Suddenly
Breakup and Short Hair
“Ah, mobile..”.
Sky has just arrived, greeted with his mind that is increasingly raging.
Tong!
“Should I just go back?” Sky turned around but the door opened.
No one is talking.
Not as usual. Kai looks tired. But when I saw it in front of me, the anger in me was getting more and more in control of my body.
Really missed him but…
Rania.
“Where are you going?” Kai touched the tip of my head and saw me so close.
“Why don't you go straight in? That door is always open only for you.”
“That door is also open for Rania,” my feelings say that and my mind also agrees on that.
“I saw it earlier,” continued Sky.
“Now you are more important,” Kai clasped my hand and closed the door.
On that sofa, there were pillows with blankets strewn about. Makes my mind impossible not to wander. Thinking about the no-no.
“Rania..”
“I slept on that couch. Sky, what are you thinking? You think I'll do it with Rania?”
“No.”
Kai sat on the left side and I sat on the right side. Sit between distances.
Not staring at each other.
“Where is my phone?”
“Oh, only phone do you need?”
“Why do you look upset? My phone is indeed on you.”
“You don't think about my feelings, Sky? You think I'm not looking for you and you think I'll be as calm as you know it now?”
“You told me to come out, Kai.”
“My arrival just muddy the atmosphere.”
“Where are you going?” Kai detained me.
“Home, I don't want to start a fight again.”
“At least come closer to me,” Kai opened his arms as if he was going to hug me.
“No, last time you hugged Rania and kicked me out.”
“Sky..”.
“Where is my phone?”
Kai sculpted.
“Ah, there apparently,” Sky picked up the phone that was on top of the drawer.
“I go home,” I say and just walk away.
It's not that easy. Kai apparently didn't let that happen. Not Kai if you don't do it. But it was once thought by me, if Kai just kept quiet I guess that would be the end of this relationship.
My head is really crowded. The heart and mind that was supposed to start a fight.
I was upset and more than that but I missed him too.
Kai hugged me tightly. “I miss you,” whispered.
“Let me talk to you like this,”he said after I tried to withdraw.
“Ya.”
“Dad Rania died. Do you know anything you've seen before? I don't want you to see that. You must know how Rania.”
“You kicked me out because of that?”
“Sky, I didn't kick you out. But..please I expel you.”
Sky looked up and looked towards Kai. “You've been crying?” kai's eyes look like that.
“Iya,” sahut it's short.
“Haha, really?”
“Now you can laugh then what was it?” kai's gaze was getting closer.
“So please, I know you and Rania aren't like that. It's just that you piss me off, but I do, too.”.
“Can I kiss you?”
“Here,” he continued by showing what position Kai meant.
“Hah?” both of my eyes momentarily moved quickly and went around but strangely, I looked towards the position that Kai meant.
“You will kiss you..”.
Kai started to get closer.
Start approaching the target point.
The two eyes that meet and close each other.
At 6am.
“HAH? I could dream like that!” sky shouted with the sound of his alarm that still sounded.
Sky had no other choice but to rush to get ready for the campus even though he still needed to recover.
Face pale. Lips dry. His eyes. Her hair also began to grow long. “Alright, at least there's still time.”
Sky picked up the scissors and slashed his hair without hesitation in front of the mirror.
He looked carefully. His hair is short.
Classes start at 8 a.m. Today, he had to put together many tasks during his absence from class.
“My phone..”.
Ah, yes. I don't seem to have a cell phone.
Sky opened the door. He saw the door next to him. There was a feeling of wanting to press the bell button or just go straight in. But he also did not want to do it.
50:50?
Ah, I don't know.
His footsteps began to step with his mind no ceasing to wander.
That morning the sun was hotter than usual, it did not seem like it was going to rain. But don't know anymore.
He passed the pharmacy and Grace greeted him with encouragement. Galf is too. He waved with the smile he had.
I think Grace's sister also lives with Galf, apparently not.
Grace's sister is getting married in a few months and yes, Galf said her brother kicked her out.
Expel her?
Reminded me…
Ah, crap!
“Sky..”.
“Eh, hi!” Sky looked at the source of the voice. It turns out that Airi, a member of the photography club.
“I heard you were sick? Now you're okay, right?”
“It's okay. Hey, you should've said so you didn't have to partake of the project.”
“Hey, can't be so. Even if I'm not in a place, I should still help you. I'll be there after class is done, yes.”
“See you there, later! Uh, Sky..”
“What's up?”
Airi whispered in my ear. “Do you have a fight with Kai?” then he looked at me carefully. “You're getting a haircut. Well, you didn't break up with him or not get dumped, did you? That's not true, is it?”
“No.”
“No? What does it mean?”
“Not broken but, I don't know.”
“Hah?”
“That's.”
“Ah, but indeed she looks annoying.”
“You're supporting me?” my spoken.
“Hey, she does suck.”
“Hahaha, but you're not wrong.”
“Well, aren't you talking behind her back, Sky? Haha..”
“Isn't that a fact?”
“Hey, you have to go to class, haha.”.
“See you later, Airi! Thank you for entertaining me.”
“Haha, it's nothing. See you later!”
The feeling in the classroom made me feel the events that had already happened after only a few days not in class.
Like feeling the attention of many people, as if all were pairs of eyes to look at me or judge me.
“What did they break up? Look, she cut her hair.”.
“I think they're really over.”
“Kai really looks frustrated and you know what? He's looking for his whereabouts. Will they be over soon?”
“But why should Kai look frustrated?”
“I heard it,” I told them, people who spoke blatantly when I was near them.
“Your hair is good?” say one of them.
“Thank you,” with a smile.
Kai looking for me?
Kai looks frustrated?
What about Rania?
I don't know, after returning to a routine that is usually also repetitive and will be like that. This time there was something lacking in me.
Is that about Kai?
But not everything has to be about love that makes your days more enjoyable, but still needs love?
If it's complicated, what is love?
Well, it feels like I want to knock my own head so I can focus more.
Ting!
“Sky, today's meeting is off. There was nobody in the club room, everyone went home. Maybe tomorrow.”—Airi
“Ah, that's right. I just got there,” and right. The club room is empty.
“Pon..”
“You don't have a phone, Sky.”
Sky doesn't know where to go. The distance from the campus to the home is nothing. Walking for a while must have arrived. But, actually, he did not want to go home.
“Are you lost?”
The source of the sound…
“Galf..”.
“Hai..”.
“Hai, Sky! Where are you going?”
“Hmm, I don't know.”
“Ah, it turns out you're her boyfriend.”
“What does it mean?”
“Kai, he's your girlfriend, right?”
“You find out?”
“Hey, I didn't mean it that way.”
“Iya, she's my girlfriend. Why are you panicking? Relax, I don't think like that.”
“Have you made up?”
“Hey, no other topics? If you keep talking about it. That means you want to interfere.”.
“Alright, what Kai..”
“Galf!”
“Haha, alright.”
“Do you want to go home?”
“Iya, you?”
“I will accompany you home,” he said.
“Why?”
“Are we not in line?”
“Iya, true but..”
“But?”
“No, it would be a misunderstanding. Thank you for asking, Galf.”
“Wait, Sky!”
“Did you break up with her?”
“Ah, because of my short hair you mean?”
“I'm still together and..”
“Galf..”.
“I don't think I can be your friend.”
Sky walked away leaving Galf still sculpting.
His footsteps seemed to give him a clue as to where he should have stepped and arrived at the goal.
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