Suddenly
Why can’t I say that I’m in love?
My energy is getting drained.
Heard Kai's explanation.
Complicated.
Rania is intentional about bragging. I can't believe it can happen in my life.
Yeah, he likes Kai.
Their parents are close. Kai was caught up in the situation.
Kai thought there would be nothing. For Kai, Rania is a friend she has known for so long.
The family between them was too much. Kai doesn't like to make fools. Rania bragged by talking about her long-standing relationship with Kai.
“The point is that you became resigned to the circumstances?” Sky tried to digest the explanation flow from Kai.
There is nothing without a debate between Sky and Kai.
“I understand everything that's happened pisses you off. Not just upset but, you don't know how it's in my position,” explains Kai.
“You also do not know how there is in my position,” reply Sky which further aggravates the atmosphere.
“Ah, I think this is the right time to be clear. Turns out, no.”
The mood became quiet.
Kai and Sky, they stared at each other for a while then turned to each other.
The rain is getting heavier.
They just pulled over near the bookstore, were in the car. I don't know how much time I spend but I don't care about time.
Tests..tes…
“Sky..”.
“Hey, please don't! You're making me worse.”
I don't know, I'm becoming more sensitive. Post-menstrual syndrome? Maybe, it could happen. Whatever the reason, it makes me more sensitive.
“The worst holiday ever..,” sounds from a radio channel that seemed to make me look.
“The worst holiday ever..” Sky said with his gaze outwards.
“You also did not open the door for me,” Kai said.
“You who first came out that day with Rania then, you just shut up without giving an explanation.”
“I told you Raina just..”
“You just said it today,” cut Sky.
The atmosphere between them returned, becoming silent.
Kai's phone rang. His tone sounded annoyed. And then shut it down quickly.
“What is Rania?”
“Ya.”
“I have to go back.”
“Let me down here,” I said.
“Oke.”
It ended like that day, in the same place.
The rain may be on my side, but not for love.
Sky put the umbrella back in its place even though the owner of the convenience store allowed me to borrow it.
My clothes are just a little wet. Not really important actually. It's just, the problem is. Right now I don't want to go back and go home.
“Am I too selfish?”
Nothing is easy, if it's about love. The rain has returned. Moisturized my whole body.
My mind, taking me to the same destination. Like the regret that will come at the end of the story.
Bell's voice reminds me how to be Kai.
Among many choices. The first choice that constantly haunts me.
“Kai...,” the first word that came out of my mouth with both eyes slightly glazed over.
“Eh, Sky. I understand what you want but can you wait for me? Trust me, okay?” Kai looked panicked.
“What happened?” I think something happened. Kai looks messy.
There was the sound of broken glass. “Kai, what's up?”
Sky tried to break through even though Kai tried to prevent him from entering. “Sky, please!”
“What happened, Kai? What is Rania?”
“Sky, please!”
“If you can't say it. Fine, it's Rania. Am I wrong?”
“Sky...,” Kai held me back.
“You're right, Kai. You and me, it'll always end like this.”
Kai closed the door tightly without seeing me pass from before him.
There's nothing.
Although my college life became normal again.
No one speaks ill of me openly.
Kai and Rania, they're back together.
An opinion has emerged that has become a fact that out of nowhere comes that, Kai and I are just a pair of friends who sometimes do not have a good relationship.
I really don't know why my life has gone back to normal.
There is always a cause and effect but absolutely no idea of the origin behind it all.
Ken and I, it looks like there's a blood connection between the two.
“Are you okay?”
“Hey, just worry about yourself. You just got rejected.”
Ken likes someone he's known for a long time. Ken thinks the feelings they have are the same. Yes, love claps one hand.
Ken was speechless with his drink which he kept stirring until the ice cubes inside had melted.
“The person will regret for rejecting you,” exclaimed Sky.
“Forget, Sky.”
“You'll be fine. So did I,” Sky waved at Ken.
My days are getting busy. It was my drive to want it.
Coming home is no longer my main goal. After the class was over there was a second house that I visited more recently.
Club room I followed recently, photography club.
“You sure you don't want to enter that competition? You have a chance, Sky.”
“Hey, how many more times do I have to say it. It was just a hobby,” the head of the photography club was my upperclassman in the middle class.
“Good.”
Lately I have been meeting a lot of new people. But no or no one has become close to me yet. Just getting to know, that's all.
Yeah, what's been happening on campus all this time seems to be affecting my social life. Although it has subsided but not all can understand.
“Aw!”
The two eyes meet each other.
The memory that becomes automatically rotates the memories that have occurred.
The feeling that has been realized.
Mouth that although not able to speak but the feelings you have justify it even though it can only be spoken in the heart.
Really liked it.
Not a day does not think about it.
It's true that he still sees her with him but then again, he reminds me right at the moment it happened that while I'm only able to focus on the moment and end up stuck with it.
“This is the umpteenth time, you will keep repeating it?”
“Sorry, what is pain?”
“Not as sick as.”.
“Hei...,” he seems to understand what I mean.
Smile at me. “Are you hungry?”
“Once.”
It will rain in the afternoon. Never complain about the rain falling without being asked.
“Wah, do you want to eat ramen?”
“Iya.”
“Alright, I can't refuse it, right?”
“Except, you want to break it.”
“What can?”
“Hmm, it's up to you.”
“Ah, okay. Ramen is also not a bad idea.”
“Haha, your voice sounds resigned.”
“What need to just cancel this ridiculous agreement? Doesn't this make you tormented? So is I.”
“Alright, end it.”
“Among you and me?”
“Ya,” says while holding back laughter.
Not once either. Things like this come to me.
He was first, for me.
“Is it hard to say?”
“Entahlah..”.
“Without saying it you must have known it,”.
“Iya, but..”
The cup!
“Are you satisfied?”
“Hey, are you impersonating me?”
“Ah, you rejected me?”
“Hahaha, let me just be like that.”
“Good.”
The cup!
“Hei!”
The cup!
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