Suddenly
3 am and suddenly…

“What did you say?” shouted Sky.

“Hey, I waited for you for hours and you couldn't come?” my face changed immediately. Ken asked me to meet, he also told me to wait a little while but a word for Ken was like a joke.

Tut…

Sky turned off the phone while turning off the phone.

“Why are you pouting?”

Sky saw the shoes of someone he knew. “Why is he always everywhere?” sky said in his mind.

“You still don't want to talk to me?”

“Or because of Rania?”

Sky is like a statue given life. His two eyes only caught a glimpse of Kai with no expression on his face.

“Where are you going? Not usually go to a place far from the apartment.”

Sky actually walked with Kai following him behind.

“Have you eaten?”

“Sky!”

“Can't forget for a moment with what happened?”

Sky remained silent.

“Good..”.

Kai walked ahead of him, made Sky sigh, and walked in the opposite direction.

“Sky!”

His voice stopped his footsteps.

Kai…

Being in front of him.

“You think I'll give up?” Kai pulled my fingers slowly. My feet were right on the end of my shoes. His fingers slowly clasped my hand, putting it in his jacket pocket.

Without doing anything, as if it had ever happened.

Kai opened the door for me and it felt like welcoming me back.

That feeling became strange. Me and Kai both fell silent.

My mouth wants to talk but doesn't know how or doesn't know how to get started.

Kai's phone rang, but he ignored it. What is rania? My mind started thinking about it. His ponsenl began to ring again, repeatedly.

“He always contacts me, how can I make him understand?” Kai looked at me. Stares within. It was as if my defense was on the edge of a horn.

“All depends on you,” said Sky then open the door and exit.

Rania's shadow is bigger than my defense trying to collapse. I want it, but it feels like it's going to get stuck again. It will be endless and not only tiring but also always in a place that makes me more lost.

Kai did not give up, he walked over and managed to get back to holding my hand.

“Please this time only..”

“After that, I will not approach you.”

Sky took off that grip, walking in a reverse direction. Open the door and sit next to Kai. Kai smiled at me. His hands touched the tip of my head.

I don't know where he's taking me. I wanted to ask, but I stopped saying my own words.

In fact, just looking at him even though only a glance.It feels difficult and become more careful—which actually also makes me confused.

His phone rings again.

Kai turned off his phone, put it on the dashboard in front of me.

“You look thinner. You can't possibly not eat, right?”

“Ah, I forgot it—I speak alone. How can you resist not speaking?”

“You still want to live, right?”

“Hahaha, alright.”

Kai's gaze refocused forward by still talking, “At least, I can hear your voice.”

Sky only looked towards Kai at a glance and looked back towards the outside.

“Let me guess.”

“You..”.

“You turned off your phone, right?”

Kai laughed with satisfaction and raised his path.

Ken tried to call Sky back but there was still no answer. Chaos is happening. Her stepmother went berserk in Sky's apartment and ravaged all affordable with her hands. “How did you get in? You can talk without having to be like this,” Ken tries to control his speech but still can't.

“You better shut up. You are also a nobody,” replied with her tears still flowing and full of anger.

“What Dad made you like this?”

“I told you it's better you shut up,” Her stepmother pushed her to the wall.

“Do you realize it? Sky...”

“Tak should he have a mother like you,” Ken can no longer hold back his anger.

“You also don't deserve to have a Dad like him,” his smile is cynical.

“If it's because of my father, why did you leave it to Sky?”

“He only thinks of his cowardly father. Using his father's birthday, I managed to get in because of that. You think you know how I feel?”

“You alone made him stay away, did you realize it or was it that you were only affected by my father?”

“Like you were instigated by Sky, isn't it like that? You think I don't know. You like it, right?” with his disturbing laughter.

“True too, no blood ties.you still can not be with him.”.

“Better think of yourself,” replied Ken.

Without being asked to leave, Ken walked to the door changing his password and sent a message to Sky explaining what had happened.

Then close the door and go inside. His gaze was blank after seeing the chaos throughout the room. His mind wandered.

At 3am, in the same place as at that time.

“It was also not a mistake,” said Kai.

“Then you want to repeat it back?” Sky looked towards Kai.

“And repeating as if starting from scratch? Before long, Rania came and started it all..”.

“Why do you always talk about what is not going on like what you think?” cut Kai.

“You just showed your frustration because he kept calling you, didn't that happen as I thought?”

“He won't do it again,” replied Kai.

“That's not the answer I want, Kai. You're forcing something that you yourself know, it can't.”

“You're the same as me, Sky. You don't want it to end either.”

“But I'm trying to end it, Kai.”

“But you lied to yourself. I'm sorry about yesterday. I just didn't want to make it much worse. I don't know, my words actually make you doubt,” Kai looked at me with the same gaze as what I imagined all along.

“At first, I didn't really think about your attitude towards Rania. Because I know, nothing's gonna change between me and you. But, can I still keep thinking clearly like that, Kai?”

“You just gave up?” Kai is getting closer.

“Ya, I give up.”

“Cannot..”.

“Not yet you give up.”

Kai was much closer.

Both of my hands pushed him away and then moved and came out.

But his footsteps stopped and walked back to Kai. “I'm gone doesn't mean I think you are like that, you know what I mean, right?” said Sky.

Kai smiled and said, “Why don't you just call it straight away? Are you afraid that sounds painful?”

“You want me to say the opposite?” sahut Sky's.

“No, no! All right, I'll drop you off.”

Kai walked on my right side a safe distance away.

Without speaking Kai opened the door.

My footsteps started to come out.

“Sky?”

My footsteps came out, actually met with Ken. Ken who noticed my presence and Kai.

“You're here apparently?”

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