He's Not The Best
148. He's Not The Best

He's Not The Best

In the still-running vehicle, Winsi kept looking out the window and, ignoring Erlan who intermittently turned to her.

“Hanifa likes to eat what?” the girl asked suddenly, without taking her eyes off making Erlan slow down the speed of the car by reflex.

“What?” ask the man.

“What did your first wife like?” ask Winsi ketus.

“No idea, he hasn't told you what he likes, so?”

There was actually a bad taste when Winsi mentioned your first wife's word to him. However, he is helpless.

“Indeed you don't care what he likes to eat?”

“No! Make what? Think of the cure already dizzy me!”

“Already, Lan ..., do not worry, this is a trust that you take yourself intentionally, right?”

“Yes, I made that decision, right, because Dad is too!”

“No need to blame people, no need to blame the situation. Do what you have decided!”

Erlan was silent he could not blame his wife because everything she said was true. He has made decisions and trusts in a conscious state without coercion, so he should not blame circumstances, which are sometimes beyond our control as humans.

In his heart Winsi wanted to give something that Hanifa liked only to persuade, if at any time needed. He will use the way to give what the woman likes to be obedient or controllable. It is not willing to let her husband in trouble, taking care of a special needs person like Hanifa, even though the woman is the wife of her own husband.

However, since Erlan knew nothing about Hanifa other than taking care of it, she eventually canceled the intention of stopping by the mall to buy something that was roughly useful as a tool to persuade Hanifa.

Winsi did not have the basic skills or knowledge of how to care for people with mental disorders, but, because he saw the gelagat and the way Hanifa behaved to himself and Erlan, too, the girl thought that her character was like a child. While small children like to be given something in return for them to obey. It was a simple thought of a Provinsi who still had little experience.

Arriving at home, Winsi got out of Erlan's car without waiting for her husband to open the car door for her. The girl went straight to her private room and cleaned herself up there.

Runa who saw the behavior of his children, asked questions. He was actually very curious about what they were hiding. However, since he did not want to be blamed for meddling, he chose to stay silent and wait for one of them to tell his mother honestly.

Runa was just about to go to Winsi's room because the girl didn't come out of her room, from last night until she missed dinner. The woman did not know that the couple had eaten outside. In fact, it is very late now if only just, want to eat.

However, Runa's steps were stopped because Erlan was heading in the same direction that was to the provincial room until she canceled her intention to invite her daughter to dinner together.

The circumstances in which the two children slept apart further astonished Runa. Especially now, when he saw Erlan long waiting in front of his wife's room because the door was locked.

“Actually there is a problem with both of you, try now talking to Ibuk! You don't think I'm paying attention to you guys like this?”

Runa spoke in a loud tone so that Winsi who was in the room could hear his voice.

“Win, come out, otherwise, I'm talking to Mom, now!” Erlan finally issued her threat.

He actually could no longer hold back his anger at all. He was angry at the situation, at a provincial that was very difficult to control and also the biggest anger was at himself.

He was disappointed in himself because it turned out that in this matter he was very weak, repeatedly he thought about what his father would do if he experienced something like this. That means he failed to be a good one according to people's assumptions. Yes, he is not the best for the woman he loves.

“Do not!” winsi said as she opened the door, she was already in a state of preparing to sleep in her pajamas and, without a veil due to her wet hair.

“Why?” In addition to saying while stepping in, to the room as well as Runa, making Winsi could not avoid telling her mother honestly, about the problems they were facing both.

“Now tell mom that you have a problem .. Not that I want to interfere but, I don't feel good to see you like that, like an enemy! You newlyweds but sleeping apart never talk at home! So, what's the matter?”

Runa spoke after she sat down on one of the couches in the room, while Erlan sat next to her, leaning back. While Winsi sat on the side of the bed in front of her mother and husband as if she was a defendant who was in court by two judges before her.

“Who said we were like enemies? Tuh, I went home together Erlan one car!” Winsi seemed to dislike the interference his mother did because she knew that even her mother would be hurt.

“But Erlan said that if you don't come out, he'll say something? That means it's true, don't you guys have a problem?”

“Ngak also.” Winsi remained evasive while Erlan remained silent, the man gave up completely to his wife, whether Winsi would be honest or not, It's up to him because even if Erlan were to speak, it would be more to blame because it was actually he who started everything.

“Yes already, if there is no problem, but why do you sleep apart? You guys, right newlyweds?” said Runa again.

“Indeed, if the newlyweds, what would they do, anyway? Usually also sleep alone, what is the difference?” wasi.

“That's not good, Win! His name husband and wife must be together in order to awaken closeness and cooperation, because now you are like one body, one outfit.”

“If it is like one body where there is a body that hurts itself?”

“Well, you said that means really that guess you two have a problem?”

“Crust deh ... Mother better not know! If you later know, it's the sick Mother herself, I cover this problem not without reason Mom, already deh... now I want to sleep, both of you out, deh, deh, I'm so sorry I'm tired!” winsi said while laying down on the bed later, pulling the blanket over her entire body.

“Do you also want to be like Wiwin do not want to be honest with mom, Lan?”

“I'm sorry Erlan, Mom ... can't be honest now, because I can only talk if Wiwin allows, this problem is directly related to him.”

Runa left the room in annoyance, she felt that she was not considered by her own son. For him, no matter how bitter the matter may be, it would be better to be honest now, rather than regret it later.

Sometimes people feel able to overcome everything alone so they do not need others and ask for advice, as if they are the greatest in completing.

After Runa left, Erlan sat down by the side of the bed and only saw his wife's back coming down from breathing while crying under the covers.

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