Suddenly
Clouds
Jeff has confessed to all his actions.
Ren is Jeff's accomplice.
The apartment guard…
Yeah, Jeff's Dad.
Ren's…
Yeah, who else if not Jeff's brother.
All of the papers were written by Jeff but the two brothers took turns putting them under his father's supervision.
In addition to the hidden camera on the doll. It's on the stuff Jeff gave me.
Jeff gave me a lot of pens because he saw a lot of pens that I had.
When I just moved into the apartment, Jeff was the one who helped me put it all together and it was unthinkable to me.
Jeff gave me a bunch of clothes hangers as a gift for my move to the apartment.
The glass of my eye that fell while in the bookstore was stepped on Jeff's foot and he replaced it with a new one.
Unbeknownst to me. Jeff put it in some place in my apartment.
Jeff does not need to explain at length behind the reasons behind his actions.
“I have to get what I want even if someone is taking it. Doesn't life need to compete? Do you remember that too, Sky?”
June 20th?
What is Tyana?
Or the closest one again?
Kai hugged me tightly. Without talking anything. The whole trip was not as usual.
Me and Kai, more silence. Not infrequently also my tears suddenly dripped and Kai realized that.
How am I feeling? Don't ask!
Until I don't know what it's like or don't know which feelings to put first…
The silence that used to be my daily life began to feel back even though it shouldn't be like that.
Even if I knew it would pass…
Yes, if only pronounced—feels easy.
“Should we watch a movie?”
“Or eat something delicious?”
“Yes, I think we need to give it a try, Kai.”
1 week ago. Kai and I locked themselves together. Not even on campus. Not communicating with each other. We don't go to the places we used to visit.
The Day Our Eyes Met's? Yeah, that too.
“You sure?”
“Yes, wouldn't it be more tiring if we were constantly like this, Kai?”
Kai smiled in his eyes that could not lie. “Good.”
Kai. What I like about him…
Never asked me directly how I felt? Are you all right? After that incident. Kai preferred to replace the other words. Because for him if it wasn't like that, those bad memories would sound like a reminder.
“Hey, what did you buy?” look at Kai with 2 large crackle bags.
“There's a lot I bought.”
“Alright, hahaha.”
“It's great to see it,” said Kai.
“I miss him too,” reply.
“Hahaha, like this?”
“Yes, hahaha.”
“Hahaha..”.
“Hei-hey, that's enough! We're going to be crazy.”
“Are we not a crazy couple?”
“No, just you, Kai.”
“Hahaha..”.
The cup!
“Did you miss him too, Sky?”
Sky nodded.
The cup!
The cup!
The cup!
“Hahaha..”.
The cup!
Kai and I disabled each other's phones.
Movies we watch ‘Clouds’.
“Whoaa!” so until it feels like being in a new place and amazes me when I see it.
Drive in Cinema, 4 p.m.
“Doesn't the weather match the title of the movie we watched?” said Kai.
“You're right too. Will it rain after?”
“I thought..at least it was just a speck of rain.”.
Kai slightly lowered my chair and his chair. Gave me a blanket and escorted some snacks and drinks forward and his left hand was on my head.
The movie has started.
“Looks like I'll cry later,” I said.
“So is I,” said Kai.
No mind wanders.
Like imagining those bad memories.
Or to remember someone of meaning or other memories that turned out to be just as bad, it didn't exist.
Like taking a break for a moment.
I don't know if today is over.
Or time to sleep at night.
Kai occasionally clasped me tightly.
Leaned on my shoulders.
Playing my hair.
I did the same thing.
At 8 am. It's inevitable. The atmosphere of the campus had described all the news that had spread widely without knowing who was behind someone spreading.
“Are they not supposed to move?”
“They survived because they were dating.”
“Wah, it's scary if the person closest to you actually does a bad thing.”
“What is the content of the recording on the camera? Isn't that camera in the bathroom? Aren't you curious?”
“I hope those uncensored images don't spread widely. I think Kai will leave it if it spreads.”
“I fucked her but at least she's lucky to have a boyfriend like Kai.”
“Isn't that in exchange? Because he's Kai.”'s girlfriend
“Wah, how does Kai feel? It makes me curious.
That was what Sky heard everyday after that incident. Not to mention that Sky and Kai's close-up attitude made more and more assumptions about their relationship being ruined by the warm atmosphere they talked about.
“Kai and Sky, they seem to be over. Wouldn't it be better that way? For their own good.”
“I'm sure they broke up.”
“I saw it...they did not greet each other.”
“Good! They understand that the way they choose is wrong. They don't deserve to be together.”
“Should I approach him?”
“I think they'll hurt themselves if it continues together.”
“Sky who should be grateful was once in his heart. Waitaminute! It seems like he's the only one who put his heart to Kai but Kai doesn't do it.”
“Kai has been sober because the choice was wrong big.”
“From the beginning between them should not happen.”
“How's Rania doing?”
“Kurasa Kai will be back on Rania.”
“Rania the best for Kai.”
“Then Kai along with Sky, I think those events happened because of the troublesome Sky presence.”
“Iya, he's really troublesome. Not worth it with.”
The darker the sky the more it supported the atmosphere. My tears started to flow, and so did Kai.
“Sky..”.
“Kai..”.
Their gazes returned to the front with their hands clasped.
The food they brought was forgotten.
The thoughts between them began to wander even though they were still focused.
Wandering thoughts relate to what just happened.
Sometimes the movies we watch make us reflect on real life.
“Sky....,” call Kai with still focus to the front.
“Iya?”
“If you met me in such a way, would it be any different story?”
“Hmm, I think I'll be your best friend.”
“I can't imagine you being my best friend. Because I don't want it to happen.”
“What do you mean, Kai?”
“Why should friends? Why not make him someone in your heart? Yes, if we're friends, I'll express my feelings for you. Are you going to do the same?”
“Depends on the story, Kai. Even if I express my feelings for you. At least 2 choices. We are together or our friendly relationship is destroyed.”
“Ah..”
“Sky..”.
“Yes, Kai?”
“I hope today is like the sky you see today. Isn't such a sky fast passing?”
“Like drowning and replacing it with bright color?” my spoken.
“Ya, just think of it like that.”
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