He's Not The Best
143. Seeing A Reality

Seeing A Reality

“What's really?” asked Winsi, making Erlan furrow an eyebrow.

“Pardon me?”

“Sorry for which error? Your mistake is a lot, Lan!” he said while returning his steps.

“Well, if you think a lot, just say it! But, I want you to know one thing ...

“

“Hmm...”.

“I never intended or intentionally hurt you, if indeed you now feel hurt because of my actions which, you think are lying, then I apologize!”

“You think forgiveness is easy? Forgiveness is not as easy as asking for it!”

“ya, yes, I can understand that, if you have not been able to forgive me now ... well, I will not sue you.”

‘’Ya, already then, get out there!” Winsi said while breaking away from her husband's embrace.

“Win ...,” is rich Erlan but Winsi did not reply because he was busy choosing the clothes he would wear.

“Wiwin!” call Erlan while hugging her from behind

“What? Release, ih!”

“I love you!”

Instantly Winsi turned around, removed Erlan's hand from her waist and said, “Lies! If it is love, you will not hug another woman besides me, Lan!”

“Eh, but it's just-”

“What's free? Just an excuse, right? And you want me to understand everything you're doing, without any recompense, right? Allah alone is ever-forgiving, preparing hell in return for his guilty servant?”

“Win, do not use God in comparison with human attitude!”

“Well, let alone I am an ordinary human being, I am a fool because I do not understand what kind of person you are! Yes, I'm weak because I'm just angry. I'm not a patient person because I can't see you with other women!”

Now Winsi knows how Runa felt when she saw Basri—her husband bringing another woman into their home. Her tears are flowing again. The girl again said, “Lan, she said patiently there is a limit, but, I don't know what the limit of patience is like, for me ... I've been patient since childhood never in love with the Father!”

“Win ..!”

“Lan ... Just a Dad who told me I should love a Dad that, like the way he loves me, but, Dad just left that fast, I think I've been patient to accept everything!”

“Win ...!”

“Continue, You, Lan! Now you've been hanging out in one house with other women, but still dare to marry me?”

“Sorry ...!”

“You know, Lan, the feeling I had when I saw you with that woman, I didn't think that the man Tania was talking about, you!”

“Sorry ...!”

“Keep, why were you not honest then, before we got married, so that I could choose ..yeah, at least, I still feel that you appreciate me, Lan!”

Winsi paused for a moment just wiping her tears and took a deep breath.

“But, now I know, women like me, do not pantes made in love and loved, do not deserve to be the only woman for a man. Nope! Yes, right?”

Winsi felt that she was a woman who did not mean her husband so that the husband could hurt her in such a way.

“Tomorrow to come with me, to Hanifa's house and see how she is. After that you can judge what I did wrong or not.”

“Not necessary!”

“Then, put on your clothes, we will eat outside! I want to tell you a little bit about me and him.”

“No!”

“Serah!”

Erlan did not know how else to deal with his wife, as this ordeal was for the first time for a man who married at such a young age as himself.

The man went into his room in a bad state, even though there was Runa in the living room, he could not possibly disturb his mother-in-law. Actually, with the help of the woman, surely the problem with Winsi will be easily overcome. However, if he did, his wife would get even more angry at him.

“Dad, if you were in my position, what would you do to keep Wiwin from leaving? Do I have to hand Hanifa over to a mental institution? But, what about my promise and his family?”

Erlan was sitting on the chair by the window of her room, she looked around the place she had changed her position for the sake of Winsi being able to sleep there, even some of the women's equipment was still there, however, she was still there, now he has to sleep alone again tonight. How long will he have to be patient in dealing with his problems this time?

He had faced quite runaway problems while watching Sania study in Amsterdam at the time, while he himself had to face exams at the university. But the problem does not involve the heart, but only about perseverance. At the moment, the problem is just the heart.

In another room, a disappointed woman looks at a picture of Arkan standing with her in front of the school, on her graduation from the boarding school. He felt the image while wiping away his suddenly dripping tears.

The teardrops that may not stop unless happy ones remove them. Doesn't sadness not last too long, just as happiness won't last forever.

Sometimes happiness comes to a person because it is time for him to laugh. Sadness will be the time to come to someone who deserves it.

“What would you do to me and Erlan, if Dad were alive? What are you gonna say, Dad? You're gonna hug me, aren't you, Dad, then scold Erlan for yelling at her. Yes, do you know, Erlan is actually married to Hanifa!”

Winsi expressed his heart alone, before he finally fell asleep.

*****

Winsi had intended to go to Hanifa's house after school that day. He felt he had to take care of his affairs with Erlan immediately, after finishing the prayer last night he spoke to the Supreme Hearer. In addition to being curious because of her female soul that has been dim for so long, but also because she must not be selfish to let her own heart continue to hurt.

Erlan was right, after Winsi saw for herself and heard the story from the beginning, then she could only decide what she would take next. Whether to stick around or end it until the relationship between them is over.

However, when he bought the road to the house of Hanifa, he saw Mery had just passed by his side until Winsi stopped the speed of his vehicle spontaneously.

“Wiwin, are you here? Where are you going?” mery asked after pulling the bike over near Winsi and opening his helmet.

“Ngak go anywhere, again want to go for a walk here,” replied Provinsi while removing his helmet as well.

“Win, please, please. Don't go to Hanifa's house!” Meri said while showing panic on her face.

“Why?”

“Oh, no why the hell, I just don't want if you go there, there's something bad to see there!”

“Because there's Erlan, right?” winsi said while looking away and smiling thinly.

Mery looked dumbfounded and said, “Win, you already know?”

Winsi.

“Continue, aren't you angry? You know since when? When you married her, you know? If you knew, what would you do?”

“Hai! Ask it one-on-one, dong! Let's go to the ice shop, I want to know about Erlan from you!”

The two women guided the motor towards a young coconut ice shop not far from them. There, Mery tells her she knows who Hanifa's husband is, since yesterday. He coincidentally drove Tania home and just then, he saw Erlan get out of his car and, entering the house freely.

Tania also said that Erlan was, the husband of Hanifa whom she had been referring to all along. After Mery saw the man yesterday, she found out that the husband of her crazy neighbor was the same man who was the husband of the provincial governor. Then the stories about Hanifa and her family flowed out of her mouth without being asked.

“Sorry, I think you don't know yet, Win!” said Meri while sipping young coconut ice from her glass using a straw.

“Neither, you are not wrong, kok!”

“You've known about that for a long time?”

“Yes. You could say so.”

“Terus, you want to be in polygamy with that crazy woman?”

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