Suddenly
After the Sunrise. Suddenly,
“Maybe I'll come next time,” he said with a smile.
“I don't know you.”
“You just didn't realize. See you, Kai! We will definitely meet.”
“Ah, one more. You guys are just boyfriends. So you don't deserve to be angry,” he continued by pointing at me.
Sky and Kai looked at each other with astonished gazes.
“Isn't he one of those freaks?”
“But, Kai. Why does he know about Rania?”
“That's what made me think..was she his man? I have absolutely no idea who that person is.”
“Wah, I don't understand why rich people use that way..but why did Rania do it, Kai? Could-can he say just as a girlfriend, wow!”
“What hormone in your body wants to tear it apart? You look creepy with your face flushed.”
“Kai, did you tease me?”
“Hahaha, no. Never mind, forget.”
Rania and the girl…
Know each other?
My mind is raging with the unresolved and is now growing again with other thoughts that are also raging.
“Sky..”.
“Sky!”
“Hah—ya?”
“You still think about it apparently?”
“Eh—no.”
“No need to dodge, it's teleview.”
“Iya.”
“What do you think?”
“Hmm, there's always just. Either, my guess is correct or not.”
“What is it?”
“If it happens means my guess is correct.”
“If you don't say it now, it will happen. Never heard of that fact in childhood?”
“Iya, ever. Isn't that just a threat of great curiosity and curiosity?”
“Just take me like that.”
“That's coercion, I don't want.”
“Come, Sky!” Kai approached beside me.
“Hey, go back to your place.”
“You...fear?” Kai is getting closer.
“Back to your place or.”.
“Alright, I'll go back to my place and hear your words.”
Sky looked towards Kai with mixed feelings.
Kai was also reading his mind. Like before that seems to know but sometimes Kai also tries to hold it before I say it.
“Hmm, you didn't mistakenly recognize someone in the past, did you?”
“Not me a stranger you meet, although a child will not likely forget but his name is also memory must also be limited.”
Kai fell silent with his fingers in my hand. His hands are really warm.
There are not many stars in the sky that are starting to get darker. The wind that was originally strong can also be quiet even for a moment.
There were also people on the balcony who greeted. They were talking to a lot of people. There is also a BBQ party until the aroma is smelled piercing the nose.
“As should my memory be with others but all I remember is you?”
“It seems unlikely to happen.”
That's Kai's answer.
“Lantas what does this have to do with that freak?” ask Kai.
“Hmm, I don't know. Is it possible that he was a stranger you knew in the past?”
“I told you, I don't know him. Is this because I can't remember anything about what happened to me with my birthday?”
“Yes, you're not wrong either.”
“What happened exactly, Sky? I'm sorry, sorry I didn't remember. But that was in the past. Now that's more important.”
“Before I say it. I'll tell you my past memories of you, Kai. Hmm, just make sure it.”
“Good.”
“You told me once. You really want a birthday celebration but your parents are always busy and make you lonely even though in the morning you will get a lot of gifts. That's not what you want.”.
“You just want your parents and you to be home and celebrate your birthday, am I right? You told me.”
“Sky..”.
“How can you remember it?”
“Now, I still remember it.”
“Why can't I do the same? Are you sure you ever told me?”
“I told you, Kai.”
Kai fell silent again with his blank look.
“Kai..”.
“I'm sorry, Sky.”
“It's okay. Let's just say you didn't hear me back then.”
“I don't want to be like that.”
“Nothing, Kai.”
Sky continued his words even though Kai still felt guilty. “Actually, my parents and I always celebrate birthdays together but..”.
“I don't think the adults are playing.”
“The more passes and passes, the charade is still going on.”
“Until it makes me sick.”
“My parents separated. My dad who doesn't know where and yes, no more.”.
“Bydays make me sick. Reminds me of sweet words and at the same time words I shouldn't have heard from my parents' mouths in the past.”
“I used to dream of blowing out 14 and 15 candles, it made me cry from the fear of death that I thought my age would stop at that number. Yes, what happened made me think more and more sick and sick.”
“Now, I don't know. It occurred to me to start over. But..”
“You can do it. Can I help you?”
“If you can, Kai. At least do not force yourself and also force me if it is not time.”
“Alright, I'll try it. I'm sorry, I don't know anything and until now I didn't understand how it couldn't be in my memory? While you know about me.”
“I remember, after you told me.you asked me to tell you a story too. Is it because my story is too long and keeps me out of focus?”
“Hey, I'm not like that. You remember that, right? If you're the only stranger I've met with interesting stories.”
“Yes, you said it. It was in my mind..Are you boasting?”
“Hahaha, no..that's really my opinion sincerely.”
“Alright, haha.”
“But..”.
“What, Kai?”
“Entahlah..”.
“Why?”
“Ken, makes me feel bad. Doesn't Ken know about this?”
“Iya, Ken knows.”
“Iya?”
“Iya, she knows.”
“Hah?”
“He knows, Kai. Why?”
“Wah, what happened exactly?”
“You believe me, right?”
“Sure, I trust you, Kai.”
“Wah, how do I say it..”.
“What to do, Ken?”
“Ken says otherwise.”
“She invited me to give you a birthday surprise.”
“Hah, really?”
“Iya.”
Kai showed me his message with Ken.
“What happened? He couldn't possibly forget, Kai.”
“When you start telling stories..as well as thinking of Ken.”.
“Can I ask this to Ken?” my spoken.
“Yes, you should have said it.”
“Iya.”
“Hmm, Sky?”
“Iya?”
“I never liked Rania. Rania is just someone I really need to look after and I don't think she will cross the line.”
“I'm sorry, what happened that night.”
“I'm sorry, for disappearing just like that.”
The sky began to give signs by showing a change of color.
The cold begins to pierce the surface of the skin.
Both eyes felt thick.
Stomach rumbling that makes me and Kai laugh and…
The sun is greeting.
The cup!
Kinggg!
The sound of alarm has thwarted the moment that is happening.
“It's yours.”
“Untul what do I turn on the alarm?” Kai looked confused.
“Hah?”
Kai checking his phone. “20 june?” said it.
“Yes, june 20th. What's up?” said Sky.
“Sky..”.
“Iya?”
“Kurasa...I remember something.”
“But not sure what it is,” continued Kai.
Kai's words made me wonder at the same time make me afraid but do not know why I feel afraid just because I heard his words?
All that was in the past why was it always dealing with something that wasn't over?
Kai seemed to be thinking by looking at the screen of his phone repeatedly.
“What's with 20 June?”
“You really don't remember?”
“No.”
“Try to remember again. Who knows it's important.”
“I've tried but really don't know.”
“Kai, you need to be calmer to remember, Kai.”
“Forget it, free I don't remember.”
Sky hugged him. “You must remember.”
“Hopefully but a little scares me.”
“Why?” my many.
“Because possible from the past.”
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