Suddenly
It’s Happening
"Didn't it remind you that day?” just a finger away from my face.
“Hmm?” his eyes seemed to be taking me deeper.
Huk..huk…
It's certain it will happen. Sky man hiccups, a name for myself.
Kai approaches. Touching the tip of my head, “What are you thinking?” said it.
Sky closed his eyes then turned to look outside.
It felt like there was something holding back inside my esophagus to let me not be able to speak.
That's not delicious. It's the same as swearing to yourself in the heart.
“You think it just ends? Can't remember who started it?” Kai who suddenly wrapped his arms and held me in his arms.
Damnit damnit! The atmosphere that happened was the same as describing myself who had lost a landslide.
“So..in the end you will give up?” whispered and just took off his hugging.
Cellphone's ringing. Yeah, it's Ken.
“Yes, I'm with him.”
Kai threw his smile at me like nothing had happened.
“You want to talk to him?”
The cup!
Both my eyes were wide with my phone that just came off but I couldn't take a step.Kai caught it. “Isn't this new? Well, almost. Hey, this isn't his first time..why does your reaction stay the same?”.
Huk..huk…
“Alright, we won't talk to each other for 30 minutes.”
“Astart from now.”
I just nodded. Then I texted Ken, gave him some classic excuses like.I'll call you back later and nothing happens. Sure, Ken couldn't possibly believe the content of the message. Ken still sends me a lot of messages.
Kai let the cool afternoon breeze in, always like this.Don't go anywhere just in the parking lot in front of the bookstore overlooking the beach.
In the depths of my heart it feels like I really want to talk a lot but at the end of the day I just do stupid things and mute as if Kai resignedly to playing me. It made me angry that I couldn't do anything.
Ting!
An incoming message I thought was from Ken turned out to be someone next to me. “If you lose by speaking prematurely, that means.you must interrupt my request. Likewise vice versa, I will do the same.”—Kai
“OK,”—Sky
Again into his game.
“I'll be out buying drink.”—Sky
“You just wait here.”—Kai
“You don't know what I want.”—Sky
“Our close relationship makes what you like also change?”—Kai
“I still have mineral water.”—Sky
“Lemonade?”—Kai
“No.” —Sky
Kai ruffled my hair and walked out to the bookstore.
“Because have to buy something, I will use my voice.”—Kai
“Ya.”—Sky
My head was leaning on the left side and looking outwards.
The cup!
Ah, crap!
It could be that the dirty thoughts were floating in my mind.
Kai came out of the bookstore with two drinks in his hand.
“This is not lemonade,”—Kai
Kai gave me that drink. “Matcha?”—Sky
“It's not free. You have to pay, haha.”—Kai
“Definitely Jeff who gave the drink.”—Sky
Sky showed Jeff a message for him with a satisfied smile.
“Don't smile like that!”—Kai
“Like this?”—Sky
“I told you, don't!”—Kai
Sky showed his expressionless face. “Like this?”—Sky
“Iya, it's better.”—Kai
What was happening outside with the voices of the people talking, everything could be heard.
Kai and I throw glances at each other when they hear people with annoying or inappropriate rants to hear.
“Didn't those men sound outrageous?”—Kai
“Not just outrageous. Can men also gossip? Even they are more than women who are gossiping.”—Sky
“Yes, they can also gossip. You're right, it embarrassed me as a man.”—Kai
“Kai. Actually.you and I are really weird. Unlike couples in general.”—Sky
“You don't understand I mean.”—Sky
“What do you want? Do not confuse it with other people's relationships. Until anytime will not be the same,” Kai was shocked by his words.
“You lost, Kai.”
“Wah! All right, what's your request?”
“Explain everything to me. What the hell's going on? That's my wish. You already know what I mean.”
“Nothing else?”
“Nothing, that's all I want.”
“If it becomes your request, it is the same as what I want. Don't you also need to explain it to me?”
“Alright, I will explain everything to you after I finish hearing your explanation. You made the rules yourself, Kai. That's my request.”
“But you didn't give me a cue and immediately spoke as I suddenly spoke.”
“You cheated, Kai.”
“You also cheated. Isn't this all just a game?”
“You're playing me, Kai? Including what did Rania do in the cafeteria?”
“Do not bring Rania.”
“You who have brought Rania in our relationship, Kai.”
“Wah, you think I don't know. You also brought that stranger into our relationship.”
“Interness?”
“Iya, that man.”
“There is no man you mean that. Just you and Ken, the people closest to me. You are the one to question. Rania..”
“Why do you keep blaming Rania?”
“You like it?”
“What do you mean?”
“You love it. You love Rania. I'm not wrong, am I? You like it.”
“No, I don't like it. It's just..”
“What, Kai?”
“I think you should have given me an explanation. You disappeared and ignored me.”
“Then how are you feeling? Rania's presence makes me see you more like everyone else, Kai.”
“Ah, you're so insecure just because Rania thinks you're more than you like people say?”
“This is again not a good time to talk to each other, Kai.”
“You want to run away again, Sky?”
Kai and Sky turned to each other. Kai suddenly turned the wheel, going somewhere to take me. My phone kept ringing, Ken called me but I ignored it.
The mood became quiet. Even though Kai is playing a song.
Not on the way home.
“You want to take me to watch?”
“Iya,” with his serious face.
I told you it was true, my relationship with Kai is not like a couple in general.
Watching a movie like this?
Not long at the destination.
Uh…
Kai turned around.
“Why, Kai?” it makes me wonder.
Kai who was still with his serious face, did not answer anything.
Whoa!
Judging from the path, it was the direction home.
Kai checked his phone seriously.
“Why, Kai?” ask again.
“What happened something?”
“Rania..”
What's again?
She again?
Sky was silent with his gaze outwards.
Kai was in such a hurry and quickly arrived. “You wait here, trust me,” he said.
“Good.”
Kai left me in the basement.
My mind started going everywhere.
I don't know, what's gonna happen after?
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