He's Not The Best
144. Bifurcated

Bifurcated

Winsi laughed at Mery's words, a risky thing for young people like them to talk about. The term polygamy, never existed in his mind before they did the wedding let alone afterwards. He now knows his love, which is a feeling like greed in man, which will not be shared even though I forcefully too much.

A plain girl like herself does not mean stupid to want to live a tough life with polygamy. Why must live the thing that proclaims, if it can live alone much lighter.

What he was looking for in his marriage, it was happiness, how could he possibly be happy, if resourcefully and heartily he was not ready to live. If forced, not the happiness he gets but the sadness of feeling neglected. Then, the promised paradise is actually just a pending hell because for sincerity it can not be.

So, why is it that for mehklas alone is still difficult for him to do. The heart is still often ujub and riya with a small worship that he runs. Then, suddenly required to be sincere with much greater worship even, during the age of marriage. Is he ready?

Winsi Shakes his head strong. Then, he said, “Ah, no. My future is still long, there are still many other men who are fine and want to go through marriage without having to be discouraged.”

“Ciee... Cieee.... optimistic really people!” mery said, while the drinks in their glasses were up.

“Continue, you now want to go there, right?” mery asked as she moved her chin towards Hanifa's house.

Winsi nodded while spending money to pay for their snacks. After that, he put on a helmet.

“You want to go home, Mer? Or come with me to see Hanifa?” ask Winsi while turning on the motor.

Mery shook his head because other than he had other affairs, he did not want to get involved with such affairs.

“Win!” mery said he did the same thing, starting the engine as well.

“Ya!”

“Whatever your decision, I just want to say that Erlan is a good person, if not good, he will not be patient to take care of people stun be his wife!”

Winsi was silent and her eyes were far ahead, she realized Erlan was kind and very patient, let alone face her, taking care of Hanifa she could.

“Yes, yes, I will consider that,” said Winsi.

“One more time, if he did marry you when he was married to Hanifa, it means he is ready to love you both. Kan, polygamy mah, can be in religion. There won't be another guy like him in this world, Win!”

“Hmm ..”

“Eh, who knows there are also others.”

“Whatever else do you mean, Mer?”

They parted after both saying thank you and waving hands. Mery goes somewhere, while Winsi runs his bike to Hanifa's house, at a moderate pace so it doesn't take him long to get there.

Winsi parked the bike near Erlan's car which was clearly visible in front of the garage, then removed the helmet after retracting the key then, put it in the bag. The girl stood in front of the house while breathing long breaths repeatedly, closing her eyes.

The girl hesitated to enter. There was no sound of anything coming from inside the house so he thought if it was possible, Erlan and Hanifa were already sleeping let alone he saw the front room window shut. Already from the moment he parked his motor, his entire body was sweating coldly and trembling as if it was not strong legs to support the body. The heart was racing with a sense of anxiety if what he saw was a very disgusting thing

Clamps! The sound of the door opening from inside and out Erlan saw his wife's presence there with a complicated look. They were both surprised.

“Honey!” Erlan approached about to grab Winsi's hand or hug her but, Winsi refused by taking a step back, then she waved her hand as a gesture of rejection.

Winsi could not hold back the tears, how new was the first time she felt that taste, said the person smashed into pieces in her heart. How not to be destroyed, when he saw his own husband, the man who became the only lover in his life was in the house of another woman.

She had already seen him with Hanifa, but seeing him in person at this moment, it felt like she was unwilling.

Pain, this pain in his feelings such as being injured by a sharp object, which hurts or what other feeling can, to describe the feeling of destruction. It is similar to the feeling of burning skin or when the fingers are exposed to hot oil splashes, but the taste is not skinned but in the heart.

“You've been here?” ask Erlan. Winsi could have replied by saying that he was over a dozen minutes ago, but he was silent. Not talking about the taste.

“You want to come in, come on! Hanifa is still sleeping. If he sleeps, the window should be closed so he can sleep well.” Erlan said as he opened the door of the house wider and invited Winsi in.

The man had intended to go out for the sake of hearing the sound of the motor stopping in front of the house, but, he was astonished because there was no other sound after that, but he hoped that the person who came would immediately knock on the door or call him by shouting and angry.

Winsi. He was upset that Erlan was so understanding to other women and, clearly, appeared before him. He knew, indeed Erlan was a considerate person a long time ago. However, seeing the fact that her husband did the same to others, she did not like it. Once again he was disappointed, also jealous.

Is it so fast that love turns into hate just because the person, loved has behaved inappropriately to what is desired?

Erlan was indeed hoping that Winsi could understand, with all her actions so that the woman could accept herself if she had to take care of Hanifa. The man did not intend to do polygamy with his wife at all but, if Provinsi wanted to live their destiny with a spacious chest, of course Erlan would be very happy.

Winsi remained still there with a drop of tears that had just slid. Seeing that, Erlan approached and wanted to wipe away her tears with her palm, but, Winsi refused by taking a step back.

“Come! Login!” erlan said in a trembling voice as it was as strong as the male's heart held back his feelings, in order not to cry as well. Not only Wasi was injured but, Erlan was as well.

She was hurt to see the girl she loved crying bitterly for her actions, whereas, she had once promised in her heart to make her little fairy happy and, would not make her cry. But now the woman is crying because of her actions.

Erlan entered without saying anything more after staring at Winsi meaningfully, then disappeared behind the door.

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