
I Don't Know Your Name
“How do I know!”
The conversation ended when Meri's mother said goodbye to go home.
Until the simple reception was over and all the guests went home, Erlan did not leave as he said when he received the call, even he sat down while joking with Jiddan who had just woken up from his sleep that afternoon.
When it was past dinner, and it was time for everyone to rest, Erlan did not expect that what Provinsi said during the day really did. His wife did not want to sleep together, but he prepared a private room that had been changed position and some of his equipment was replaced.
Erlan was already her own room as their bride, a place she thought would be comfortable sleeping together as a new couple and living the next life.
However, unbeknownst to anyone, Winsi slept alone in her room though, she was there with guilt raging in her heart. In any case, Erlan was legally her husband who she should serve and obey, if she wanted the reward in Yaumil later.
He sat by the open window at almost midnight and, to his surprise, Erlan was sitting in the chair next to his window.
“Ngapain, are you here?” asked Winsi astonished, in her tone, there was no guilt at all.
Erlan turned her head grimacing, then kept her coffee glass in the window that was now perfectly open.
“I should have asked, why are you here, I have been waiting for.” Erlan also replied with a sharp tone.
“I don't want to sleep there, it's your room!”
“Yes, it's okay, we're married.”
Winsi turned his gaze away and showed regret on his face while sighing deeply.
“I tuh, yes ... actually accidentally answer your question at that time.”
“So, you mean money with our marriage? So?”
“Yes, not really, anyway.”
“Terus?”
“Just not fully ready, if you have to sleep together in that room, same you, Lan!”
Erlan chuckled as she recalled what Provinsi said about the call of the buluk boy she had pinned on her.
“Then I sleep in your room. So, I slept with you, how?”
“Hais! That's the same, Lan?”
“Yes, no, lah!”
Winsi was silent when he felt that Erlan only wanted to seduce him so that his wishes were conveyed. She knew that her husband would be a prankster and prank her if they would sleep together.
Erlan changed her sitting position facing the window, her body was still outside while her hands stuck in to grab Winsi's hands and then, grasping and kissing her, her hands were fragrant, maybe she had used soap or cream. Something they never did before.
The girl did not refuse and let her hands be kissed by a man who had been a brother, friend, as well as a place to complain. Winsi knows that only Erlan, the only man who knows his past, accepts himself and his shortcomings. He shouldn't be like this, not shy or awkward anymore, because they're used to being together.
“Win, listen ... Until whenever I don't want to force you, it's up to you, but, I still give you a choice, you can choose anything from that option.”
When hugging her during the day, the smell of her body was different even though the warmth she gave was the same, but, Erlan's embrace was more on .. sweetness and there was something else, and there was something else, love causes gayrah in it.
“Win!”
“Ya!”
“Why daydream?”
“Ah, no daydreaming, kok!”
Erlan stroked Winsi's cheek with her finger while saying, “If indeed you send the answer accidentally, it means that we are a true match of God's destiny. Yes, right?”
Winsi nodded this time and, looking away, avoided the caress by lowering Erlan's burly hand from her cheek. However, the man was not angry, all because they were not used to it, embarrassed, or there was still some residual trauma in the girl's mind.
Erlan was patient and, she would not show any turmoil in her heart, until Winsi surrendered herself willingly to him. Oh, my God, he actually wants to be tonight, before he's preoccupied with Hanifa's business. It was likely that if the girl made trouble, then the following nights would not be as calm as now.
“Hai! Buluk Child!” erlan said while poking Winsi's nose, making the girl pout.
“Hai! It was just a call because I didn't know what your name was!” Erlan said as she rubbed her coarse hair and changed her sitting position by leaning against the wall beside the window. He sat on a small plastic chair, which was in the side yard.
“Ah ....! If time could be pulled again, I would call you Little Fairy! You must be happier, huh?” erlan said again, turning back to Winsi who now understood the reason Erlan called her that.
“Ya, already ... sleep there, tomorrow wake up to be fresher, not sleepy again. Uh, yeah, when did you start college?”
“Start next Monday ... Uh, yes, Lan!”
Erlan turned her body and stood in front of the window while folding both her hands in front of her stomach. He moved his chin as well as his eyebrows upwards, while asking, “What's wrong? Hmm, hmm?”
The provinces stood until they were aligned at a close distance, only the dividing walls and window dividers separated them.
She said, “I'm not a fairy, I'm not as perfect as those she says, can help humans realize her wishes! I am an ordinary woman who is not necessarily able to make you happy ...”.
Suddenly Erlan became anxious, she did not answer anything but, immediately stepped quickly into the house, opening the door to Winsi's room which turned out to be unlocked.
Erlan closed the door of the room, then, brought Winsi's body back in her arms. His movements were nimble but, calm down until the girl had no time to dodge. Due to not getting rejected, the man launched his action by kissing the entire face and ended up on wet and ripe lips, revealing it full of tenderness. However, just for a moment, he stopped his kiss because they were still learning together.
“You've made my wish come true, darling!” erlan said with both hands on her head, preparing to kiss her again, but, at the same time, she kissed her cheek first.
The girl said, “Then thank you .... Um ... So, where do you want to sleep? I'm already sleepy!”
Erlan removed the hand from the head as well as, the body of his wife, walked to the shut window and locked it tightly. After that he turned around while approaching Winsi, then, suddenly wrapped one hand behind his back and the other hand behind his knees and lifted the girl's body in his carrier.
“Erlan!” Winsi suddenly shrieked loudly because she did not expect Erlan to do that to her.
“What if you sleep in our room?”
“Leasin! I don't want—“
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