If Tomorrow Is Coming
Ch 61 - The arrival of the self-didn't know

🚫Warning harsh words and violence, expected wise in reading🚫

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:"DAD! MAMA!! GIVE ME AN EXPLANATION!!"

Looking at the fallen brother Shahiro on the floor. As well as the blood that kept flowing, it made me panic and angry. Immediately I called an ambulance and tried to carry Shahiro's brother to the living room sofa

:"DAD! MOMMY!" My screams were unanswered.

:"COME OR DIE!" Upset with everything, I looked for them here and there. Until the last place, our house warehouse.

:"If I see you, give me an explanation or you die in my hands!" I grumbled as I walked towards the warehouse.

Faintly, the sounds of people who were as if they were covered in mouth resounded there.

I opened the door, and avoided the old man who wanted to hit.

:"BREN*WHICH ELSE WOULD DARE TO FIGHT?!"

Please, it's hard to control my heightened emotions. Especially because he saw Shahiro's brother who was so critical. Unconscious.

:"YOU! DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU PUT ON THE FLOOR?!"

I pulled the collar off the stranger. And that face I should see again after all this time.

:"You? you coming again? hey, my dad's a cop now. And you're just a fugitive. You'll go back there, before you die!!"

Hit him again many times until he was covered with all his behavior. Made her faint and saved both my parents.

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Not wanting to say anything, I immediately left without looking at them and tried to keep Shahiro's brother conscious.

:"Sister! brother!!! BROTHER!!"

Why not wake up? hey, wakeup. Wake up. I'll kill your* if you don't wake up. WAKES

The room was quiet, only my voice was screaming. It's late, it'll bother all the neighbors around.

They're probably going to our house and see this. And maybe they'll say "They're starting again"

I can guess all that.

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Mr. Shahiro still did not open his eyes. Where's the ambulance?

I called the ambulance again.

And just this one, the ambulance really came. Hey, where did the ambulance call from the beginning? see how much they want to get someone to be picked up.

It seems like the world is getting more random. The more weird, the more annoying.

They took Shahiro's brother to the hospital. Mom's coming with them. While Dad was on duty.

Me? me huh? wish what you guys. I just broke one more hand. Unsatisfied.

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:"BREN*SKY!! YOU'RE A CHILD OF DURHAKA!! DARE YOU FIGHT NOW?!"

:"SIB*LAN!!! AN OLD MAN WHO ALREADY HAS NOTHING ELSE LIKE YOU WANTS TO SCOLD ME?!! YOUR LIFE WILL BE LOST IF I DON'T HOLD MYSELF!!!" Answer me loudly

I can no longer think of him as my parent or even an adult. I can no longer respect. I can't let him stay in the world anymore.

The world is not the place. He'll be tormented

:"YOU REALLY EMBARRASS ME!!"

:"But I'm even more ashamed to have a drunk and fugitive father like you. I am the same, because I am your descendant. But you're worse than anything I've done to date. I'm sure you have a life problem, until the wrong path becomes a choice. BUT IS IT WORTHY OF YOU TO ACT ARBITRARILY TO YOUR OWN FLESHLY FAMILY AND BLOOD?!"

:"SEE WHO INFLICTED DEEP TRAUMA ON HIS FLESH BLOOD?! WHICH CAUSED A PILE OF WOUNDS INSIDE HIS SOUL MATE?! WHO STARTED THE UNREASONABLE FIGHT?! YOU'RE NOT A FATHER, NOR AN ADULT. YOU'RE JUST A BOY WHO DOESN'T KNOW THE RULES OF LIFE!!" I continued full of anger

The old man was silent. I don't know what he's thinking

:"Hey is not polite to you! that's why he's still your father!!" Complex mothers argue

:"Well then, will you be his wife?"

:"Why don't you want to? you said yourself that he was still my father"

:"Yes because he is your father! I am so thankful that you were born in the world!"

:"Did I tell him in a dream that I asked to be born of him?"

:"Huh?!"

:"Never, right? why don't you want to be his wife? answer me."

:"Yes, it looks like he really doesn't have-"

:"Then everything is clear, right? why he doesn't deserve to be called a father"

I went from there, called Rion and asked to be escorted to the hospital where Shahiro's sister was being treated

That night showed 02:15

Really late at night. And such an unexpected event appeared in my "almost" harmonious home.

Messed up. ALL MESSED UP

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After a few days. Things are starting to die down. Improve slowly

But again and again. I'm starting to hate it when there's something to do with old man. I am patient, and I love him. So that Mom doesn't really curb her.

But still. It's not just the trauma that the person gave. But also deep wounds and fears. We feel like we're a failure who doesn't deserve to step on foot in the world.

Even we have come to think that the land really does not like us. Refused our presence. So was the sky that was always cloudy when we looked at him.

Hows it? long right? kisaraku street.

Makes me so sick. I just think about when happiness is on my side. At least a day without any problems.

I want to keep laughing without a hitch when I get home. There is no meaning outside the room. No rumors when I left.

I really wish perfection would come to me and let me be happy. In this dark world.

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I looked at Shahiro's brother who was in a coma in a hospital bed.

:"Hey wake up, wake up. L came. AWAKE"

THE PLAQUE!

A reddish scar from my slap, clearly visible on his face

Sounds possible, because it's loud

But instead of getting upset, I cried

"When will you realize again?" with all my complaints.

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Brother Shahiro!

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:"Sister, get up quickly. I don't have a house here. Brother, if I don't want to bun*h let's get up. Sis"

Whining like a child. Even more stupid, to a person in a coma.

Crying so much that when someone comes there are still tears running down the face.

Dad asked me yesterday. What do I feel when I see Brother Shahiro lying on the floor? he said he would kill Mom and Dad for not answering

I answered that question. I was upset, and scared. I'm afraid of losing my house. I'm sad, because Brother Shahiro is my brother who I love the most. I'm glad, at least cookies don't fall victim. I'm sick of it, too, because I should have gotten the violence.

I'm sorry, really sorry. Because I left the day before it happened. And just came back when it happened.

And other flavors. Anxious, panicked. Even empty is in these 1 bodies.

Ah tired. Brother, please be aware for me.

~Ch 61 finish~

Sankyu!