
I don't know when my eyes are trying to fall asleep.
It rained last night right after putting out the fireworks that just lit up.
The sea of men might be disappointed that the fireworks had to stop, but rain replaced it.
The sound of cheers welcomed the rain so hard, they enjoyed it.
Like taking off the burden of life that is attached to each other's lives.
Kai and the girl, too. The woman was in his arms.
At 8am, the first day of the new year.
The whole room looks clean and clean. Very different the year before. The first day of the new year was greeted by a barrage of broken ships everywhere.
After spending the new year's night, usually his friends will stay at his apartment. Not only Yuta and Kale, but there are some schoolmates who deliberately in advance have planned to spend time together.
That was then, now?
Never mind, life doesn't care what happens to you either. Life will go on even if you feel that it's unfair to you.
I don't want to hear excited! You must be strong, spirit! And bla.bla…
Everyone must be excited and also definitely strong but there is also a time. So, better shut up and let yourself hear the story. Isn't actually someone who is not okay just want to be heard the story? Than to listen to nonsense.
Well, there's a burning anger in my tracks. Feels piercing. Not to mention the hormones inside my body upon the arrival of the guests, were completely powerful.
Sky opened his phone.
There's nothing.
Blank.
An idea is tapping the contents of my head, “It seems, this holiday is better without a phone.”
Sky turned off the power of his phone and returned it to its original place.
“Cinema.”
Actually I had booked a ticket in advance but was not sure it would come.
I just decided today.
Before the rain arrives, it is better to leave early.
In fact, the distance between the apartment and the cinema is not so far away.
But…
Undeniably.
That, I'm not okay.
Again, my mind went everywhere.
Something was getting more and more unresolved in my heart and mind.
Can't it not be left like this?
Isn't this not the ending you wanted?
Where have you always been honest with your feelings?
Even if it hurts, it's better. At least you've brought out what you want to say. Yeah, that feeling.
Sky is linked to his cell phone. Considering choices.
“Halo, this is Sky.”
“Halo...,” sounds I want to hear make me a little calm.
But…
Sounds different.
Either because of how I feel or it's like that.
Sounds like someone who doesn't want to talk to you.
Empty gazes. The movie I watched was watching my pathetic self.
I don't know, am I pathetic?
You shouldn't cross the line, Sky.
That night, I should have let it end that way.
But why was it precisely that person who had suddenly approached?
It's not my fault, is it?
2 Full hours I got nothing. Just sitting with a floating soul. I don't know what kind of movie I'm watching.
Kai didn't contact me after a few hours ago, I tried to contact him.
He said he'd call me.
A short conversation.
Can it even be called a conversation?
“Halo, this is Sky.”
“Halo..”
“I'll call you later.”
Tut…
Done it.
That's all it is.
Whatdoes thatmean?
His hungry stomach was not hungry.
“I go home..,” no one welcomes him but himself.
Ting.tong…
Crews!
“Kai..”.
“Can I log in?” said it.
“Come.”
My heart was pounding, not knowing where to start.
“Sky..”.
“Kai..”.
“Didn't you contact me because..”.
Ting.tong…
Damnit damnit!
“Shortly, Kai..”
My feelings are not good.
If that's true, my hunch is right.
There is drama that touches my life.
Ting.tong…
The man squeezed the bell repeatedly.
Sky opened the door and…
There is drama in his life.
The woman with Kai is in front of me. I can't forget his face. She's that girl.
“Hai...,” her smile line is really pretty.
“Hai?” my tone was like someone who was confused at the awkward atmosphere.
“What Kai is inside?”
I've guessed.
“Iya, we are chatting,” I replied.
“What is important?” he spoke with a smile but that smile was just a mask. His eyes were clear, he was trying to bully me.
“Ya, you could say like that.”
“Can I come in? Kai has business with me and our parents.”
Ah, okay.
There's a big wall coming your way, Sky.
“Ah..”
The woman smiled and walked in before I actually said it.
“Kai...,” the woman landed in Kai's arms.
Of course, Kai looked at me and then turned.
“Rania, why are you here?”
Ah, that woman's name is Rania.
“You know, right? I can't wait long,” whine that woman.
Well, what kind of spectacle is this?
“You're Sky, right?” ask the woman.
Sky just nodded.
“Kai speaks many things. You're his childhood friend, right? I know everything, hehe.”
“Ah, yes.”
How stupid am I, but it also makes me confused what kind of reaction should I show?
“We are a matching couple. Kai always took care of me. He's really as good as that.”
“You're lucky,” don't I look more pathetic?
“Ah, no. You will be with someone who will take care of you. But your words are not wrong. Ah, naw. It's no longer a matter of luck but, Kai was destined to be with me.”
Makes me a little nauseous when I hear her voice and the way she talks.
“Ah, really? Be happy,” in my heart, I am cursing myself.
“We have to go, nice to meet you.”
Kai didn't speak. Other than staring at me and I don't know what that look means.
Kai and the girl look good.
I don't know, can I still tell him?
Is the relationship between them that serious?
Their families, that close?
But Kai really hugged her.
Whoa…
I don't know…
It feels jumbled.
It all came out of the blue when I wanted to start.
My decision was changed and everything was messed up.
At first, I wanted to leave my phone and suddenly change my mind. It happened like this. If I hadn't contacted him, would it have been a different story?
“Nothing to regret, Sky.”
“No use.”
“And you will be like that, there will be no end.”
“Wah, are you okay?”
“Sure, I'm not okay. Haha..”
Deaden phones. Put it back where it was and think of food to celebrate what happened today.
“Haha, you're crazy, Sky.”
Tests..tes…
“Nothing, cry!”
“Hey, rain! Why didn't you come?” shouted Sky.
Everyone wants a happy ending in their life.
But sometimes, it belongs to someone else.
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