change as others wish. I have to be perfect and independent so they don't worry.

who is really guilty of this?

Who is worthy of blame?

Who is worthy of an impingement?

And maybe the answer..

"All of it is me"

Haha... Death does not come close to me. Why... do they want me to continue to survive? or they won't come near me because I'm so bad?

All I think about right now is mat*, mat*, and mat*.

Am I a fool? seems yes.

I just want to be who I am, to be who I want to be. Not anyone else

Hello friends! I am arisawa miya, author of this novel! Greetings

The novel tells the story of a person with a broken mentality, but that person still survives until now. I hope you can last longer too! keep the spirit up for you all!

Hanabi will take us to his hallucinatory world, the dreams he yearns for. So, read the story! maybe this includes your own story? thank you!

My quotes check out! (create the word:v)

Crying because you feel unregulated. Envy for a little thing. Laughing for unclear reasons. Happy even though you do not know it is happiness or sadness. So, is this a taste? Emotionally unintelligible. Always feeling bad and wanting to judge. Not that such a person is a strong person. So just fight them, because most of them just want one thing. "If you're not free, then let me fall asleep".

- arisawa miya

~prolog finish~

sankyu!